You know who isn't on NEwtotse??? Kafkaππ€‘ This monkey superclown fills inboxes with π a requiem to butthurt when tweaked out by truth. Just laugh π and hit delete, no one takes it personally. π€·ββοΈ Projecting self-hate venom π, his disdain for life manifests in inbox spam β a quirky venting style. No compliance π lololol
Like a convict on death row, he despises his fate when others point it out. Truth hurts π
. Living in solitary confinement of permanent brain fog, he's a lifelong π loser, unable to deny it. Spamming, his odd reprieve to the paucity of existence, targets those who expose his waste of life.
His spammy outbursts, a futile escape from the void, lash out at those triggering his reality. Nothing, not even fake "sobriety," can restore the permanent wasteland. Life's a wheel of anguish, suffering, guilt, remorse, and self-hatred for him.
Ironically, the meme he posts mirrors his own failures and situation. ππ #MonkeySuperclown πYou know that I am right. You and your cabal of 2-3 others have literally ran everyone off of this site and I am beginning to think that was the intention all along.
From what I can gather, there is about 10-12 unique frequent posters. The rest is alt accounts.
I realize the intention really is to be a troll, but I didn't realize that maybe the true intent was to actually drive everyone away so the site died.
I don't know what you'd do with your time if niggasin.space suddenly closed tomorrow. Probably to troll at one of the other shitty totse spinoffs until it died, too.
I've been lurking this site long enough to watch tons of posters just disappear. Check "Latest Threads" any given day and it's the same 2-3 people making them, and it's all trollish spam. Nothing of value or content. Aldra might be the only one who makes threads that isn't a spam shit bucket and even then, it's just copy/paste from news articles and his opinion on it.
I am beginning to see why everyone ultimately leaves here. There is genuinely no discussion at all. It's just shitty troll/spam posts. There is no knowledge here. There is no community. It's 2-3 trolls with an untold number of alt accounts trolling. That's it. It's like 4chan with a totse theme slapped on it.
Very disheartening. The only thing pathetic here is your obsession with someone whoβs obviously not given you a second thought for well over a year. Entertaining as it is for us, he obviously owns you.β¦β¦. everyday for almost a year weβve listened to you talk about how obsessed you are over Sophie for rejecting youβ¦..you obsess over him because you feel like you need to have control over the situation because you feel rejected and unwanted. Youβd think by now youβd be used to that feeling. Everyone youβve allowed anywhere near the real you has ultimately walked away. Sophie is just the latest in a long string of failed relationship attempts.
You become so entrenched in needing to know what he is doing and and thinking that understanding his motives and feelings has caused you to lose sight of yourself.
No small task for someone as self absorbed as you are.
Whatβs pathetic here is all this stupid empty βrevengeβ talk is just thatβ¦talk. Sophie owns your soul and will continue to consume your life until you accept the fact that he wasnβt interested in a βfriendshipβ or any kind of relationship with you. The only one suffering βspectacular revengeβ is Sophieβ¦and heβs not even remotely aware of you anymore.
Youβre the one in the pathetic condition and the saddest irony here is you canβt or wonβt recognize this revenge you seek is actually eating you alive. Lol but louder, ironically for someone who talks tough sheβs the weakest poor victim here.
Ignorance is the choice not to know what you donβt want to know, assuming that the absence of knowing causes the absence of the existence of that which you donβt want to know. Therefore, the belief in the ability of ignorance to achieve its goal is likely the greatest weakness of all. The weaker you are the faster you block.
Youβre weak because youβre afraid of people seeing your weakness.
Whoever sees the real you, breaks you.
The solution, in your case, is "silence anyone who sees you for what you areβ.
But the truth is, anyone who knows your name can break you in two and that, apparently, scares the shit out of you.
Your little βgroupβ is destined to fail because itβs censored and moderated by a narcissist who refuses to accept criticism or contradictory viewpoints. Censorship will feed you only that which you want to see. Youβre better off blinding yourself.
1. Everyone is entitled to their opinion about the things they read (or watch, or listen to, or taste, or whatever). Theyβre also entitled to express them online.
2. Sometimes those opinions will be ones you donβt like, tough shit crybaby, grow up.
3. Sometimes those opinions wonβt be very nice. This doesnβt make you a victim.
4. The people expressing those may be (but are not always) assholes. Everyone is an asshole at some point in their life.
5. However, if your solution to this βproblemβ is to block everyone that disagrees with you, you are almost certainly a bigger asshole.
