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1. 2017-04-25 at 7:41 AM UTC

   #4941
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   i feel like fucking shit all of the time and now drugs dont even work anymore
2. 2017-04-25 at 8:02 AM UTC

   #4942
   

   Lanny Bird of Courage

   Originally posted by Dargo Any idea of the cause? Also, what do you do for a living?

   
   We should start a niggasin.space wiki so questions like this and "what is T-PAIN" don't have to get answered over and over
   The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

   • The Self Taught Man
3. 2017-04-25 at 8:02 AM UTC

   #4943
   

   Lanny Bird of Courage

   Originally posted by Tetrahedras i feel like fucking shit all of the time and now drugs dont even work anymore

   
   Have you tried more drugs?
   The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

   • The Self Taught Man
4. 2017-04-25 at 8:03 AM UTC

   #4944
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Lanny We should start a niggasin.space wiki so questions like this and "what is T-PAIN" don't have to get answered over and over

   
   Hahahaha. Yeah, he's probably typing up the 10 page report now.
5. 2017-04-25 at 8:07 AM UTC

   #4945
   Malice Naturally Camouflaged

   Originally posted by Dargo Any idea of the cause? Also, what do you do for a living?

   
   The cause? I was born, I'm alive. That's what sentient beings experience, they suffer, at some point in time, some intensity. The answers you find in an indifferent and deterministic world that arose through chance and dependent origination are bound to not always be what you have hoped, and not everyone can contain it. Ultimately, every cradle is a grave.
   
   

   Originally posted by Lanny We should start a niggasin.space wiki so questions like this and "what is T-PAIN" don't have to get answered over and over

   
   "Who is/was Malice and why is he the way he is?"
   
   Well, that would be pretty fucking depressing, heheh.
6. 2017-04-25 at 8:22 AM UTC

   #4946
   Malice Naturally Camouflaged
   Got a good amount of upvotes from r/anime, which I actually only started perusing some time this year (Like, within a month, probably) (could well be a sign of increasing depression), for writing a synopsis of a Kiss X Sis episode: https://www.reddit.com/r/anime/comments/676v5m/nsfwkiss_x_sis_its_a_master_piece/dgodls6/?st=j1x9m5hs&sh=ce9f9fb4
   
   Oh god, anime is one of the finest reminders of both the absurdity and beauty there is in life. The abstract creations of mind that transcend individuals and geographic locations.
7. 2017-04-25 at 8:24 AM UTC

   #4947
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   =O
8. 2017-04-25 at 8:25 AM UTC

   #4948
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Dargo Malice, what do you do for a living?

9. 2017-04-25 at 8:39 AM UTC

   #4949
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by Lanny We should start a niggasin.space wiki so questions like this and "what is T-PAIN" don't have to get answered over and over

   
   
   This would be great. If you implemented this I would finally have something to do when I sit on here at 5 am and no one else is on
10. 2017-04-25 at 8:46 AM UTC

    #4950
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged

    Originally posted by Dargo

    
    Let's just put it this way, I'm out of commission for a while. I completely lost the ability to function, genuinely have a confirmed neurological disorder that is strongly correlated with very poor life outcomes, the nature of which is bound to lead to immense hardship and suffering, and couldn't cope with life. I dropped out, I couldn't find any real meaning or fulfilment in life, it's just the way things are. There is some crazy fucked up shit in the world that is going to bother me until the day I either die or transcend (example: We all become advanced cyborgs or merge with artificial intelligence) and you just have to accept it, find some way to cope, and move on.
    
    You have your religion, but, me, I'm just psychologically incapable of believing something I know most likely just ain't so. I refused to look away and it destroyed me. It's somewhat interesting, the passage in the bible on Sodom and Gomorrah, whichever one of them it was, if not both, where god tells them not to look back and that bitch does it anyways and turns into a pillar of salt.
    
    You ever wonder whether God was essentially saying, "The nature of existence is so brutal that it would be better for you to die and rest in peace for eternity, to be taken from this world, than to live on knowing what it is, what I have done, and bear the burden of continuing to exist."? Think about it.
11. 2017-04-25 at 8:47 AM UTC

    #4951
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Lanny Have you tried more drugs?

    
    unless I take enough bundy nutmeg to hospitalize 10 people I literally cannot experience a high anymore. But I still get hangovers that last for days. I think this meand I've totaled the pleasure area of my brain. at this point I feel better when I don't take any drugs but then I still feel like shit
12. 2017-04-25 at 8:48 AM UTC

    #4952
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    YOU CAN GO TO JOLLY PIRATE DONUTS, AND TAKE A 2-HOUR SHIT FOR ALL I CARE!!
13. 2017-04-25 at 10:12 AM UTC

    #4953
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Lanny Damn bro, why do I even try?

    
    I don't much care for your tone.
14. 2017-04-25 at 10:53 AM UTC

    #4954
    

    Obbe Alan What? [annoy my right-angled speediness]

    Originally posted by Malice You have your religion, but, me, I'm just psychologically incapable of believing something I know most likely just ain't so.

    
    Yet you believe in Buddhism, believe sex is terrible (lol), etc.
15. 2017-04-25 at 11:45 AM UTC

    #4955
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I feel fine :)
16. 2017-04-25 at 1:48 PM UTC

    #4956
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by Dargo Any idea of the cause? Also, what do you do for a living?

    
    

    Show spoiler

    
    
    He's a welfare rat because he can't deal with having a clitoris instead of a penis.
    
    Post last edited by RisiR at 2017-04-26T15:25:46.079321+00:00
17. 2017-04-25 at 1:53 PM UTC

    #4957
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I'd let him fuck me
18. 2017-04-25 at 2:22 PM UTC

    #4958
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    I believe you.
19. 2017-04-25 at 3:46 PM UTC

    #4959
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    
    
    dare to huff the glitter paint matriarchal fam?
20. 2017-04-25 at 4:29 PM UTC

    #4960
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Is 24 hours an acceptable length of time to know someone before you start asking them to go in pharmacies for you.
    
    Or should I wait 48 hours