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yesterday sucked

  1. #1
    Kev African Astronaut
    had a major depression spike yesterday, yet i didnt do anything, i wanted a sober weekend where i could just chill out watch movies, play video games and read with a clear head but i couldnt do any of that shit because of a major, random drop in mood that lasted the whole day. why?

    is it because i get fucked up every weekend and my body adjusted to this, expecting the usual change in brain chemicals the same day of the week that didnt happen?

    I know it was an illusion and didnt act on any of the depressive thoughts but god damn it fucking sucked. what do you guys do to alleviate this shit? i just rode it out and today is a new day, now i realize how dangerous it is to run out of stuff at the wrong time.
  2. #2
    Sudo Dark Matter [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Sounds like you're a loser. Just read books regardless of your level of intoxication and try to become smarter and better adjusted.
  3. #3
    Kev African Astronaut
    but im not, financially and health wise i am doing better than ever, the drop in mood did not correlate to any event, i was actually looking forward to the weekend.
  4. #4
    STER0S African Astronaut [the disappointingly unanticipated slab]
    it's the 5G
  5. #5
    STER0S African Astronaut [the disappointingly unanticipated slab]
    omg!
  6. #6
    Originally posted by Kev but im not, financially and health wise i am doing better than ever, the drop in mood did not correlate to any event, i was actually looking forward to the weekend.

    Sounds like you're missing cuddles.
  7. #7
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Sounds like you're missing cuddles.

    lol my seamstress is gonna make me another blankie and pillowcase soon, i pay her with cuddles
  8. #8
    Kev African Astronaut
    fucking hell i took a lower but still substantial dose of flurophenibut to avoid the mistake of that overdose last time and i have been feeling merely content all night, hardly buzzed or elated. maybe i shouldve exaggerated again, because if this is elation, im not looking forward to tomorrow.

    wheres some real shit when you need it.
  9. #9
    Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]
    Originally posted by Kev had a major depression spike yesterday, yet i didnt do anything, i wanted a sober weekend where i could just chill out watch movies, play video games and read with a clear head but i couldnt do any of that shit because of a major, random drop in mood that lasted the whole day. why?

    is it because i get fucked up every weekend and my body adjusted to this, expecting the usual change in brain chemicals the same day of the week that didnt happen?

    I know it was an illusion and didnt act on any of the depressive thoughts but god damn it fucking sucked. what do you guys do to alleviate this shit? i just rode it out and today is a new day, now i realize how dangerous it is to run out of stuff at the wrong time.

    Get off your ass and do something physical on days like that.
  10. #10
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Speedy Parker Get off your ass and do something physical on days like that.

    like what, its not like we can go anywhere in this bullshit lockdown and every time i do, i deal with some hysterical fuck trying to pick a fight over a damn mask.
  11. #11
    Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]
    Originally posted by Kev like what, its not like we can go anywhere in this bullshit lockdown and every time i do, i deal with some hysterical fuck trying to pick a fight over a damn mask.

    You don't have to go anywhere to do something physical and productive. Even if you just clean your house well it will help.
  12. #12
    Days doing absolutely nothing are such a luxury.
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  13. #13
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Speedy Parker You don't have to go anywhere to do something physical and productive. Even if you just clean your house well it will help.

    way ahead of you because i did that very thing, for no reason other than, as you say, distraction.
    housework is depressing, bro. if that cheers you up, you need your balls reattached.
  14. #14
    Speedy Parker Black Hole [my absentmindedly lachrymatory gazania]
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Days doing absolutely nothing are such a luxury.

  15. #15
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Days doing absolutely nothing are such a luxury.

    sure seems that way
  16. #16
    Originally posted by Sudo Sounds like you're a loser. Just read books regardless of your level of intoxication and try to become smarter and better adjusted.

    there ain't no fixing stupid
  17. #17
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood there ain't no fixing stupid

    coming from a methrat

    LOL
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  18. #18
    ;-; kev cries because he is a pedophile
  19. #19
    Kev African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood ;-; kev cries because he is a pedophile

    coming from a guy who plays a gay pedo version of tetris and admitted to being turned on by children

    this projection is getting ridiculous...
  20. #20
    cry some more, those pills won't cure the darkness lurking in your mind

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