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2017-03-11 at 1:34 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-03-11 at 1:34 AM UTCDoctor I need a refill of my retard pills I'm starting to become aware again!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-03-11 at 1:39 AM UTCoh giad you guys are the living end.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-03-11 at 1:43 AM UTC
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2017-03-11 at 1:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Doesnt it affect GABA receptor?
not directly, it's a calcium channel blocker (anticonvulsant), decreases glutamate (excitation, so in some sense an NMDA antagonist/dissociative) and increases the amount of GABA (inhibition) synthesized in the brain, so it is GABAergic but only indirectly, not like benzos, it's more like hiring additional trailer park GABA cooks. also iirc it depletes norephinephrine (excitation), increases serotonin (has inhibitory properties) which explains some of the visual effects . basically it reduces overall brain activity. -
2017-03-11 at 1:56 AM UTCyummy
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2017-03-11 at 1:59 AM UTCi get 90 of them a month i have no problem sending a few cause they're not scheduled
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2017-03-11 at 4:58 AM UTC
Originally posted by puffy butts i have almost no desire for irl social interaction because most people are trivial and retarded, but then i seclude myself with technological ronkletoys for days or weeks hardly feeling anything. if people on nigspace were what everyone is like the world would be really fucked but i'd probably have a bunch of friends. according to shambo "you have 0 autistic traits whatsoever, i'm serious" from our meetup so i'm gonna take that as i'm not totally socially retarded, but my personality style is incompatible with the majority of people, i'll probably spend my entire life some sort of unsatisfied reject, and if my life is so empty how am i to avoid drugs forever? i feel like i'm doomed because of my disconnect from the world around me. even though i'm not taking drugs life feels so monotonous and repetitive, so i depend on mild nootropics/supplements which gives me something to do resembling drug use, and prevents me from being in a consistent state of suicidal depression.
dude. you are trivial and retarded. i dont mean that as an insult, i mean it as a realization you need to come to. everyone is trivial and retarded in their own way and thinking that you are somehow not is just not true -
2017-03-11 at 5:01 AM UTClol humans
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2017-03-11 at 5:02 AM UTCpoasting in a fart butthole thread
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2017-03-11 at 5:04 AM UTCkoffgela smamakme me xough
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2017-03-11 at 5:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic dude. you are trivial and retarded. i dont mean that as an insult, i mean it as a realization you need to come to. everyone is trivial and retarded in their own way and thinking that you are somehow not is just not true
i meant i rarely enjoy social interaction for the sake of social interaction, because if you're a bit dissociated from the human condition you see that very little valuable information is transferred between two individuals face to face. i like knowledge and thrills. people in my class talk to each other about their favorite fruit or the grade they got on the test. i want to chase random people through the woods and pop pills and make existence theories. occasionally i meet an individual on a similar wavelength like most of the people here or when i hang out with roshambo, because we make music and discuss neurosci or have theories like the subways are veins and the individuals are blood cells.
why do you think most of the posters here are here? there are two traits in most of the members here- intelligence and maladjustment. high intelligence is as much of a burden or disability as low intelligence is, because both deviate from the norm of society. a stupid person is able to entertain himself with very little on the positive side, but is unable to do things normal people do.
those who can achieve more or think deeper than the general population in a sense have a mental disorder that makes it more difficult to relate to others without roleplaying normalcy. those who are well adjusted use their abilities to rise to the top of society and be happy, those who are maladjusted and unable to relate because of their intelligence end up on fringe internet forums where any topic is discussed without boundaries. it's better than being some sort of faggot who joins mensa probably. -
2017-03-11 at 5:31 AM UTCyou zaid it
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2017-03-11 at 9:20 AM UTCOne of the keys to making sobriety fun is "systems" for your free time; you need stuff you do every day. Pop on a podcast or music and keep doing it. Trust me, being idle and bored leads to depression and lethargy.
One good way to establish routine is to start a little container garden in your home.
You can start it on a window sill or your balcony, or anywhere. Go to the store and buy a bag of potting soil (~$5), a bag of dry beans (~$1) and a trowel (~$1), and if you're feeling fancy, a spray bottle and/or watering can.
Then just save some plastic containers. I started out with used milk jugs, I just used a box cutter to cut the top off and cut some slits in the bottle for drainage. Pop as much potting soil as you can in there (regular water will compact it later, you might wanna top up then) and pop 2-3 beans in there, just under the surface. Water them a bit every day, just so they stay moist and can sprout, and take root.
I recommend beans because the plants are hardy, sprout, root and grow fast and they're relatively fast results. It's a good first step to transition into other plants. -
2017-03-11 at 9:30 AM UTC
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2017-03-11 at 9:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by puffy butts i get 90 of them a month i have no problem sending a few cause they're not scheduled
thats hilarious , here in texas i was prescribed 90 per script, but since they are unscheduled i could buy a script and the next day get my next script, then the next day get another, the pharmacist were pissed but it was all legal
i once ate 90 300mg gabas, got higher dan a bitch! -
2017-03-11 at 11:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby thats hilarious , here in texas i was prescribed 90 per script, but since they are unscheduled i could buy a script and the next day get my next script, then the next day get another, the pharmacist were pissed but it was all legal
i once ate 90 300mg gabas, got higher dan a bitch!
How much were you paying for them? I wonder how much profit you could have made off the darknet. -
2017-03-11 at 11:42 AM UTCGet a fun hobby
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2017-03-11 at 11:50 AM UTC
