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T-PAIN Synthesis?
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2017-01-03 at 12:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR Pretty sure TPAIN and RC Benzos aren't included. We got the same shitty bill.
No lad, literally everything with a psychoactive effect. They had to put in clauses exluding food, alcohol, tobacco, caffeine and poppers (cos the MP/Lord fags can't do without poppers for the young boys they fuck). -
2017-01-03 at 12:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump That sounds like a pretty boring job.
It pretty much is. I argue sometimes about the qualiity with Pakis who claim they get better ones for half the price and I'm like "Oh that's great, let's switch roles then and you'll sell me the REALLY good ones for half the price of this one. I'll take 10 right now" and they hate that.
I see many high class trophy wives with old dudes who turn their heads at me and fantasize about getting a good fucking by a true stud. That's the best part of my job. -
2017-01-03 at 12:23 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject No lad, literally everything with a psychoactive effect. They had to put in clauses exluding food, alcohol, tobacco, caffeine and poppers (cos the MP/Lord fags can't do without poppers for the young boys they fuck).
They excluded Benzos and Opiods here and TPAIN is pharma drug so it stays legal as well.
Man, George Soros fucking hates you guys. -
2017-01-03 at 12:26 PM UTCTell me about it. I'm actually kinda thankful they didn't exclude benzos, I realise now they don't agree with me yet I love them anyway. Like that first chick you loved and fucked and can't get over her. Oh how I miss my first love, etizolam.
I can still buy (dihydro)codeine so it's fine. If they stopped pharmacies selling that I'd be burning shit to the ground.
But no our law is terribly bad. To the point where it could even make possession of nutmeg and toads illegal -
2017-01-03 at 12:29 PM UTCDid you stop?
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2017-01-03 at 12:37 PM UTCThere is an OTC dewormer in the UK you can use it to make a piperizine analog
Also there is the classic pseudoephedrine and phosphorous based fertilizer.
Originally posted by RisiR It pretty much is. I argue sometimes about the qualiity with Pakis who claim they get better ones for half the price and I'm like "Oh that's great, let's switch roles then and you'll sell me the REALLY good ones for half the price of this one. I'll take 10 right now" and they hate that.
I see many high class trophy wives with old dudes who turn their heads at me and fantasize about getting a good fucking by a true stud. That's the best part of my job.
I would spend the entire day on my phone bored as fuck. Sales makes me hate society so much. -
2017-01-03 at 12:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR Did you stop?
Benzos? Yea, last time I took them I was living with friends and they banned me after that cos they couldn't be dealing with my shenanigans. Fair enough I guess -
2017-01-03 at 12:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump There is an OTC dewormer in the UK you can use it to make a piperizine analog
Also there is the classic pseudoephedrine and phosphorous based fertilizer.
I would spend the entire day on my phone bored as fuck. Sales makes me hate society so much.
Well, I kinda have to sell shit. I get commision and have to make at least 80.000€ a month.
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2017-01-03 at 12:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject Benzos? Yea, last time I took them I was living with friends and they banned me after that cos they couldn't be dealing with my shenanigans. Fair enough I guess
Were you a daily user? For how long? -
2017-01-03 at 1:09 PM UTCI'm gonna add Etiz to the list of shit everyone should be stocking up on. Also I've never done it before.
Also is T-PAIN tablets a good idea or do people just snort it?. -
2017-01-03 at 1:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR Were you a daily user? For how long?
I dunno, I can't remember.
I was using on and off for 4 or 5 years, like I'd binge for a couple weeks, fuck things up, wait for things to cool down and then do it again. They started making me really suicidal and depressed. I'm not sure if I was ever truly "addicted" to them, but I used to get bags of 100 and eat them in a day or 2.
My record was something like 300 flubromazolam in 5 days. Good times. -
2017-01-03 at 1:38 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump Also is T-PAIN tablets a good idea or do people just snort it?.
