I just realized this like an hour and a half ago. Almost exactly 90 minutes actually. I realized the concept of "loving yourself/loving another person" is important to me. For the last fucking ever my relationships have been based on selfishness and convenience. I want to actually grow emotionally and feel whole and that gay shit.
I have no idea how to do this though. Nobody in my immediate family is ANY help. I'm here at the gym looking bitches in the face like Usher "r u da 1???" And borderline panik attackin. It's funny because I've had several bishes in the last few years try to have genuine relationships with me but my autism and selfishness/toxicity wouldn't allow it
I'm a Lil worried about letting go of my toxicity and defense mechanisms because...wtf is left after that? Literally all I know is how to have a big dick and provide codependency.
If I was single I would probably go to punk rock shows to meet chicks but I'm into some pretty hardcore stuff like homeless prostitutes that shoot meth and cocaine
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find a girl with borderline personality disorder or dissociative identity disorder if you want codependency
Duh That's been my approach already. I don't want codependency tho, that's different from what I want. I want the genuineness of a John Cusack movie. Preferably con air. I'm Jonny 23
Originally posted by Wariat
i used to have a ead of money like stacks on deck in my pocket guys.
How did you get the big bux? I spenalotta money and have alotta assets but not much on the way of savings. If I just spent less for like 3 months I'd be set for a year. My life is stupid
Originally posted by Sudo
How did you get the big bux? I spenalotta money and have alotta assets but not much on the way of savings. If I just spent less for like 3 months I'd be set for a year. My life is stupid
i got a bonus just before they fired me from my last git and spent it on club sluts like 18-20 yr olds and gor not even head out of it. mostly at thisnukrianian town here in town. i also pay no rent and have a property her ein my name.
Originally posted by Sweet
Sudo just get a boyfriend and become the girlfriend already you fucking bitch
Ok, How should I approach the context of a healthy relationship with female energy? Should I "dress for the job I want?" How should I have a good relationship with a man where we are open, honest, intimate and supportive soulmates?
My phone just auto corrected that word to "sulfates" so this is clearly a foreign concept to me
Originally posted by Sudo
Ok, How should I approach the context of a healthy relationship with female energy? Should I "dress for the job I want?" How should I have a good relationship with a man where we are open, honest, intimate and supportive soulmates?
My phone just auto corrected that word to "sulfates" so this is clearly a foreign concept to me
Just do what feels natural to you, you were born to be gay.
Originally posted by Sweet
Just do what feels natural to you, you were born to be gay.
If I was born to be a gay I was born to be a toxic gay. The type who does meth, fucks with grinder and gets off on fucking straight guys then extorting them. How do I become a big bouncy happy healthy fabulous flamer?
