Originally posted by Ghost
you have to force yourself to break loops
do a HALT
have I had enough to eat today? I AM DYING
Am I angry? TOO HIGH AND TIRED TO BE ANGRY
Am I lonely? NO I WANT TO BE ALONE TO DIE
am I tired? NO I AM TOO HIGH TO BE TIRED
am I stressed? PROBABLY!! BUT IM DYING SO I WONT EVER KNOW
the loop I need to break is dying. To break the loop I need to stop doing hard drugs.
this is why they are called loops because you do them yup
It’s like I am a loop, on autopilot, someone temporarily fabricated for the occasion. My thoughts aren’t me they’re just the same thoughts because I’m not coping somewhere.
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I’m sitting reading in what looks like a cafe but isn’t and there’s this grampa dancing and singing about while he works, I feel like I don’t belong in this scene it’s too happy.
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Originally posted by Sudo
Depressed, lost, stomach hurts, like something bad is going to happen, like there's alot of pressure on me and people are conspiring against me, like I need to Robert deniro some shit to set it on track, like I need a non ratchet bitch to be soft and vulnerable with, even if I'm kinda faking it just so I open myself up more, angry, needing an outlet
Tbh there’s a pattern to your thoughts and it sounds like the main thing is you need to open up to someone without being fake.
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