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2022-01-29 at 2:33 AM UTC in 🙉Octavian's 👻Hateland🙉Whorebags?
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2022-01-29 at 2:33 AM UTC in 🌹🥰Candy’s❤️LoveLand🥰🌹
Originally posted by Bradley who is futureman i think i missed something along the way?
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2022-01-29 at 2:32 AM UTC in Space is gaySpace is filled with less shite than the Ocean.
Ocean 2 - 1 Space. -
2022-01-29 at 2:30 AM UTC in Space is gayIf our solar system is speeding st 70,000km an hour then the universe must be expanding at an exponential rate also.
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2022-01-29 at 2:25 AM UTC in Space is gay
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2022-01-29 at 2:24 AM UTC in Why does alcohol make people so mean?
Originally posted by Bradley I can't believe the gas station fired me from a good ass job because I wouldn't talk about my crimes. I fucked up that pretty fully. Walmart and McDonalds the only other two places I applied to both had sent me follow up emails, i think it'll be pretty easy to get the 15-16$ an hour job, I'd really prefer to get one answering phone calls and not standing, but i'll settle for what i can get at this point and make my body take the abuse, not drinking will probably reduce some of my body's inflamation as well.
It's not fair, people deserve a second chance and it's no wonder people fall back into crime/ addiction. I really do hope things go well for you m8. -
2022-01-29 at 2:07 AM UTC in Space is gayIt blows my mind how the universe is still expanding.
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2022-01-29 at 2:06 AM UTC in Why does alcohol make people so mean?
Originally posted by Bradley idk a lot of it i think is just having nothing to do and no one around in my life anymore save for a few friends who live a half hour away, it's made me quite the loser i feel like this drinking
Need new outlets bro. When you do get emoloyed just work as hard as you can and save to do shit other than getting wasted, that's what I use to do and it got me nowhere. -
2022-01-29 at 1:54 AM UTC in What are you doing at the moment
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2022-01-29 at 1:52 AM UTC in Why does alcohol make people so mean?A friend of mine who is an alcoholic needs an op to remove cysts on his spleen which has in turn made him a Type 1 Diabetic. There is a chance it can recover or so he says and I hope it does cause he's a true Gont. I told him we'll go play golf/ fish and other shite in a few weeks to keep focused.
I'm starting to fear if he doesn't change soon this will be the end game for him.
Meh. -
2022-01-29 at 1:47 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionFucks sake I screen shot a pic some girl sent me on Snap. (Non sexual). She's kinda being funny with me now. Told her I'm no weirdo, just 'mirin her face cause Snap doesn't save pics.
I literally cannot be arsed simping for forgiveness or w.e I'm too tired. I apologised anyway, if she doesn't message again I don't feel particularly bothered. -
2022-01-29 at 1:44 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah fucking a bitch seems like a good substitute for drugs because of serotonin, dopamine, oxytocin etc but there's usually a whole other host of problems too, like what if they're being emotionally erratic and this fucks with your real intentions? Not to mention what if you bust, lie back and stupid questions start coming?
Do you mean the falling in love etc? Yeah that can be complicated somewhat but I'm at that point where I am done with hedonism and want to treat a girl right/ do good by my chillens. Your 30's I feel should be the point by which one starts to invest in their future. -
2022-01-29 at 1:34 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus editionDamn if I was Heroin user I would most likely be dead 100x over by now with my addictive personality.
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2022-01-29 at 1:27 AM UTC in Anyone seen, "Invincible" ?A friend suggested it to me. There's like 5 or 6 episodes an hour each. The fighting is pretty graphic, I'll be giving it a watch tomorrow.
It's on Amazon Prime.
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2022-01-29 at 1:22 AM UTC in Space is gay
Originally posted by ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Tardigrades (water bears) were taken into space on the FOTON-M3 launch and exposed to the combined effect of vacuum and full solar UV radiation. They survived. They can also survive 1,200 times atmospheric pressure, 1,000 times more radiation than any other animal, −460 °F to 300 °F temperatures, and can go without food or water for more than 30 years.
Crazy, they need to be studied more. -
2022-01-29 at 1:19 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah it's a motel of cottages on a lake, I have friends who have gone before because it's kinda romantic and shit. Probably pretty inexpensive this time of year.
Problem for me with detoxing is I know myself and I am pathologically driven to consume pills. Being so close to my house I could sneak back and get some, bug people for some or really find any kinda way to aquire. Putting more steps between myself and pills is a move in the right direction though. Detoxing wouldn't really be that bad for me tbh so might be best to taper with suboxone to a lower dose before going cold turkey (will smoke weed an take gabbies though). Being away from my baby mom will make want to take drugs less but being away from my son will make me want to take more. I could go to my friend's farm but he is always, always drinking and has too many crazy animals.
I need a good plan. Sorry for fagging out loud
No I get what you mean. I like weekends away but it always involved drink/ weed and coke but now I'm sober, I look forward to bolting myself away in a cottage somewhere with books and walks beside the sea. I'm starting to understand the importance of not having other users around me, I literally have Zero will power when someone whips out a bag or suggests a drink. I'm getting somewhat stronger willfully but I'm not ready to go clubs etc. I have a few dates with girls but I'll be drinking low alcohol when I do.
I think I feel more safe being with a girl/ going back her place and fucking eachother to death. If I was going out with mates it would only lead to excessive consumption, drug fuelled debauchery and wanton destruction. Even if I go home alone inebriated that would be worse cause I would just stock up on cocaine and masturbate for days like a disgusting degenerate. -
2022-01-29 at 1:02 AM UTC in Space is gayAren't Tardigrades indestructible or some shit? I find that hard to believe if you fired them into the sun.
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2022-01-29 at 1 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get off that bus edition
Originally posted by Sudo My stomach problems are getting fucking worse. If my back doesn't hurt my stomach does, it's fucking hell. Ever since I realized pills can cure what ails me I've been taking them in droves and they have compounded exponentially. Years and years of use has rotted my stomach and made me weak. I need to go on Two retreats, one being a good bender, the other being isolation and detoxification. One is obviously much easier than the other. There is a motel near my house I've never been to but kinda want to check into for the detoxification as it would still allow me to be there for my family. The bender will be a hotel downtown with some ho, no fam involved. Right now tho the status quo is fucking painful and requires steady dissociating in order to cope with the pain and fragility of my existence
Tl Dr I'm gay
Motel for detox? -
2022-01-29 at 12:23 AM UTC in Why does alcohol make people so mean?Alcohol killed my father, and raped my mother.
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2022-01-28 at 11:29 PM UTC in Space is gay
