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  1. #1
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    I've tolerated the shift nicely, tell me how are you
  2. #2
    Been better my depression is starting to kick in
  3. #3
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    new boss same as the old boss
  4. #4
    Fonaplats victim of incest [daylong jump-start that nome]
    Getting sober for me was one thing but adjusting to that reality was a lot more work.

    Jumping off that bridge only took a few seconds.
    Drug cravings dissipated within a couple hours thanks to pain killers and valium.
    Nursing home lasted 2 months and change but I dont think my mental state got any better during that time as I was just roaming around the halls and had nothing to focus on.
    Rehab lasted 99 days and Im not sure it helped all that much.
    It was more of a really crappy vacation during which I still didn't have anything to do except spend time thinking and reading books.
    When all that was said and done I found myself aggravated that I was back at square one with nothing so I got a crappy job and spent a lot of time very drunk sitting at my computer.
    It wasn't until probably a year later that things actually started to get better better.
    Chell showed up and my priorities changed. Without that happening Id probably be way farther behind than where I am now.
    Even quitting marijuana changed a lot for me. I find myself uninterested in wasting large portions of my day being unproductive.

    All that gets me high now is progress and positive change.
    At this point even doing chores releases endorphins.
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  5. #5
    Same old reality but twice
  6. #6
    UNSUB Tuskegee Airman [my unrivalled skillful mastoid]
    Boredom kicks in and crushed my will to stay sober
  7. #7
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition



    guess that explains why Kid Rock is now cool
  8. #8
    Kid Rock is not cool
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  9. #9
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I live in the reality where Bob Marley got his toe amputated so he didn't die from cancer and is still alive today as an elder Jamaican statesman albeit with a slight limp.
  10. #10
    Originally posted by Sudo I live in the reality where Bob Marley got his toe amputated so he didn't die from cancer and is still alive today as an elder Jamaican statesman albeit with a slight limp.

    So a reality with a fake Bob Marley who didn't have the courage to live and die by his religious principles, which were central to his identity.
  11. #11
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? So a reality with a fake Bob Marley who didn't have the courage to live and die by his religious principles, which were central to his identity.

    Yeah he became pretty crooked and actually owns a lot of trenchtown slaves. He just covers Rod Stewart and Jimmy Buffet songs at concerts now
  12. #12
    UNSUB Tuskegee Airman [my unrivalled skillful mastoid]
    Isolation
    In Trepidation
    Trapped in a Hell of my own creation
    I don't want to care
    I don't want to try
    I don't want to live
    But I don't want to die
  13. #13
    Lodger Free African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Same old reality but twice

    Change your U.N. but from John to Mike with an__ >:[ __ emoji
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    Lodger Free African Astronaut
    Originally posted by UNSUB Isolation
    In Trepidation
    Trapped in a Hell of my own creation
    I don't want to care
    I don't want to try
    I don't want to live
    But I don't want to die

    Welcome To "Totse Forever" -Harper of Hope
  15. #15
    Originally posted by Lodger Free Change your U.N. but from John to Mike with an__ >:[ __ emoji

    Please explain.
  16. #16
    Lodger Free African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Kid Rock is not cool

    He's ok but it's weird he's a middle age dude right now who was the last of the X-Gen/MOON PERSON trying to keep Rock music active in mainstream Corporate shit music.

    Aug 1981 -Video killed the radio star

    It was planned to rid the message of music for a pretty face and these days booty-drop
  17. #17
    Lodger Free African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Please explain.

    You passed and failed at the same time.

    If I owe you explanation it's John isn't bad as Mike.
  18. #18
    Originally posted by Lodger Free You passed and failed at the same time.

    If I owe you explanation it's John isn't bad as Mike.

    Ok.
  19. #19
    Lodger Free African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Ok.

    What is?
  20. #20
    Pillpopper Tuskegee Airman
    Originally posted by Iseedivision Been better my depression is starting to kick in

    Been there done that and it sucks but that is what Marijuana is for.
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