2016-09-19 at 3:44 AM UTC
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I am multigod ft. supergod
Today I've realized that the hole I pierced in my eardrum as a kid led an insect to crawl through my ear canal into my brain and take over my mind. This is why I am so bad. Serotonin lets me understand the beast, antipsychotics let me drug the creature controlling me. I spent 15 minutes spraying water down my broken ear canal to try and drown it, and I kept on hearing electric shocks sizzle through my scalp and my neck. It has hinged it's dozens of legs onto my nerves. I don't think it even resembles a normal bug anymore. It is a selfish creature hijacking my memories and replacing them with actual screaming that I hear all the time.
2016-09-17 at 3:51 AM UTC
in
Grammar Nazis: Assemble!
grammar is for ugly white women
Also, 1 rape would be over in minutes. Imagine how starved and shitty you feel just after a day of consuming nothing but rape flavored soda, and you'd have 29 days to go. The only calories you would get for the entire month would be from the sugar. It's just enough to keep you from dying. I think most people would start out with the soda option, then by a few days in the person would be so hungry they'd change their option to prison rape just to get it over with.
I've been mad but idk if I've ever been stark staring mad.
Bonus question: Would you rather get 1 rape in prison or have to survive off 1 flavor of soda as your only food for an entire month, no exceptions.
2016-09-15 at 4:26 AM UTC
in
Hi
There is a way to cause the greatest hurt you can't imagine. Voodoo dolls mean nothing as a vex, nor do origami animals thrown into a smoldering fire.
When I was a young boy, I would watch the cars drive by and curse them all to hell. I knew intuitively that their reality was then dominated by mine. They became links in a long chain of casualties. Cause of death in the principle of causality. I used my focus like a sniper rifle. Sinful temptations supplied my ammunition.
I drew unholy sigils on pieces of paper with solvent laced glue, and would sit in the basement by candlelight, meditating to the gentle embrace of the fumes.
I decorated this basement with talismans I made out of roadkill strung together, with multicolored beads and fishing wire, left to rot in the heat until decomposition began. I know what you're thinking, and it's definitely true. Many say I have tendency to fetishize animal skulls. Every day of my life I have carried the weight of this dark energy flowing through me.
I let the shadow men loose and let them kiss my body in my sleep, I was consensually molested, repeatedly, by apparitions. Every night I would dream of Bozo the Clown laughing at me, while I was forced at knifepoint to eat holographic worms. It was the only time I ever felt love.
My first suicide attempt was at the age of five-- I only did it to spite the system. How foolish of me. I later learned to destroy the system you must infiltrate it, and poison the roots that support this pungent tree of life.
I am a phoenix, dust and flame eternal, a relic of times past and to come. I am the enemy of an Ottoman's evil eye. I see the hatred in the Mona Lisa's face.
My name is morningstar.
Being smart and retarded at the same time is even better
