2022-06-16 at 10:48 PM UTC
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Do you miss Sploo?
Originally posted by Back Lane Madders
Me too
cya next week on a new account, cum boy 💦
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RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Suicide is a permanent solution to a non permanent problem imho.
All it does it annihilate any hope and create more grief for those left in the wake.
One of my best friend hung hulimself and i literally think about him everyday..it's strange.
Him and my grandpa I think about everyday.
I believe there is a greater cosmic connection to these people that have had great impacts on your life and meditiation/prayer is literally just telepathic communication to the other planes of existence and we are all still and will be connected forever, as souls are eternal.
I think part of the reason I didn't die or commit suicide was because I had so many good people praying/thinking about me and wishing me well which in turn caused me to stay here.
We are all /divine/ beings and everything is energy there is no matter, everything you experience is energy and frequency and these people you have connections with have similar frequencies or energies that synergize with the energy you create which creates this cosmic, everlasting connection.
Read a bob frissell book
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POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
looks like the quail paid off well today, went to the feed store to get automatic waterers and met a contractor who gave me 40 bucks to come bid a job,, its a 5 day inside job,, quoted it at 1800 and he jumped on it and said if it looks good he will keep me busy year round except for snowmobiling times and thats 3 days every time it snows
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2022-06-15 at 8:35 AM UTC
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Jan 6 Committee Starts Now
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
it's more just that channels aren't end-to-end encrypted without changing a bunch of settings, even though advertising implies they are... meaning the company has access to almost everything. there was a recent story that revealed it when they reported releasing data to the German government for BADTHINK
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OKay:
Aspergers diagnosed
mild OCD
had ODD as a child/teen
had anger issues as a teen
DDNOS
ASPD traits
used to have mild paranoid delusions
Used to have generalised anxiety disorder, went away in November
PTSD/amnesia
Hypochondria
Chronic fatigue
My dad had mental health issues
That's all I can think of for now.
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Kafka
Were you taken away from him then?
No, like 6 or 7 years later. Not really sure what prompted the cps investigation but it had to do with physical abuse. Think it was either a hospital or a school but the timing was kinda weird. When the police showed up I immediately thought it was for something trivial I had done and felt some relief that they just came to destroy my family
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In all honesty most people who've been in multiple treatment programs could be generally labeled as manipulators. I think it just kinda comes with the territory. I remember my mom calling me a "master manipulator" when I was teen because all the ways I can twist words and make it seem like everything was their fault or someone else's fault and nothing was ever my fault. These tendencies tend to coincidence with narcissists and addicts.
This lady has likely dealt with thousands of people who know how to play the game and say what they need to say to get what they want, as is pretty standard for people in those types of positions- counselors, therapists, probation officers, etc.
I have no doubt that Bradley Bee has some manipulative tendencies and who knows maybe she writes that on every persons file by default because it's more than likely true.
At the same time it isn't necessarily a bad thing andnits just how some personalities are, just like a sales person could be considered to have a manipulative personality. It might be annoying but it isn't necessarily a bad thing.
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Kafka
There was a time he was in a car, my uncle was drunk driving, some animal on the road so the car swerved into a ditch, went rolling over and all this counterfeit money went flying everywhere that my dad didn’t know about. They got a friend to tow the car away before police got there.
My dad rolled a car drunk driving as a kid and my sibling was in the front and took their seat belt off so they were sitting on the roof and started laughing and my dad was yelling and trying to hit them out of frustration.
That image has always stuck with me, being in the backseat watching them laughing and sitting on the roof upside down while my dad is trying to hit them
This thread is about ptsd right?
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Originally posted by Bradley
You say was? Did he die from suicide?
Yes, he killed himself for having Kafka as a daughter
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Originally posted by Bradley
When they cut me loose from this motherfucker, I'm gonna go sell 20$ grams on the beach that come with a blunt wrap. My boy said he can get me a job pulling out/putting away beach chairs with the big umbrella and table on the beach. 15$ an hour cash or 20$ an hour on paper, and the rich people give you tips. They said I'll get more than he does (10$ cash, 15$ for legals) because I speak English and the tips will be a lot more.
Gonna do this while I walk around with a fanny pack eyeballing grams for 20 dollar hollers. my guy asked me if I mind being naked (i looked at him very ^_- because no one knows i'm bi here) and I said why, and he said cuz no one wants to do the chair thing at the nude beach nude and wearing just a fanny pack would be funny and I'm a funny guy to begin with so if I talk to rich, older white folks who want me to pull the chair out to their spot and go back and get the table and then go back and get the umbrella, i'll probably get a 10 or 20$ tip, ontop of selling them the gram, ontop of the hourly cash wage.
Not bad for a fuck up from the Mil. Also they let you sleep in the chair if you're homeless until you can get back on your feet and it's safe cuz a lot of the illegals that work there sleep on the chairs and they're gonna end up liking me most likely.
Plus if someone offers me 100$ for some head, i'll give them the 100$ back and get some head and their number and maybe make a friend for life???? who can buy me a car???? Or at least give me more head????