I think it was erorr or someone else from TRT plugged it and they said after a while they were just shitting gloop -
2017-01-03 at 1:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject I dunno, I can't remember.
True benzo talk right here. -
2017-01-03 at 2:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject I think it was erorr or someone else from TRT plugged it and they said after a while they were just shitting gloop
I plugged it with no ill effects around 10x a couple weeks ago
Sometimes it works good, sometimes it doesn't work at all -
2017-01-03 at 3:01 PM UTCIf it doesn't work that means you fucked up and your bowels are full of shit. Dissolve in water, cleanse and hold for a few minutes until it all dissolves.
I think plugging bundy might be the way to go because it tastes so gross. -
2017-01-03 at 3:13 PM UTCIsn't plugging like the most efficient method of taking drugs, after IV and IM?
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2017-01-03 at 3:37 PM UTCYou know, I don't think my son being born dependent (for all I know, he may not have been- again, he never showed any signs whatsoever)is a good thing, or something I don't feel bad about. Don't confuse my honesty of the situation for no remorse or wishing things could have been done more ideally. If I could have, I would have been 100% clean through my pregnancy, and this pregnancy wasn't something planned either- I would have never consciously got pregnant at that time in my life, for many reasons, including the drugs I was/am dependent on. Strictly from the perspective of my own health and well being, it wasn't a good thing. I did my best to bring my child in this would healthy and happy though, and no matter what you all can say about me, I succeeded.
I tell it how it is, and I don't sugar coat it. I don't plan to sugarcoat it to my son, either. Being dishonest does him, nor me any service. I know my child was born healthy, I know he is healthy, and developing just fine. There are things I could have done better, and things I could have done worse.
As for being sick and having nausea, goggle Hyperemesis gravidarum. It is not simply 'morning sickness' or 'nausea'. I literally lost 20lbs throughout my pregnancy (I lost about this in the first 3 months, and just maintained from there), and was vomiting every single day, and could not eat hardly anything. The first 6 months, 99% of what I did eat did come back up, and after that, I had no appetite on the rare moment I wasn't sick. The anti-nausea medications did not help (sort of why people who have cancer smoke pot, because pot helps with nausea AND appetite) and had side effects. CBD oil hadn't occurred to me at the time, either. I can promise you this, I wish I had, or found something else (ginger is laughable in my situation, don't think I didn't try it, including pressure points), because I was not fond of having to smoke pot every single day, and somehow force myself to go to work as sick as I was. I would have loved to have been able to save the money, and I hate being at work stoned- if I smoke pot recreationally, I want to do it at home, after work. I certainly didn't do it for shits and giggles. If I hadn't been forced to keep working the entirety of my pregnancy, things may very well have been different. I was in a rock and a hard place as far as that went.
You know, you all give me shit, but I could have been here from go, and lied my ass off, telling of this perfect, ideal mother who did everything perfect and ideal. Does lying about it help anyone, including my child? No, it doesn't. I want to do the best I can for my child, and lying does nothing but feed my ego, and my child is worth so much more than that. -
2017-01-03 at 3:43 PM UTCSometimes it's ok to lie. Not every truth needs to be known.
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2017-01-03 at 3:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject Sometimes it's ok to lie. Not every truth needs to be known.
I don't agree with this statement. What does lying do? It certainly doesn't make anything better. If I lie about everything, and weave this story of being the best mother, in the loveliest home, with my child receiving the best education, it doesn't make it so. I am honest because I work with what I got, and I want to make the best of that I can, and do the best I can with that, and if I lie, I certainly don't learn anything. -
2017-01-03 at 4:15 PM UTCIf you wanted to do the best you can and make the best of what you've got, why do you want to synth T-PAIN? How is it fair on your child to have a drug addicted mother, no matter how you justify it to yourself?
Are you really going to grow up and tell your son that when you were pregnant with him you were an addict and so was he?
Your kid is going to end up in prison. He's going to have serious psychological problems when he's older.
There's also many, many forms of contraception these days so there's no excuse to have an unplanned child