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  1. 2018-09-11 at 4:24 AM UTC in how do i wake up somebody unconcious?
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Jell sucks
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  2. 2018-09-10 at 4:31 PM UTC in Chimpout on the tennis court
    RisiR † 29 Autism
    If a woman bleeds out of her vagina it's considered normal and part of nature but if a man does it it's so weird and gross.
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  3. 2018-09-10 at 11:53 AM UTC in Schizphrenia official thread
    stare rape African Astronaut (banned)
    It can't be the official thread if it's misspelled in the thread title

    But really, I know exactly how you feel. Really. I spent almost four years of my life hiding from people I thought were after me for things I'd posted online and done IRL while amassing an arsenal of weapons, ammo, medications, and survival gear. I had over $10,000 worth of it at one point. I spent a shitload of money on firearm training, had a gun club membership, and went to the range for hours three times a week.

    Sometime in 2015, I said "fuck it. If there really is someone after me, let them come after me. We all die eventually anyway."

    And from then on I was seemingly able to look at my condition from an objective point of view and realize that I was being ridiculous. Almost all of the things I had taken as "signs" were nothing more than coincidence, or people going about their business who happened to see me and look my way. Sometimes it was a hallucination, but now, somehow, I could tell the difference. Once in a while, i still find myself caught up in some delusion that somebody is after me, but I "snap out of it" much faster than I used to. It was like a switch had been flipped.

    I thought it was the drugs at first, so I stopped taking them. I stayed mostly clean for three years, only taking Crouton and the occasional benzedrex. It's only recently that I've started on that shit again. Didn't seem to make much difference. Though the intensity of the paranoia was diminished, it was still there.

    In July 2015, after getting extremely fucked up and telling everyone that was staying with me at the time that I was going to kill myself, I had some sort of "moment of clarity" and had myself committed (although they wrote "involuntary" on the paperwork)

    I was diagnosed with depressive psychosis, but the "medicine" they gave me for it made it twice as bad, and I could barely get out of bed most days because it sapped every bit of motivation out of me while making me shake like a Parkinson's patient if I tried to sit still, something that still hasn't completely gone away. I tried to stop taking it but it resulted in a terrifying psychosis that was far worse than the original symptoms and ended up committed again, but I convinced them that it was the medication that had done it, and they tapered me off of it.

    Then I find out schizophrenia (and mental illness in general) has a much higher rate of incidence among Native Americans than the general American population.

    I've mostly accepted the fact that I've got some mental illness somewhere between OCD and schizophrenia, and that I will most likely be unable to tell the difference between fantasy and reality 20-30 years from now. Just look at a certain other poster here.

    All that said, I still believe that there was a point in time that I was being watched, but I was involved in medium-level criminal activities at that point, it was probably just people making sure I was doing what I said I was going to do.

    As of now, most of the weapons and such have been sold or confiscated, but I still have a lot of the survival gear, and feel like I could hold my own for quite a while if some sort of disaster or apocalypse were to happen.

    I'm still very paranoid, and won't let anyone get close to me, but it's still much better than it used to be. I think I've hit the "ceiling of improvement" for my current situation and will have to change it to improve further.

    I know I'm going to regret posting this, but there it is




    TL;DR: I'm slowly losing my mind but at least I'm aware of it
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  4. 2018-09-09 at 4:45 PM UTC in Racism is gay
    CandyRein Black Hole
    Fin you couldn’t hang me in a game of hangman let alone a tree sit your I look up old slave images in 2018 to troll online retarded ass down clown
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  5. 2018-09-09 at 2:43 PM UTC in Chimpout on the tennis court
    AngryOnion Big Wig [the nightly self-effacing broadsheet]
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  6. 2018-09-09 at 7:53 AM UTC in Is almond milk part of the jedi conspiracy?
    Soyboy 2.0 - The GMO Reckoning African Astronaut
    I hear the almonds they use aren't even activated, which lowers your vibrational frequency
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  7. 2018-09-09 at 2 AM UTC in Kavanaugh to be Impeached
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I thought that said bigtoed losers at first and laughed out loud
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  8. 2018-09-09 at 12:11 AM UTC in Is almond milk part of the jedi conspiracy?
    Soyboy 2.0 - The GMO Reckoning African Astronaut
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  9. 2018-09-08 at 10:05 AM UTC in I've been observing your little forum...
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Originally posted by Lanny Make her stop having nice tits!
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  10. 2018-09-07 at 10 PM UTC in Scientists Warn the UN of Capitalism's Imminent Demise
    Lanny Bird of Courage
    You cunts believe in all manner of bullshit with weaker support that scientific consensus on climate change. Fuck it though, I can't be bothered to go through the usual song and dance.