Time will tell.
when they cut you loose from that motherfucker all that is going to happen is you'll be back chugging 211s within a couple days and fucking yourself over again like always
I never knew "the plug" to survive by being on government assistance in a group home for drug addicts 😂
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I’ll talk about my dad. He burned down his house, said it was because he had bad memories there. He stabbed a knife through his own hand in the pub, it was because he was angry at someone who tried to kill their mother by setting fire to a bin in front of the door, and somehow that escalated. He was sectioned in England because of his meds and going off alcohol abruptly, they caused delirium and hallucinations. He was beating up drug addicts in England. I noticed self harm scars, one went through his tattoo. He always talked to himself. I think he was depressed. There’s probably a lot I don’t know about.
Anyway he was a sociable and friendly person but also slightly eccentric and an engineer, so I’m convinced I got my aspergers from him along with my kind heart and eccentricity.
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
I have adhd so I didn't read this Fred but I like the energy and have alot wrong with me. I have terrible thoughts all the time but seek self improvement so I'll be aite
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Cigreting is an ugly sex offender who hasnt had sex in a decade. Its troubling and mind boggling
I'm dirty, depressed, addicted and have a shitty personality but usually when I'm introduced to women in a social setting I find it easy to have sex with them. Low effort kills are my bread and butter but you gotta find the equilibrium point where the pussy doesn't give diminishing returns
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Originally posted by Rape Monster
I mean I don't know shit about guns and never hunted or been in the military and I figured it out on my own fairly easily….
As well you should. I think I probably learned this concept in 2nd or 3rd grade playing sports and learning how to "lead your receiver." If someone is moving away from you, you don't throw the ball to where they're at the moment of your release you throw it to where they're going to be by the time it gets there. Lo and behold this same concept applies to all sorts of things. Did someone here not understand that? Hehehee
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Kafka needs to date someone who isn't shy about slapping her around when she acts stupid, she's the type of girl who would be sorted out with a few good whacks upside the head from time to time
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2022-06-13 at 3:05 PM UTC
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🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Originally posted by CandyRein
Girl lmao.. Bradley just being a salty fagg..he’s posted under me several times in the fitness thread..he’s seen my wrists before today …
He’s just in his feelz talking that bullchit… lmao
Hollon. You mean to tell me he is not just upset bc his own wrist are WEAK AND BROKEN.
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RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Ya Kafka date Bradley it'll be awesome. Just fly him to northern Ireland and let him live with u itll be awesome
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2022-06-13 at 12:51 AM UTC
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🍬🍬Candy~Land🍬🍬
Girl lmao.. Bradley just being a salty fagg..he’s posted under me several times in the fitness thread..he’s seen my wrists before today ...
He’s just in his feelz talking that bullchit... lmao
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2022-06-12 at 9:56 PM UTC
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I’m melting
Originally posted by Bradley
ill be honest, i have a small crush on kafka. I typically hold this towards one member of our community at a time, kinda like how some of you fixate on a hated favorite, but the opposite, sober I'm quite friendly, jovial and would be happy to talk at length on the phone with most of you (not wellhung who has the mind of a child and plays with poop).
The list of my crushes is as long as it is varied.
AverageJane #1 Her and I still talk about once a year, she has a new fiance and is raising her kid and happy in michigan.
HTS #3 No longer felt attracted once I saw how she was just getting fatter and older and gave up on being a woman so she looks like a eunuch mixed with Chrischan (no offense)
And now Kafka #4. Not sure why, just kinda feel how I feel.
#3 I will allow to remain a mystery mostly because I don't remember what that fat hispanic guy who cross dressed and played with weapons on his dad's coffee plantation in central america's name was. He was really cool to talk to once I understood he had a sophisticated knowledge of advanced (what I consider to be advanced) military weapons that he was able to purchase with his daddy's money from the military contractors in Argentina or Bolivia or some shit. Wasn't sexually attracted to a fat guy though, only emotionally and intellectually attatched.
Then of course there was Sophie who I thought was a man who dressed up as a girl and kinda acts like one, but then he kinda gave me the creeps and I found out he was a weirdo pedophile genius and not a man who pretends to be a girl and lost all interest when I found out he didn't wanna get dicked down.
Can't help how you feel folks, I'm a creep but I'm honest with you all about how I feel.
That being said, Kafka I would love to start fresh but since you dont' want to I'll probably shit talk you in the future, but know I shit talk you out of the pain of rejection.
That being said I feel like i'm a lot nicer of a person when I'm not drinking and would love to be your friend because you are a beautiful person even if you're not all there and have to go to Lidl with a chaperone.
I'd be your chaperone but you'd end up getting a lot more anal sex, choked and bitten than I think you realize.
So i give it some time and prayer and eventually someone will love me for who I am and accept my needs hesitantly. Cuz if you're like choke me, hold my throat, while you pull up and sodomize me, i wouldn't be interested, the nervousness gets me off.
yeah that's what every woman wants an out gay man that will cheat on them at the local bathhouse and come home high on meth covered in AIDS cum
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Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Donald Trump
If LavaRed lived in Ireland I'd be all over that.
If any of you lived near me I'd be all over that ❤️ 🍆 🍑
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