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2016-08-26 at 1:05 PM UTCYou're not doing it right.
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2016-08-26 at 1:08 PM UTC
What does it matter if Sophie fucking kids? …
Sooo... let me get this straight. You also support psychomanthis fucking toddlers?
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2016-08-27 at 6:27 AM UTC
This was what I was talking about in the other Bill Krozby threat about him complaining about that girl begging for bus fare shit and his complaint about court and his 'baby mammer' thread when I said 'good job'. Lanny, sometimes you really do rise to the occaision.
What I hate about Bill Krozby is he cannot any sort of civility even when I've gone out of my way to offer legitimate and thoughtful advice on a topic he is asking/complaining about (refering to his seizure thread among among others) or that no matter what is being discussed he just argues with off topic insults just trying to hurt feelings for no reason and no relevance to the topic. I can respect someone I disagree with as long as long as we can call each other fucktards on topic, and even that, he just pretends to know wtf is going on anyway, half the shit he uses as insults isn't even correct. Bill Krozby is a broken record. Same bullshit every thread he creates or posts in. Why is every thread derailed with whatever flaw a person starting the thread or that he is replying to has? Its old bbullshit, tear down the cross and get the fuck over it.. Oh, that's right he is too stupid to make any relevant discussions so he just reverts to what he thinks will bait and hurt the other party into going along with his shit. The remote similarity Bill Krozby and I share is that we have reproduced in an unwise situation- I cannot garrentee my child will have a wonderful life, but I at least fucking TRY with all my fucked up heart to make the best life I can for him. I know he deserves better, but at least he has someone who genuinely cares and won't abandon him no matter what. Your post warmed my heart, Lanny. Its the gods honest truth about the shitty person he is.
Also, why rag on Lanny, Spec? Why is one form of child harm somehow better than another? Shit, sexual abuse is bad, but so is neglect, or physical abuse and can be just as damaging if not worse. I Had a friend who was beaten with a bat in his head as an 8 year old. He has some retardation and a plate in his head and masturbated from what both his parents did to him. How is that any less wrong than him being molested. Shit, if he was sexually abused he has the chance to recover and move on. This abuse left him mentally handicapped in a physical way for life.
You know that I or Lanny do not agree in anyway with sexual abuse on a child, so what does it matter? You've got the potential to be a good contributor to this site but you do the same things as Bill Krozby just a little different. I don't think you're as retarded as he is but come on… Tell us about Canadian census shit rather than run around the same old tree again and again.
hydro would know a thing or two about being a piece of fat shit, she's pulled a gun on a couple of gay guys while shot out of her mind on heroin. (fact)
jeez i just checked this thread for the first time since i've post3d originally and I didn't know I was such a topic of discussion.and backlash because lot of peeps sippin dat hateraid!
sorry for being such an edgy edgelord because im not a faggot pedophile that pulls guns on people because i dont live in a trailer parker and have sex with §m£ÂgØL, derpadew! -
2016-08-27 at 6:42 AM UTC
Funny how some people's pedo/hebe/ephebophilia is cause for great moral outrage from you, but when your butt buddy daguru comes out as a pedo your self righteous condemnation of sexual deviance is nowhere to be found.
Posting in a faggot thread!
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2016-08-27 at 6:46 AM UTC
Users like psychomanthis and Lanny (both having been moderators, btw) have been advertising for years that nothing needs to be on topic. According to them, any mindless shithead can come into any on-topic, good, thread and post whatever, whenever, however they want to. They can even post dumb little kiddie pics which have nothing to do with the topic, contentless babble, and other mindless kidiot drivel. I kid you not. Lanny and psychomanthis both supported this, even going so far as to put infractions and bans on people who were actually posting valid content, while at the same time allowing the off-topic kidiots to post whatever they want. And now you want to change things, at this late date. Really? Why now? Why not then? Are we to suppose that what was good for the goose then is suddenly something to be frowned upon when the gander does it now? I think not.
basically this.. whats funny is with much as people shit on my, I actually have something to say on here other than, being a pedophile or shitting on other poopers threads.
faggots like sophie will come on tinybltc and be like eeeerr deerup sorry guys im to much of a pussy bitch I can't afford a cam to cam up, because im a little whhimpers!
then back pedal and say they have to good of a job to get on. some of you guys are huuuuuuge pusssaaaaays!