    Let's just pretend I go through the process of extracting examples of such beliefs from each of you before pointing this fact out. HTS doubles down on the troll and pretends like he never leaves his room because he can't find certain evidence that his door hasn't changed to lead to a deathtrap since the last time he walked through it, aldra says something about how you should be skeptical of the institution of science but ultimately agrees that scientific publication counts as positive evidence, and "vinny" goes on to post increasingly incoherent ramblings where he backs himself to a more and more absurd position involving various conspiracy theories and probably claiming DJT is the definitive source of truth on climate change at some point and the thread dies when that back and forth peters out.

    There, I just saved us all a lot of time. You're welcome faggots.
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  11. 2018-09-07 at 3:57 AM UTC in I've been observing your little forum...
    Lanny Bird of Courage
    Originally posted by totse2118 Our forum isn't like this at all, it's more like Facebook groups…

    Wow, great idea my man. After seeing what wonders facebook style communication has worked for American political discourse I really can't think of a reason not to try and incorporate it everywhere possible.
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  12. 2018-09-06 at 8:15 PM UTC in Physical albums
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    The modest beginnings of my own vinyl collection. Both of The Beatles were from my father, from whom I have a few dozen more records in classical and jazz that aren't shown here.

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  13. 2018-09-06 at 7:46 PM UTC in Today I got back with my ex-girlfriend, who's carrying my child.
    Lanny Bird of Courage
    Originally posted by HTS Why purple and green? I fucking hate you.


    I like how that added the namekian ribbing to his penis. That's a nice touch.
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  14. 2018-09-06 at 5:39 PM UTC in Today I got back with my ex-girlfriend, who's carrying my child.
    A College Professor victim of incest [your moreover breastless limestone]
    Originally posted by HTS Why purple and green? I fucking hate you.


    prolly the same reason u ignored my message
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  15. 2018-09-06 at 2:31 PM UTC in lookie here Lammy! I want squirrel back on here and the following posters posting in this thread want him back also
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    9 years?

    Fuck c’mon Lann-y let little Scrawny COME HOME.

    YOU LET FINNY COME BACK FOR FUCK’S SAKE.
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  16. 2018-09-06 at 1:39 AM UTC in Physical albums
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by HTS Hey PHM… you like Huey Lewis and the News? Their early work was a little too new wave for my taste. But when Sports came out in '83, I think they really came into their own, commercially and artistically.

    I think their undisputed masterpiece is "Hip To Be Square". A song so catchy, most people probably don't listen to the lyrics. But they should, because it's not just about the pleasures of conformity and the importance of trends. It's also a personal statement about the band itself.
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  17. 2018-09-06 at 1 AM UTC in Dumping my girlfriend so I can have guilt free sex with asian hookers
    mmQ Lisa Turtle
    Learn how to not feel guilty.
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  18. 2018-09-06 at 12:24 AM UTC in Lanny's disturbing obsession with word enhancements.
    Lanny Bird of Courage
    Never forget that you people exist for my amusement.
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  19. 2018-09-04 at 1:31 PM UTC in The psychology behind ohfralala's tit pic.
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Why? So we can listen to them complain about DHers for another 6 months. No thank you.
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  20. 2018-09-04 at 7:58 AM UTC in Racism is gay
    CandyRein Black Hole
    It’s an extremely emotionally and mentally draining career path and it’s not for everyone.. you have to legit have your heart in it .. just like with anything you do

    I don’t look down on him for waiting tables because oml .. I tip damn well
    Because I have mad respect for them , life if hard af .. they don’t make much

    But if he wants to just Hop ..on my comment for no rhyme or reason well.. if you mess with the bull , you’re gonna get the horns
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