I spent more time on it after I posted this, i'm far from done but my kneaded eraser is too full of graphite to pull off more.
Tomorrow I'mma go buy some from walmart.
sudo said some of my drawings would be good as charcoal, and i've never done charcoal (i've actually never done any art outside of drawing Odins, and a couple of drawing exercises that i didn't really think were a good use of my time.
Like people think doing a puzzle is an arts and crafts, i'm like, no someone made the art, someone laid it on the cardboard, then someone crafted it into a puzzle. Which to me IDK if you LOVE doing puzzles you're probably an uncreative goon at a coffee shop for 8 hours using the table by the couches alone.
But when you look at a picture someone else drew and you draw it 4 or 5 times, once you start drawing the shit yourself out of memory, you make it your own and how you saw the picture.
Plus it's a picture of a god who literally looks like what i would imagine my first grandfather to look like, or me in 5 years.
i actually try pretty hard on my Odin drawings, truthfully outside like 6 or 7 doodles, in the last two years teaching myself to draw has been through only attempting to replicate already existing images of him i find online.
I wanted to pick up a hobby, i could kinda, do as a rhythmic exercise and in the blank space of flow, sorta meditate with my god.
i spend a lot of time on them, but i don't really consider it to be anything other than a sacrifice of my time, and attention and determination to draw pleasing images to my God. And I know you and others in the art world, may criticize the current state of my portfolio reflects a hobby, i'm not doing this to be the best, or make money, or really much of anything other than spending time in my God's image and developing myself in my relationship with him.
i hope your kids turn out better than your websites, Helladamnleet
Where did you get that photo?! Are you in my cell phone!!!
they don't they just don't want the united states as their neighbor
2022-02-17 at 4:44 PM UTC
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Guys Guys...
good luck wariat, if i knew that girl and she liked me i would wife her if she was nice enough
you're a broken man and this is quite lulzy to watch.
are you in spain right now? I thought you lived in poland and dind'jt know you were on vacation./
Why aren't you finding vacation bitches? D oy ouw ant help?
2022-02-17 at 4:34 PM UTC
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Who Should Be Next?
the city's homicide rate is double what it was last year at this time
gang gang
you told me your name is john and your middle name is paul which makes since cuz u talked about catholicism experiences, gigi in your gay movie also calls you John when she asks you a question not in script.
2022-02-17 at 6:01 AM UTC
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Im sick. Really sick
THe only thing I get vaccine wise is tetanus because I get cut with metal a lot cuz i don't like to wear gloves, fishing hooks, etc.
if your'e 60 years old like my mom and u jigga, it doesn't matter, you could pick up smoking right now and if you had never smoked, you'd be far from likely to get cancer.
WHo cares what you put in your husk?
Me? I'm young, I kinda wanna have some more experiences and make some memories before I die and that's why i can't play russian roullette with the long term effects of your experimental vaccine.
2022-02-17 at 5:55 AM UTC
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I got a job guys.
Today marks the end of the first week after that tree landed on me. My rib really fucking hurt and it's been raining and sleeting, so we haven't did the woodcutting. Now that I can like, push on it a little bit, i can see where there' sa shitload of inflamation that like is pushing out of my rib cage :/ it hurts to bend, cough, sneeze, hold heavy items agianst my chest.
I've been doing yoga again everyday, despite the pain, because i believe that motion will encourage healing and i miss how flexible i used to be.
When I realized how badly i had damaged myself, i resolved to quit drinking, aside from the wedding, i haven't drank in a week. I don't feel significantly healthier but it's probably because i have a fucked up rib and am a hard drug user.
on a positive note, I also only smoke about 3-4 cigarettes a day instead of my usual half pack. I also have a job program lined up for when i get out speicalizing in helping handicapped people get back into the work force
i would never want to kill myself with one of you. YOu realize that you and that person might be SHTUCK.
like a wife, or lover, or enemies, that's acceptable, but just killing yourself with me and Cly? How lame.
