Originally posted by Bradley
cuz it has a habit of causing people to fall to the lower elements of society and resort to shady behavior like theft or abuse because of the nature of continuous long term intoxicant use.
They also have a tendency to stop developing at an early age so have compulsion issues and low ability to plan or think long term leading to a bunch of kids they don't take care of, a desire to feel good regardless of person cost and in general uncivilized behavior typically exemplified by other elements of our society.
I definitely agree with this but I also believe it's very stigmatized. I think most people that think anyone that gets high is a bad person and that's not true. Also a lot of people are against any illegal substance but they're ok with smoking, getting drunk and taking their doctor prescribed Xanax for panic attacks. I already know people judge me but fuck them I'm going to self medicate the rest of my life. They should just be happy I'm not smoking crack and shooting fentanyl. And I won't lie I'd really like to....
I've heard it said that my soul was black and I always took that to mean deep down I'm a black man but I think people really mean I'm an evil person with a black soul. I'm not evil, I like animals and stars and stuff like that. I hug my dog and tell her bye every time I leave....
This really makes me feel impoverished, I was (still am really) starving so I had me a chicken ramen noodle with a half can of chili in it. Gourmet po folk cuisine 😋
I used to want to do things to her, she was definitely sexy ASF on three's company hell even step by step.
I think people just took better care of themselves in the 70's and 80's like they were still eating real food and stuff. Different lifestyle I guess is why they didn't age as quickly as people do now.
I think some people just crave the attention they get from it and some are just pathological and just lie about whatever. As an adult the truly acceptable time to lie is to police, if you are lying for clout or attention something's off with you.
I met Treach from naughty by nature, he was having a drink at the restaurant I worked at got a picture with him on Facebook.
I've also met George Foster from the 70's big red machine team, he was eating in a restaurant I worked at.
I also met David Fulcher, Ickey Woods, Solomon Wilcots in 1989 when the Cincinnati Bengals went to the Superbowl. They may not be all that famous but as an 8 year old kid that shit was pretty cool.
Don't your dick stay limp? I thought you said you couldn't get it hard so I don't think you have a chance to fuck anything even if you pay. Isn't that depressing? I'd be hurt if I was like that but I'm not trying to fuck 15 year olds either so maybe it's God's way of protecting the young girls of Poland by keeping you impotent. They say the Lord works in mysterious ways tho.
Originally posted by Meikai
My primary concern with "relapse" as a phenomenon is that the terminology creates this idea that you've fucked up. You get one little taste and now you've "relapsed" and practically have permission to backslide completely. A relapse is a relapse is a relapse? Fuck that. That's a bomb that needs defusing.
That's my biggest dislike about AA/NA. I get that some people feel like it's saved their lives but I'm pretty positive I have a couple friends who have died because they "relapsed" and were too ashamed to ask for help since everyone in the program shuns those who relapse. If you want to get sober then do it, if you want to get high then get high. I'll never shame a fellow human for wanting to enhance their mind because life sucks. I'll also support you if you want to stop living like that but fuck AA
I still talk fairly often to the mom of the last girl I dated. Haven't talked to the girl in a while, I still care about her and worry about her. Her mom has always been real good to me, she was about the only person that would write me back every time I wrote her when I was locked up. I'll always stay in touch with her, I don't see anything weird or wrong about it.
I used to do that actually. People used to ask me for butts because I knew all the good spots and hit them all first thing in the morning on my way to get dope 😂
I like vapes for when I'm working. Lately the tobacco store has a bin of cheap disposable ones for like 10 I've been getting but the past couple ended breaking at the tip in my pocket and don't hit strong for very long. I was going with Cuba cigar elfbar because that flavor 🤤🤌
This morning I got a gas station lost mary cuz I was in a hurry, kiwi passion fruit guava. Tastes ok but I really prefer tobacco flavor over fruity shit.
Still smoke because vaping still doesn't quite satisfy like a good cigarette but I'm thinking investing in a mod might be a good idea and help me cut back some.
When I drank regularly the amount between 4 and 6 12 ounce beers drank quickly. Once it got to 8 plus it's usually sloppy drunk with possible blackouts on the forecast.
