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yesterday sucked
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2021-10-11 at 1:59 AM UTChad a major depression spike yesterday, yet i didnt do anything, i wanted a sober weekend where i could just chill out watch movies, play video games and read with a clear head but i couldnt do any of that shit because of a major, random drop in mood that lasted the whole day. why?
is it because i get fucked up every weekend and my body adjusted to this, expecting the usual change in brain chemicals the same day of the week that didnt happen?
I know it was an illusion and didnt act on any of the depressive thoughts but god damn it fucking sucked. what do you guys do to alleviate this shit? i just rode it out and today is a new day, now i realize how dangerous it is to run out of stuff at the wrong time. -
2021-10-11 at 2:09 AM UTCSounds like you're a loser. Just read books regardless of your level of intoxication and try to become smarter and better adjusted.
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2021-10-11 at 2:13 AM UTCbut im not, financially and health wise i am doing better than ever, the drop in mood did not correlate to any event, i was actually looking forward to the weekend.
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2021-10-11 at 2:44 AM UTCit's the 5G
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2021-10-11 at 2:44 AM UTComg!
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2021-10-11 at 2:12 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 2:20 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 2:30 PM UTCfucking hell i took a lower but still substantial dose of flurophenibut to avoid the mistake of that overdose last time and i have been feeling merely content all night, hardly buzzed or elated. maybe i shouldve exaggerated again, because if this is elation, im not looking forward to tomorrow.
wheres some real shit when you need it. -
2021-10-11 at 2:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev had a major depression spike yesterday, yet i didnt do anything, i wanted a sober weekend where i could just chill out watch movies, play video games and read with a clear head but i couldnt do any of that shit because of a major, random drop in mood that lasted the whole day. why?
is it because i get fucked up every weekend and my body adjusted to this, expecting the usual change in brain chemicals the same day of the week that didnt happen?
I know it was an illusion and didnt act on any of the depressive thoughts but god damn it fucking sucked. what do you guys do to alleviate this shit? i just rode it out and today is a new day, now i realize how dangerous it is to run out of stuff at the wrong time.
Get off your ass and do something physical on days like that. -
2021-10-11 at 2:42 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 2:44 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kev like what, its not like we can go anywhere in this bullshit lockdown and every time i do, i deal with some hysterical fuck trying to pick a fight over a damn mask.
You don't have to go anywhere to do something physical and productive. Even if you just clean your house well it will help. -
2021-10-11 at 2:45 PM UTCDays doing absolutely nothing are such a luxury.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-10-11 at 2:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by Speedy Parker You don't have to go anywhere to do something physical and productive. Even if you just clean your house well it will help.
way ahead of you because i did that very thing, for no reason other than, as you say, distraction.
housework is depressing, bro. if that cheers you up, you need your balls reattached. -
2021-10-11 at 2:51 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 2:53 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 2:58 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 2:58 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2021-10-11 at 3 PM UTC;-; kev cries because he is a pedophile
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2021-10-11 at 3:02 PM UTC
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2021-10-11 at 3:06 PM UTCcry some more, those pills won't cure the darkness lurking in your mind
