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2021-06-13 at 3:19 AM UTC in Im being arrested for child pornography by apdRIP Kr0zdawg, until the infinite recurrence brings us round again
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2021-05-23 at 12:01 PM UTC in 11:1111:11The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-18 at 1:24 AM UTC in Doug's Obituary
Originally posted by aldra I think they intentionally left it kind of barebones because they didn't want to accidentally hint at the negative stuff. even if you liked him you have to admit he fucked up a lot, and catholics in general don't like to talk about the drugs and insanity that bubbled up especially toward the end
Yeah, makes sense, I'm just comparing to people I've known with similar trajectories and their obituaries. No matter what it's never succinct and a breath of fresh air. Just thought it was lacking. Didn't even mention his cat or his love of music or anything. Just reads like purely a formality that someone who didn't know him wrote the night before.
Besides all the drugs and insanity there was a lovable person there but nobody who reads that obituary will ever know that.
For someone who could be described at times as happy go lucky (or happy go touchy) his demise has left no good feelings at allThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-18 at 1:15 AM UTC in Doug's Obituary
Originally posted by Sudo Why is there no mention of his daughter? Thsts kinda sad. His daughter has the same name as an ex gf of mine so I was expecting to be triggered but am instead left confused
Even though he had given up his rights, when his daughter is older and she wants to know about her father, seeing her name in his obituary would give her a connection and a better sense of closure.
I remember he posted a pic of her and she looked alot like him.
What a shitty obit. All the people I know who've died over the last month (5ish) had better obituaries that mentioned things beyond the bare facts. Maybe it's his families catholicism buy thst obituary definitely left me wanting more
I think they intentionally left it kind of barebones because they didn't want to accidentally hint at the negative stuff. even if you liked him you have to admit he fucked up a lot, and catholics in general don't like to talk about the drugs and insanity that bubbled up especially toward the endThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-18 at 1:11 AM UTC in Doug's ObituaryWhy is there no mention of his daughter? Thsts kinda sad. His daughter has the same name as an ex gf of mine so I was expecting to be triggered but am instead left confused
Even though he had given up his rights, when his daughter is older and she wants to know about her father, seeing her name in his obituary would give her a connection and a better sense of closure.
I remember he posted a pic of her and she looked alot like him.
What a shitty obit. All the people I know who've died over the last month (5ish) had better obituaries that mentioned things beyond the bare facts. Maybe it's his families catholicism buy thst obituary definitely left me wanting more -
2021-05-13 at 11:32 PM UTC in Do you miss Bill Krozby?I thought he was pretty funny
He kept callin me vegetable lasagna toward the end
.. whatever d fuck that meansThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-05 at 1:23 AM UTC in I think a lot of folks here are mentally ill.current social systems are becoming too complex and alienated from 'natural' existence. we've effectively built a society we can't function in under the guise of idealism, and more and more people are finding it impossible to conform.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-05 at 12:31 AM UTC in How did Douglas Monks impact your life?And as to the OP , some of my personal vRenacular favorites came from krolo and has even made its way into my families veRnacular too. Now I will always be reminded of bromo when one of them exclaims GREASY FUCKING PIG FUCKER!!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-05 at 12:27 AM UTC in How did Douglas Monks impact your life?Lol. I may have burst into laughter imagining Krôz farting in his casket.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-04 at 10:25 PM UTC in How did Douglas Monks impact your life?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-04 at 10:12 PM UTC in Im being arrested for child pornography by apdWe need a new forum called "Eeeee eeee3e,.!"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-04 at 10:10 PM UTC in How did Douglas Monks impact your life?When this forum first started it was pretty dead so I stopped coming here. I was living in a house with no electricity and lost my mind for many months but when I got wifi on my phone I had messages from Bill Krozby asking what was up, he wanted me to come back and post.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Mr happy and I are friends and he told me right when he was released on bond. From what I gathered he is just dealing with a case of the "drug brain" and what the cops think was some kind of fraud scheme. I didn't ask him to much about it because I'd like to believe in his innocence. He actually told me to tell you guys whats up after his several day stint in jail, but I didn't because I was hoping he'd be able to do it himself, but since you made this thread it reminded me of him.. so yeah..
I would have probably died quietly in a shack somewhere in the woods if people just let me isolate myself. when you're alone, suicidal and abusing drugs and don't care if you live or die it's hard to ignore someone that's just reaching out and trying to be nice.
I had no reason to tell him to fuck off or whatever he just asked what I was up to, how I was doing etc. Which was more than anyone else ever did for me at the time, everyone else in my life just tried to make feel bad about being a fuck up.
I don't even know how he was able to have a conversation with me back then
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2021-05-04 at 9:02 PM UTC in How are you coping with the death of Douglas Monks?Thank you very much for all of your insight, Cheezeburger. It's been very enlightening.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-05-04 at 8:19 PM UTC in How are you coping with the death of Douglas Monks?
