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2024-12-08 at 11:29 AM UTC in Buckshot Roulettevery strange game
at first it's just working the odds, then the items give you more agency
it's very viscerally unsettling to be pointing a shotgun at yourself, even if it is a 90s 3d rendered shotgun -
2024-12-08 at 9:39 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Hi there, I really wish I didn't have to make this post but…here goes.
So me and my husband have been happily married for about 16 years give or take. We both have stable careers, good family life and are fairly fortunate despite the cost of living racking the UK right now. We have two boys (15 and 10) and up until this Sunday, thought we had it pretty good. We argue sometimes of course but never gotten too bad and we have a pretty decent sex life with some exploration but I won't get into that.
Long and short is, on Sunday, just after I dropped our boys off at their friends, my husband asked me if we had the house alone and more importantly, do I have a minute. I said yes and he sat me down then got out this printed poster for some sort of orgy and started explaining to me the concept of a 'gaycation'.
How it's where straight men go to somewhere with "sun, sand and booze" and "become gay" for the duration of the trip but that's fine because it doesn't actually count, because "what happens on the gaycation, stays on the gaycation". I was just completely silent and mortified, even moreso when he said he was looking into booking a trip to Ibiza next year with his BIL (his sister's husband) to experience it for himself.
When he finally let me speak I just said, I need him to be clear with me, is he gay? Because if yes, that's "okay" but we need to figure out what happens going forward. I didn't let myself get angry or upset, I was just…stunned. He swore up and down how he's not gay and he's 100% attracted to women and of course still loves me and our boys. So I said well do you think you're bi maybe and he got very defensive, saying how I need to drop the accusations and that this is the beauty of the gaycation, it allows straight men to "experience" gayness without actually being gay and how it's like going to an aquarium???
And again he was adamant he doesn't find men's bodies or genitalia exciting at all, but he needs to experience this apparently. I said well I'm really not comfortable because even if he was bi, this would be explicitly cheating on me and he got angry and reiterated he's not, because "that's the beauty of the gaycation" etc. I just had enough and left the room.
I ignored him for the rest of the day but we spoke at tea where I again asked him, why does he want to do this so bad if he's not gay? He said how he's interested in how gay men's live differ to straight men's and that unfortunately, once the gaycation begins, it's simply impossible for a man to resist and he must "surrender himself mind, body and soul" to the gaycation or "be destroyed". I really cant't put into words how surreal it was, because he was speaking so matter of factly and he again insists this is a thing that straight men do all the time and how he's actually "doing it a bit late". I just said to him if he has any love for me then he can't go ahead with this and if he does, the marriage will be dead. We didn't speak anymore after that.
Since then he's mentioned no more of it but somehow, and this is what scares me a lot too, that decision genuinely seems to be tearing him up??? He didn't go into work on Monday (and only went in half a day yesterday) because he told them he just felt too ill and he just looks distraught every time I see him. I really don't think he's wholly gay though I can absolutely believe he's bi but I'd rather we talked about that in a healthy way rather than this incredibly weird denialism around going on a sex holiday to Ibiza.
Has anyone known straight guys to do this and come back and just go back to being straight. Like surely that can't be a thing that happens. I'm so out of my depth here and I just don't know how to even initiate the conversation. For the record I also haven't mentioned it to his sister yet, I don't know how I'd even break it to her. Thanks for any help, I just don't even want to think so being able to get this out there has helped even just a little bit. -
2024-12-08 at 9:21 AM UTC in $10,000 reward for assassin of health insurance giant CEO
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2024-12-08 at 6:06 AM UTC in Lebanon Paused, Syria Restarted - WHAT MEANS!!!from the most direct reports I've been seeing, the initial pushes on Aleppo and Homs weren't overwhelming but the SAA would repeatedly 'withdraw' and 'reposition' rather than fight directly, which rapidly led to a loss of faith from the local populations, which in turn led to disobedience and desertions.
there was an enormous PR push EVERYWHERE - not just on the usual western platforms like twitter and reddit but chans, niche telegram channels etc.
on the ground there was the usual trickery, proclaiming that they'd taken cities and towns they were fighting on the outskirts of (ie. having small teams sneak into key positions and take photos with the implication that they'd been conquered etc), but even in small tg channels (sub-1000 members) there were floods of new members who joined JUST to doompost about how towns were being lost, the SAA had no chance, Assad had fled (literally a day after the attacks started) etc.
on paper the SAA should've been able to blunt the offensive, especially with complete air superiority, and endured, but command seems to have totally broken down and left individual units to act on their own initiative -
2024-12-08 at 5:49 AM UTC in Lebanon Paused, Syria Restarted - WHAT MEANS!!!
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2024-12-07 at 4:49 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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2024-12-07 at 4:32 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
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2024-12-07 at 8:57 AM UTC in My public apology to Fralala!!!
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2024-12-07 at 5:37 AM UTC in What are you thinking about....
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2024-12-07 at 4:29 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by Landy Pamm Me just before 9/11 in 2001.
I had lost 45 pounds when I took this. but I was only fat for a few years around late 1990s. like 1998 or so I weighed 265 pounds.
stayed thin until just before Covid really. then covid packed on another 20. I weighed 250 around 2022. so between maybe 2018 and 2022 I put on like 50 pounds and it stayed for a few years.
airbrushing your photos is profoundly gay -
2024-12-07 at 3:19 AM UTC in Tsunami
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2024-12-07 at 1:25 AM UTC in They like "Yo fishfry you rude"
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2024-12-07 at 12:55 AM UTC in They like "Yo fishfry you rude"*cosmetology
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2024-12-06 at 5:52 PM UTC in CCP and KKK get down to this song every single dayno I don't
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2024-12-06 at 1:46 PM UTC in $10,000 reward for assassin of health insurance giant CEO
Originally posted by 6835378gjjsjs /Pol/ made it seem as though they'd already got his picture and nypd suggests he's not a professional. Who knows… On the other hand, some have suggested the message on the shell casings was a threat to anyone else who may consider testifying
yeah I didn't really look too deeply into it, assumed he was wearing a face mask from the video and didn't see his face in the articles
Originally posted by π¦π MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING - vaxxed and octoboosted π (we beat covid!) π¬πππ (π©β) He missed the opportunity to take advantage of the covid thing. I know someone who still wears a N95 everywhere in public, it's still a real thing in year of our lord twenty hundred one score and four.
ther are still a few of those mongs around here -
2024-12-06 at 9:21 AM UTC in This is how I will talk to you from now on
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2024-12-05 at 11:32 PM UTC in Tsunami
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2024-12-05 at 3:14 PM UTC in S Korea announces martial law
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2024-12-05 at 2:47 PM UTC in My public apology to Fralala!!!
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2024-12-05 at 6:28 AM UTC in Do you guys like my new profile pic?
