2024-05-27 at 7:58 AM UTC
I was born during a 5 year separation my father had with Rose …he met my mom ..and because Rose loved my father ..she loved me ..rose never talked bad about my mom even tho she knew she was an addict at the time when I was growing up ..
She could have said sooo many things about my mom but she never did
She would tell me my mom loves me but she is going through a rough time in her life
And my mom was young ..she was actually the age of my oldest step brother ..she was 23 when she had me …
My dad was I believe 40…
Rose passed away the day before my birthday..it was right after I left from seeing her in Chicago..
Just got home and unpacked
My sister and I were all on the phone together
Me brandy and Tracey …
They were still up there ..when I hung up the phone 5 min later
They called me and told me Rose was gone
Rose Funeral was my fathers birthday March the 10th….
46 years of marriage..and your wife is buried on your birthday..
You can’t tell me there isn’t a GOD who is in control..because I know there is …
I know it
2024-05-27 at 8:02 AM UTC
My heart wanted to get all that out for some reason and I’m glad I did ..felt good 💖
2024-05-27 at 8:09 AM UTC
Ohh wait before I go to sleep I just remembered something!
So I remembered being a little girl or preteen when Rose told me about that lady who was fighting the air on her deathbed
So Chile ! Why was a watching a live the other day of LovelyTi and she mentions this thing she watched called Hospice confessions..
And these people where on there death bed telling all the horrible things they did in life
Like these people were old and they were talking about in the 60s one person hit a black kid on a bike and just pushed the body in lake ..
All these horrible things these people did and lovelyti said the person was fighting the air saying someone they killed was in the room
And that’s what made me think of that story rose told me ..
2024-05-27 at 9:44 AM UTC
🙄. Ffs Not a lil black boy!
2024-05-27 at 10:15 AM UTC
You’re a miserable drunk who’s birthday I can’t even remember because you suck lol
2024-05-27 at 10:18 AM UTC
But u tried with ur “dumb” eye & failed so it’s my fault ur retarded.
2024-05-27 at 10:19 AM UTC
You don’t scare nobody here you just look retarded lol
2024-05-27 at 10:22 AM UTC
Or maybe u scare yourself cuz why would I be scary u doofus?
2024-05-27 at 10:22 AM UTC
That bitch holding a grudge for life big mad 😡
2024-05-27 at 10:25 AM UTC
Imagine being a 40 year old running around a forum calling people dillweed..and not thinking you look dumb af
😭😅
You don’t scare anyone girl
2024-05-27 at 10:26 AM UTC
Or I scare you because I break away ur retard armor of actually being a put together person on a site full of broken individuals, that u relate to but try desperately to separate yourself from & post how normal you are…. lol CLOWN
2024-05-27 at 10:27 AM UTC
Who do you think you scaring ?
What do you think is gonna happen to someone you don’t like so you follow them around with insults ..
Is the world supposed to end like what ?
2024-05-27 at 10:28 AM UTC
You’re the deepest asshole. Pick a side u freak
