Originally posted by infinityshock
I've been banned from almost every forum/bbs I've been on since the internets was invented. INCLUDING one that I was the sole admin for that required a security clearance for access
whoaa ... armchair bradley maning ...
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Originally posted by Malice
Scron, you are not okay. Many people here aren't.
RisiR, you need to start seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist. Let go of the past.
Lanny, I think you should consider that your alcoholism could have an underlying issue, even if you're well off in some ways. I honestly didn't realize I was severely depressed until I reached the breaking point. Before 5 years, and some of you may remember how much I used to joke on Zoklet before lapsing into severe depression, I would constantly joke in TRT, write about the countless ideas I had, things I was researching/had an interest in, these enormous well researched walls of text, but even then I wasn't really happy and still incredibly damaged, then breaking point happened and I had a mental breakdown, followed by nothing but everything there is to be sad about in life and a stream of thoughts of suicide.
Phoenix, it's so obvious you aren't okay at all and on some level you know that if you remain on this path things will never change. I know why you want that sense of connection in TinyChat, people to talk to, but it isn't the same. You need people IRL, even a psychiatrist and psychologist, although it may take a bit of time to find one that's a good match for you, and that's normal. Don't get discouraged and give up like I did.
Number13, you had a mental breakdown and became a hiki like me at a considerably younger age, so of course you need similar health.
The Duke, if you're still alive, I hope you made it past your severe alcoholism. It was literally killing you.
Anyone I missed: Even if you're still clinging to this site, it's because it's the only sense of community you had, a place long ago where you felt you truly belonged. If you're spending an inordinate amount of time on here or other places trying to fill the need for people in your life, you're incredibly lonely and need to make a change before things get to this point. We didn't evolve to be alone, we need each other, and there are good people out there.
You're a fucking faggot that needs to get a job I'm writing this with 5 minutes of my smoke break left you fucking Sir cucks a lot. Go to work homo, I was homeless a year ago you whiny little bitch.
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Originally posted by Malice
I am, I broke through. I'm still severely depressed and will need to be on medication for the rest of my life, which I'm okay with, we're all dependant on something to live and popping pills a few times a day isn't even nearly as intensive as having to eat, but the worst part is over. I don't think I'll ever become this bad again, and if I feel like I'm starting to, I'll ask for help.
It's finally behind me, and even though I'll need years to fully recover, everything's going to be okay now. Even my bloodwork came back fine, thank god. I can move forward.
Malice, I'm glad you're doing better. Honestly I am.
But you talk like you've been in a war zone and watched all of your closest buddies get blown to bits right in front of you. Recover from what? Your self imposed misery? The fuck, dude. There are people who experience real, traumatic things in life, and you ain't one of them. I don't get it.
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Read The Talisman and Black House for inspiration. Those reads will be invaluable, if you really want to delve into this kind of stuff you are referring to here.
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Originally posted by Bill Krozby
He evidently had another show thats more recent but flopped
That's it then. He should throw in the towel. That fucking twat!
Lets have a giant party in vegas we're we all meet up and have a Mexican Pinata made of Bill Nyes filled with curly fries and pieces of steak.. Hurray!
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Originally posted by Bill Krozby
I smoked salvia once and that happened, I saw cards of everyones face in the world on them and they all fell down like dominoes and then I had the feeling a native american put a plastic bag over my face and was dunking my head in water, it was pretty scary I felt that the universe at anytime can play a huge joke on you and that was unsettling. It's stuck with me forever
Good read
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