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2018-04-24 at 4:57 PM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
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2018-04-24 at 3:11 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
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2018-04-23 at 8:31 PM UTC in Jesuit order
Originally posted by Hikikomori-Yume doesn't matter what it looks like
that's one of their symbols
look out for black cube worship, saturn symbolism, satan/lucifer worship
it's all their bullshit
you don't want humanity to be enslaved in a pile of dog shit for another several thousands of years do you?
wake up and start taking this shit more seriously because if you don't your descendants will.
Yes I do want that. -
2018-04-23 at 8:26 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-23 at 7:18 AM UTC in Posters you would make sweet love to...
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2018-04-23 at 7:15 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
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2018-04-23 at 7:12 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
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2018-04-23 at 7:10 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Zanick You're not fooling me with your false repression of desire, you're more covetous than you ever were. If you back out of your plan now, you have hope. If you back out in a month, you'll have guilt.
The latter is 100% for sure what's going to happen. The idiot is going to back out, like he should, but he's being moronic and fucking up his life beforehand, so that when he realizes he doesn't want to die, he's going to be 10x worse off than he was. -
2018-04-23 at 7:09 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-23 at 2:50 AM UTC in Posters you would make sweet love to...
Originally posted by BeigeWarlock I have no sex drive.
but I get horny. it just doesn't erect anymore because of pills. one of them. I think it could be Gabapentin makes you horny as fuck
Lexapro is a boner killer though :( but makes you feel good so sex isn't that important. all I have to do is vacation from it and find Enter to unload my load in his ass. Enter .. remember the Grim tour. I can't wait. Beercat and I will unload on your butt.
Lack of sex drive and erectile dysfunction aren't the same thing. If you get horny, you have a sex drive. Your dick just doesn't work. -
2018-04-23 at 2:44 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
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2018-04-23 at 2:24 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?
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2018-04-23 at 2:13 AM UTC in Should I give up my plan to emotionally destroy women?
Originally posted by Fox Paws A frog is a completely different species.
Gender roles are largely social constructs. The only physical differences between men and women are hormone levels and 1 or 2 parts that can be altered with surgery.
Most of the relevant parts cannot be altered with surgery right now. A woman is more than tits and a vagina. What about ovaries, uterus, eggs, cervix, etc.? -
2018-04-22 at 8:27 AM UTC in Can a Negress Get a Custom User Title?Post feet pics, bitch. Or better yet, just PM them to me so they're MINE.
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2018-04-22 at 6:17 AM UTC in Should I give up my plan to emotionally destroy women?
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2018-04-21 at 9:34 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.The fact that you of all people claim to have fucking ADD kinda invalidates most everything else you're claiming. Dude, you write walls of text on insanely specific topics, after hours of research, all the time. You don't have fucking ADD.
Coping without medication is certainly an option. You're just being a pussy. -
2018-04-21 at 9:32 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice You don't know what you're talking about, §m£ÂgØL. The anti-emetics are necessary to ensure I don't simply vomit it, 2 of the drugs prevent the fear cluster, pentobarbital is the most peaceful way to die that I know of, and the flubro will potentiate it and guarantee that death without pain occurs. It's like going to sleep and never waking up again.
I've never tried NO2 and stay away from psychedelics because they're too dangerous with my psyche. I have a very strong predisposition for bad trips.
I agree that an opioid overdose is a good way to go, and when combined with a strong benzo you'll have a very high chance of death, I simply prefer pentobarbital. Oh, I forgot to add that I'm also planning on taking a strong long lasting opioid to ensure I don't suffer once my body begins to die. I just want the best death possible, one that's guaranteed. Not everyone responds well to opioids alone, let alone a deadly dose of them.
I never claimed I was morally superior for making this choice.
I may be doing better than I have in years, yet I still have a strong single minded desire for death. I don't want happiness. Your view of why I want to commit suicide is too simplistic and I also don't care to fully elucidate. My reasons are a private matter and I don't have a desire to extensively discuss them with others.
No, coping without medication is never going to be enough for some people with genuine disorders. My brain is abnormal and I need medication to treat my ADD, anxiety, and social deficits. You wouldn't say this to someone with heart defect.
Your making the assumption that my absurd self-experimentation and stacks were the root of the problem, when what spurred me to such lengths was a desperate desire for deliverance from suffering. It likely saved my life multiple times. I'm confident I would be dead right now if I hadn't taken such drastic measures.
You assume far too much and it's incredibly annoying.
Nitrous oxide is a dissociative, not a psychedelic. There really isn't much likelihood at all of a "bad trip".
Vomiting up teh durgz isn't a concern if you IV a deadly dose of opioids, or anything. -
2018-04-21 at 9:27 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Zanick Generally, the removal of desire is cultivated through the discipline of the mind, rather than a pharmaceutical suicide cocktail. If you actually believe in this strain of mysticism, you should know that you'll seal your fate within the realm of hungry ghosts.
Yeah, Malice, claiming that your plans are the path of a Bodhisattva really just shows a fundamental failure to understand Buddhism. Suicide does not agree with their worldview.
Also the wordenhancement for autism made your post pretty hilarious. -
2018-04-21 at 2:24 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.You should at least experience vaginal intercourse before you go through with it. And you do know that your years of autistic research on neurobiological bullshit will all have been for naught?
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2018-04-21 at 2:21 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice I tried 400mg orally of fasoracetam today because this was the dose that received the strongest effects in a study that used it to treat ADD. Way too strong. There's a distinct after effect I don't like because it's similar to phenibut, which makes me extremely irritable, angry, and violent. Those negative effects are far more mild, and there are some positives, such as a mood boost, possibly even euphoria (mild for me), but overall it's negative and it just feels uncomfortable.
I'm going to try again tomorrow with 200mg. My ADD isn't that severe and I did show strong sensitivity to phenibut in the past, so it's probably just due to neurological differences.
Why bother with this shit if you're going to die soon anyway?
