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  1. DontTellEm Black Hole
    Lol smh
  2. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    if that's the kinda people you relate to it's time for some introspection and change

    or a rope
  3. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Kafka Ik she’s awful and hit that baby’s head off a wall repeatedly but it’s hard for me to find people I relate to and she was there when my dad died and when I lost my teddybear.

    If you make yourself available to horrible people just because they were "there" you're kinda destined to repeat the same bad outcomes, and it also cosigns their behavior. I'm not really one to talk, I hang around with some Terrible people sometimes but I believe in taking what you can from a relationship and moving on. If all they're offering is being "relatable" and memories, is it really worth how bad everything else about them is?
  4. DontTellEm Black Hole
    Kill yourself “rape monster” u piece of shit. boring bastard
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  5. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by DontTellEm Kill yourself “rape monster” u piece of shit. boring bastard

    Lmao cope harder there tubbs mcgee, have another drink and settle down
  6. DontTellEm Black Hole
    😂 like anyone cares?😂
  7. DontTellEm Black Hole
    Right so I’m fat?
  8. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by DontTellEm Right so I’m fat?

    i have no idea but you sound fat
  9. DontTellEm Black Hole
    U sound like a clown.
    U have not reason to care.
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  10. Kafka sweaty
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  11. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by DontTellEm U sound like a clown.
    U have not reason to carre.

    i am a clown and i indeed do not care about u 👍
  12. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    R u fingering ur sloppy pussy to this male attention? 😏😩
  13. DontTellEm Black Hole
    Lol. Pretty sure ur not even a male 😂
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  14. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by DontTellEm Lol. Pretty sure ur not even a male 😂

    that's hot
  15. Originally posted by Kafka Disappearing. We went for a walk by the lake for the first time in 2017. Skip back to the first time we met… She had these weeb circle lenses on to reduce the pain of eye contact. I had on these quirky eyeball sunglasses, could only see out of small dots, because less eye contact. We hugged briefly then walked to the green to smoke weed, I was shaking and said I thought she was anxious, she laughed because I was the one shaking. There she said that no one gave a fuck in that city. I don’t remember leaving the hotel room again with her, only that one time to walk by the lake right outside, we sat on this bench, I keep going back to it. It’s my hiding place. It’s 2022 and I’m only writing about this, thinking about this now. Why? Because it’s been crazy, not since then, but since 2016. It’s the biggest trauma that’s happened to me. That weekend we first met irl, I was already anorexic, we both were. She looked glum and said I was so skinny and pretty. The latter surprised me and I glanced in the mirror. I was 8.3 stone, underweight and she said she’d want to lose more weight if she were me. She was so pretty and I wanted to take a photo of her, she hid behind a pillow insecure but I got one. Sadly it never developed, the room was too dark. When we walked around the lake I was wearing a blue 40s style Japanese dress, red tights and black heeled ankle boots. I knew she was 5’10 and didn’t want to feel short. She wore black leggings and a raincoat. All we ate over the weekend was fruit and I made a face mask out of it as an excuse to touch her face, her nose was so perfect. This was the first time I did coke, I don’t think she really wanted me to take it but she was an addict and I had money for it so I guess that mattered more to her. So I was high on it, weed and alcohol and my throat started to swell, I had to stay still to try and calm my heart down and process the feelings. She was holding me so I felt safe and warm and loved and like I was about to die, it felt great. Other things seem too intimate to tell. She got us matching chokers and gave me a dress, I gave her my CRIME PAY$ sweatshirt and quirky sunglasses, I have another pair of them. When I went home I took all my valium. It was probably just the comedown. That summer she’d teach me Romanian over Skype while we were both drinking, I’d take Diazepam with Echo Falls. We drank everyday.

    Didn't read

    Your writing is pretty bad in terms of coherence and structure, it's impossible to stay engaged when you don't even know why you're talking about.
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  16. DontTellEm Black Hole
    Ur a loser. Not one person here cares about how much of an imbecile u are.
  17. DontTellEm Black Hole
    If u didn’t like her, u would simply not be in her thread. Jackass
  18. Originally posted by DontTellEm Ur a loser. Not one person here cares about how much of an imbecile u are.

    Good, conversely everyone here definitely cares how stupid YOU are.
  19. Rape Monster Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by DontTellEm If u didn’t like her, u would simply not be in her thread. Jackass

    if u didn't like attention from disgusting gross men u wouldn't be on nis, tits
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  20. Originally posted by DontTellEm If u didn’t like her, u would simply not be in her thread. Jackass

    I don't like her, I love her. She's my target now.
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