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I think I've finally had enough

  1. #1
    Sorry about that guys, I'll try not to do that again

    Post last edited by Kolokol-1 at 2017-04-23T12:30:54.777474+00:00
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    Who are you and why would I care?
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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    you're only 21?


    is there something in particular that makes it hard?
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    Yo! Don't do this. Trust me, I can relate. If I had a gun I'd probably be dead, too.

    Y'know, instead of blasting yourself you should go back to Frankie's Fun Land and drive some go-karts. Don't kill yourself.

    We haven't talked much but I always liked you. I'm sure there are people you mean a lot more to so please don't fuck them. Become an amateur race driiver. That's totally possible and maybe it's fulfilling. Yea, just talking out of my ass, man. Can't really give you anything else.

    Though, if you decide to stick around I'll gladly shitpost with you. If you don't, farewell.

    (don't do it)
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    EasyDoesIt Tuskegee Airman
    I have no idea who you are and I've been in this community since its infancy, but you probably shouldn't do this.

    When everything is said and done, there are really lots of wonderful things to live for. If you're in a position where they don't motivate you or you can't appreciate them, it's typically indicative of a chemical imbalance - which is correctable.

    The way I see it, there are literally umpteen billion sperm cells your father had produced in his life, and you just so happened to be the one that was given the unique opportunity of life. Furthermore, of all the species on the planet, you got to be the one who could race gocarts, have awesome sex, drink beer, smoke pot, experience totse, appreciate wonderful literature, and shoot guns. Literally anything could happen between now and when you actually die by other means, so throwing away that opportunity is pretty unreasonable.

    Furthermore, it's irresponsible. I'm not sure what your situation is, but you probably have a mother, father, brother, neighbor, pet, coworker, friend or something that cares. They're going to spend the rest of their life wondering if they could have said something to make you change your mind.

    I know this might sound odd, but if you went to get professional care (like a hospital or something) and told the people there that you're sincerely thinking about hurting yourself (and have a loaded weapon), they'll give you the resources to be able to think about it for a while. It looks like you've got some pretty obvious symptoms of depression and isolation, which like I said, is quite treatable.

    There's a better tomorrow waiting for you if you want it, but ultimately the choice is yours. I just feel like it would be a really unreasonable one.
  6. #6
    Fo real, man. Don't do it. One less of us is always bad news.
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    infinityshock Black Hole (banned)
    I call dibs on the carcass
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    mmQ victim of incest
    I will absolutely post more butthole pictures if you reconsider this decision. Don't do yourself a disservice and kill self without exhausting all of your other options first please. You didn't go into much detail other than you 'haven't been truly happy since you were 9' and you 'always knew you weren't meant for this world.' As far as I can tell, those are good reasons to stick around. Who's to say your meant for the next world? Maybe it'll be worse.

    I don't know what your history is with medication, but if you're at a point where you've got nothing to lose, than at least give yourself the opportunity to try something, whether it's prescribed, legal, illegal, or otherwise. Hell, prozac of all things pulled me out of a deep depression and made me happier than I'd ever felt in my entire life. Many people have found newer and better lives through the use of drugs. Even if it does't work, what's it matter? Try something else. Keep trying something until your mind is so fucked that you don't know who you are anymore. You could always take so many drugs that you become literally retarded, which even then could be a blessing in disguise. Most mentally-handicapped people I know are always smiling and in some weird perpetual state of happiness. haha.

    Just up and ending it is so.... final. You can't take it back. Having seen your posts and the things you've expressed over the last few years, albeit scattered, I can safely say that you clearly have potential and shouldn't be the type to offing yourself. Don't make yourself a victim, m8. Try something new, but just keep trying. When you're laying in a ditch in the middle of winter with no money, only the clothes on your back, and a deep sense of unhappiness, maybe then you can legitimately consider death. Until then, as long as you've got the resources available to give yourself another opportunity at fulfillment, you really owe it to yourself to go after it. I'm serious.

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    SBTlauien African Astronaut
    If I were 100% certain that I was going to kill myself, I'd at least try to rob a bank or something, maybe an armored truck. If it failed and the police had me surrounded/cornered, then I would kill myself. It it didn't fail, I'd have a bunch of money to start over, buy a new place somewhere, get a better vehicle, go on a few vacations, maybe start a business or go back to school, and just live.

    There's other options as well, like some serious identity theft/fraud, or maybe some heavy credit card fraud, or even a ransom of some type. So many options when you reach that point.

    Think about that.
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    Kek Houston
    If I were 100% certain that I was going to kill myself, I'd at least try to rob a bank or something, maybe an armored truck. If it failed and the police had me surrounded/cornered, then I would kill myself. It it didn't fail, I'd have a bunch of money to start over, buy a new place somewhere, get a better vehicle, go on a few vacations, maybe start a business or go back to school, and just live.

    There's other options as well, like some serious identity theft/fraud, or maybe some heavy credit card fraud, or even a ransom of some type. So many options when you reach that point.

    Think about that.

    This though. When you have nothing to lose and everything to gain maybe you wont even want to kill yourself.

    On a serious note, I wish the best for you. I dont know you too much but I remember seeing you around. If you do choose to end it all then I hope you drift swiftly into that wondrous beyond.
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    Can I have all your money
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    SBTlauien African Astronaut
    OH SHIT! I never said to go on a shooting rampage!
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    EasyDoesIt Tuskegee Airman
    OH SHIT! I never said to go on a shooting rampage!

    Do we have any reason to believe that's him?

    The only identifying information was general enough to suggest it could have been other people.
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    SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Do we have any reason to believe that's him?

    The only identifying information was general enough to suggest it could have been other people.

    :Sigh:

    It's him. :(
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    Kek Houston
    Interesting. Id be interested to see what kind of rifle the shooter used. We may be able to form a solid link. Is op even murrican?
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    op used eastern time in his picture and that shooting happened in kansas
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    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    :Sigh:

    It's him. :(

    http://www.kwch.com/news/local-news/police-responding-to-shooting-at-excel-industries-in-hesston/38197242

    no
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    SBTlauien African Astronaut
    op used eastern time in his picture and that shooting happened in kansas

    That's what the government wants you to think.

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]Several people were killed and 20-30 wounded in a shooting at a Kansas workplace and several other locations Thursday evening, authorities said.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]The shooter, an employee at Excel Industries – one of the scenes – was killed by police, Harvey County Sheriff T. Walton said in a press conference Thursday. Authorities know his identity but are withholding his name.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]According to the sheriff, there was possibly an AK-47 rifle near the body of the shooter.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]At least 16 people were hospitalized – four at Newton Medical Center, five at Wesley Hospital and seven at Via Christi Hospital.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]A woman who eyewitnesses said was shot in the parking lot is in critical condition, Walton said.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]Workers at Excel Industries, a manufacturer of heavy duty lawn care equipment, in Hesston, were instructed to meet in another building for a head count. Several employees said that the shooter was an avid poster on internet forums.[/FONT]

    [FONT=Helvetica Neue]There were numerous crime scenes in the area, Walton said. As the shooter was driving, he was firing off rounds from his car, Walton told KAKE.[/FONT]

    https://gma.yahoo.com/kansas-workplace-shooting-leaves-several-dead-20-wounded-010052334--abc-news-topstories.html
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    SBTlauien African Astronaut
    Unless it was this nigga...

    http://florida.arrests.org/search.php?fname=Cedric&lname=Ford&fpartial=True
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    SBTlauien African Astronaut


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