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Getting pretty close to killing myself

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    My head hurts every day, it hurts so fucking much a the time and I get lightheaded and have to lie down and then it just hurts even more until I pass out. I have not slept regularly in months. Then I wake up in the morning because it hurts too much and it hurts all day. I have gotten to the point where I cannot keep down any food because I just feel even sicker, my head hurts even more and then I go vomit it and it hurts a lot to puke all the time, it's bitter and coarse and rough and chunky even when I just eat rice and I start running out of breath and choking and it's impossible to clear it out. I just want it to be over, I am so sick of this. The only reason I haven't yet is because i feel too much like shit to even pull through on it.

    I wish I would just die in my sleep. I don't want to wake up. I do t want to wake up. I don't want to be conscious. I don't want to go through another day. I don't want to do it. I don't want to do it. I don't want to do it. Why can't my body just go all the way and just die if it is gonna be such a fucking pain to itself. I want to smash my head against a wall til lots not there any more.
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    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    A bottle of pentobarbitol before bed should do the trick.
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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    what is wrong with you
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    I am praying to God, the aliens, Satan, some hidden mechanism within my own brain, whatever, please just give me an aneurysm while I'm asleep
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    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by aldra what is wrong with you
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    I get really bad headaches
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    Rape Monster Tuskegee Airman
    i think you need to see a doctor
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    What are you John suicide invention of the suicide xDddd
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    cigreting Naturally Camouflaged
    ever tried seeing a doctor
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    Originally posted by Rape Monster i think you need to see a doctor



    Originally posted by cigreting ever tried seeing a doctor

    Yeah they give me prescription medications that don't work.
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    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? Yeah they give me prescription medications that don't work.

    Care to list the exact substances? Migraine medicine won't work if you get headaches from muscle tension in the neck. In which case you might want to pop a benzo, or Zolpidem, or a non psychoactive muscle relaxant.
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    Originally posted by Rape Monster i think you need to see a doctor

    he needs to be seen by a doctor.
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    Originally posted by Who are you, John Joke (inventor of jokes)? I get really bad headaches

    show us with this doll where does it hurts.
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    RIPtotse African Astronaut [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Do heroin/fentanyl


    It cures everything.


    Until you need it everyday. Then get on methadone.

    We that hate life have known this life hack since the Chinese opium den days.
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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    today I learned opiate addiction is a life hack
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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    op have you tried low dose psychs? LSD or mushrooms? does that help at all
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    Originally posted by Sophie Care to list the exact substances? Migraine medicine won't work if you get headaches from muscle tension in the neck. In which case you might want to pop a benzo, or Zolpidem, or a non psychoactive muscle relaxant.

    I have tried


    Naratriptan
    Sumatripan
    Naproxen
    Prescriptions for OTC medicines in combination like acetaminophen, ibuprofen etc
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    Originally posted by vindicktive vinny show us with this doll where does it hurts.

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    Originally posted by RIPtotse Do heroin/fentanyl


    It cures everything.


    Until you need it everyday. Then get on methadone.

    We that hate life have known this life hack since the Chinese opium den days.

    I have been drinking Crouton, it sorta kinda works for a little but I feel more "alone with the pain" rather than it reducing at all.
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    Originally posted by aldra op have you tried low dose psychs? LSD or mushrooms? does that help at all

    Yes, both, no. In fact it is a really, really bad idea.
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