Originally posted by chzbrgr His mom said he didn't leave a note or anything like it was planned or thought out. He had been hearing voices pretty severely for at least a week leading up to his death, if not longer. He was in touch with his parents and some friends those few days leading up telling them he thought the police were at his place trying to arrest him, and he was scared. I think he just got tortured enough, killing himself was only his escape, or the voices told him to do it. I don't know exactly what he did, but a lot of flooring was torn up in his apartment by bio cleanup, so I'm assuming he bled out. His mom said Archie was lying at his feet when the police were finally able to get to him. He had barracaded the door, and they had to get in through the window. I'm a bit surprised he did something so drastic as he has seemed to be vocally averse to suicide. In the past he's accidentally overdosed and been saved every time, so originally I assumed he had done that and just didn't make it this time.
Years ago when we were together I asked him if he maybe had paranoid schizophrenia just after seeing patterns in his behavior through the years. He said he didn't hear voices, but there were many times we'd be in bed trying to go to sleep, and I'd hear him cursing under his breath. At first when I'd ask him what was wrong he'd hesitantly say nothing but a time or two he finally admitted he was having scary intrusive thoughts. He was a very very paranoid person. Some of it made sense because he was doing a lot of troublesome things, but some of it just seemed to come way out of left field, like him thinking he was being gang stalked or that the FBI had planted nano spiders with cameras on them in his place. One day I had come over and he was throwing everything away because he thought someone had broken into his place and planted meth. He was opening up stuff like ketchup and shampoo bottles and scraping the insides to see if there was meth in them before tossing them out. He was scraping at the grout in his shower and picking through the carpet. He would pick up pieces of cat litter and ask me if I thought it looked like meth, and I said I don't know because I don't know what meth looks like, but it looked like cat litter to me and once I said that he looked at it and realized he was losing it. Also in hindsight I realize he was probably doing a lot more meth than I was aware of him doing, which I know exacerbates insomnia and therefore paranoid thoughts/hearing voices. I haven't talked to him in the past two years, but in living close by to him, I've seen him a handful of times in the past year walking down the street, and he didn't look good. His face was red and swollen and looked to have sores or spots on it which led me to think he had been doing a lot of meth lately.
He was diagnosed with bipolar disorder I believe when he was 15, sometime around then. His mom said he was a loving child, seemed to be normal, but once he got into his teens it was like the flip of a switch. They had to kick him out because he was being so violent and unpredictable. I think with the bipolar disorder going unmedicated after that and being homeless/poor for periods of time he just got into a world of trouble and his mental illness deepened into other things like OCD and schizophrenia. He also wouldn't admit to a lot of things and wouldn't accept help. I think part of that had to do with his parents being "put-together", well-off, and active members of their community; I'm sure he felt he had to adhere to that standard as their son and couldn't vocally admit his problems. I don't think he was aware how apparent his actions were till he was in way too deep.
That's really sad, I will miss the guy. I hope he finds the solace and peace in death he could not attain in life. -
2021-05-04 at 2:40 AM UTC in I'm the most sensitive man on the internetMaybe now niggas feel me now, picture my pain
Embrace my words, make the world change
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And still I smile, nigga
And now a moment of silence, let us pray
And as you journey into outerspace
May the angels help to lead the way
May the prayers that our families made
Shine up on your soul to keep you safe
And all the homies that done passed away
They there to greet you as you pass the gates
And as you headed to the tunnel's light
I hope it leads to eternal life
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2021-05-04 at 2:15 AM UTC in Who cares, even in the slightest, that Douglas Monks is dead?I care that he's dead. And it appears from other data i've analyzed, that he bled out from self inflicted knife wounds.
Stop being so gay about the mmanner of death, i was curious about it too. there is your answer,
faggot.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-01 at 3:29 AM UTC in Bill Krozby, Dead or Alive, a Good Friend.wow 111 pages
https://files.cercomp.ufg.br/weby/up/410/o/Phillip_K._Dick_-_Do_Androids_Dream_of_Electric_Sheep_c%C3%B3pia.pdf
Print it up Chz or not. dont know if thats legal but you can leave an old laptop linked to this openThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2021-05-01 at 3:27 AM UTC in Bill Krozby, Dead or Alive, a Good Friend.BTW.. he liked Phillip K Dick books. someone should leave a copy of do electric sheep dream of anroids
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2021-04-30 at 8:18 PM UTC in Im being arrested for child pornography by apd
Originally posted by Worf, son of Mogh was it to 309?
He didnt give me the apartment number remembering back. I thought F was his apartment but it was the building.
I was on the phone and could hear the driver handing it off to kr0z. and then kr0z came back on tinychat or whatever chat we were on at the time an was eating it in front of his webcam and said thanks. he was asking people for money back then. something about his dad refusing to send him food money. I figured he would buy drugs if I sent him money so I said I'll just buy you a pizza. didnt want the tard to go hungry.
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2021-04-30 at 5:22 PM UTC in It’s good that korzt is deadHe had decent taste in music.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