6. You may also be twelve, or at least act like youβre 12.
7. You are not responsible for anyone elseβs actions or karma, but you are responsible for your own.
8. So leave them alone and go about your own life.
9. If you consider everyone a threat then consider leaving the forum that offends you and please stop bitching about it here for the sake of attention at any cost.
Actually heβs laughing as hard as Sophie is at the spectacle youβre making of yourself. You got played & ghostedβ¦face it. Sophie never shared any real PI with you β¦ he just laid down the bait and you took it. You canβt really call it grooming because youβre too old. He never shared anything that was real or self incriminating, just stories he knew youβd lap up like the desperate dog you are.
You demonstrated you were the perfect hook- considering everything about you says βIβm a victimβ
You threw open the door yourself with your constant self deprecating declarations here - you see, when a girl consistently says she is unhappy being herself - enter Irma - you pretend to listen intently as she describes her low self esteem and how self conscious she isβ¦..she complains about her looks - her life. The dialogue goes a little something like this;
"I have a hard time believing you look that bad, you seem so upset, what's wrong"
I feel like i should be a boy, I have a lot of masculine traits, I look like my father.
"So you're saying you don't like the way you look"
I guess...
"It sucks that you feel that way, why don't you send me a picture and i'll tell you if I agree with you, I doubt I will though"
You spend the necessary time reassuring her it's not embarrassing promising you wonβt break her confidence in you and share her pictures with anyone- typically with someone as naive and easily manipulated with empty compliments about her intelligence and beauty, based on pics sheβs already posted sheβs eager to trust you.
If she sends the pic and for some reason you agree with her evaluation you promise you won't share it, because sharing it with anyone would mean you couldnβt be her friend you continue to reassure her the only thing you really want from her is her friendship.
You tell her you feel like you already know her pretty well, thereβs a definite βconnectionβ between the two of youβ¦..she agrees so you figure might as well treat her as a friend, this is how trust is established.
This is obviously for the purposes of having a secret in common and lays the groundwork for her having a special relationship with you, it starts it with a declaration of friendship, you want nothing more than her βfriendshipβ itβs not an offer because you already feel a bond developing between you. Meaning to reciprocate appropriately, if you were a good faith actor, she must now open up to bonding as friends with you.
You get what you wanted to begin with, turn the tables and find a reasonable excuse to tell her that her behavior or attitude is the reason youβre abandoning herβ¦easy enough because her self esteem is solely based on others opinions of her, she believes she fucked up somehow and typically will either throw a tantrum or beg for forgiveness.
Of course you canβt possibly foresee the fact that sheβs so codependent, shallow and desperate for a connection now that sheβll carry on with drunken coked out ridiculous threats for almost a year. Despite the fact youβve only communicated for a short period and never even seen her in person sheβs desperate, clingy, and convinced sheβs βin loveβ with you.
Irma- itβs time to move onβ¦Sophieβs done with you and this insanity is only an embarrassment to yourself. Youβre thirty years old β¦..too fucking old to be acting like a five year old who had her doll stolen. Grow the fuck up and move on.
btw: you were never considered his βfriendβ. He has filled the inboxes of too many people here to count with his requiem to butthurt when heβs tweaked out and triggered by some truth theyβve posted about him, myself included.
Just laugh at him and hit deleteβ¦.no one takes it personally, he hates himself so he projects that venom to people who point out his failure at life.
His personal disdain for his own life is an obvious reaction to an internal fury. A rage of immense portions clogs his veins - apparently spamming our inboxes is his way of venting his frustration. (See the fifty threads heβs made directing βeveryoneβ to βspamβ Kafkaβs inbox because she recognized what a loser he is and rejected him.) ** no one complied ** lololol
Similar to a convict sentenced to death row, he knows his fate, and absolutely hates it when others see it and point it out. The truth hurtsβ¦apparently a LOT π
He deplores living in the solitary confinement permanent drug induced brain damage has caused. Heβs destined to be a lifelong loser and itβs the one thing he canβt deny whenever he looks in the mirror.
His retarded method of lashing out with spam is the only apparent reprieve to the paucity of his personal existence. He directs it at anyone who triggers him by pointing out what a waste of human life he is.
At this point nothing, not even βsobriety β he pretends to have will restore whatβs been permanently wasted. He will continue to experience life as a revolving wheel of anguish, suffering, guilt, remorse, and self-hatred.
Ironically the meme he constantly posts directed at every post that shines light on his delusional existence is really more suited to his own failures and situation.