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2016-08-27 at 7:01 AM UTC
Sooo… let me get this straight. You also support psychomanthis fucking toddlers?
she's a heroin addict that lets lesbos in a trailer park take care of her dogs.... -
2016-08-27 at 9:48 AM UTCQuadruple ragepost, you've out done yourself fuccboi.
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2016-08-27 at 3:49 PM UTCMain Child Molester Group:
1. Sophie
2. Donald Trump
Child Molester Support Group:
1. Lanny
2. hydromorphone
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2016-08-27 at 4:36 PM UTCIt's like you're not even trying any more speckles.
hydro would know a thing or two about being a piece of fat shit, she's pulled a gun on a couple of gay guys while shot out of her mind on heroin. (fact)
At most some mentally ill kid from illinois was traumatized by that incident, vis a vis you abandoning your daughter so you can spend more time and money on alcohol, drugs, and flagrant acts of totally unprovoked aggression -
2016-08-27 at 4:56 PM UTCThat may be true, but you have still not answered for dropping over 30,000 infraction points on my Zoklet account, effectively banning it 3,000 times. And even after Vizier went ahead and unbanned it, too. I could have easily retaliated, you know. But that's not the point. The point is, you couldn't take it, and you have not answered to that yet. So don't lecture me on how "good" I am. Look at yourself, kid. Look at yourself.
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2016-08-27 at 6:04 PM UTCderpadew!
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2016-08-27 at 6:13 PM UTC
It's like you're not even trying any more speckles.
At most some mentally ill kid from illinois was traumatized by that incident, vis a vis you abandoning your daughter so you can spend more time and money on alcohol, drugs, and flagrant acts of totally unprovoked aggression
It was the best thing for my daughter to leave. For the longest time I didn't even know where she lived because her mother wouldn't tell me... because she was moving around and shacking up with various rednecks.. Hell I didn't even have my daughters moms phone number, and she wouldn't respond to emails. And she was in her legal right to do all of that stuff.
It wasn't healthy for anyone.. at least I paid some child support and her medical bills for quite a while, with barely ever being allowed to see her.
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2016-08-27 at 7:56 PM UTC
It was the best thing for my daughter to leave. For the longest time I didn't even know where she lived because her mother wouldn't tell me… because she was moving around and shacking up with various rednecks.. Hell I didn't even have my daughters moms phone number, and she wouldn't respond to emails. And she was in her legal right to do all of that stuff.
So you greatly improved her life by... cutting off what little support you provided her with in the first place. Yeah, really manned up on that bro.and at least I don't fuck kids.
No, you just create them from aether and set them up for an unceasing lifetime of poverty and suffering. No one in this thread fucks kids as far as I know, but you're the only one here who has a proper claim to being more morally deficient than child rapists. Good job Bill Krozby, good job. -
2016-08-27 at 8:03 PM UTC
So you greatly improved her life by… cutting off what little support you provided her with in the first place. Yeah, really manned up on that bro.
No, you just create them from aether and set them up for an unceasing lifetime of poverty and suffering. No one in this thread fucks kids as far as I know, but you're the only one here who has a proper claim to being more morally deficient than child rapists. Good job Bill Krozby, good job.
so you're saying i should pay a mother a few bucks a month that i don't get to see? sorry Im not a cuck like you, and she lied about being on birth control. Her and her parents and her "fiance" all said they don't want me around or need my money. And my daughter lives over an hour away. Just doesn't seem right to me, but considering you're a cuck thats never going to have a child or even fuck a woman, you should probably shut your ass trap.
when I went to see my child at the hospital, she said I'm just a sperm doner, and her step-dad, who has six kids got pissed that I'm not paying child support with out their ever being a dna test and wanted to kick my ass... yeah... that sounds like a really good situation to be in...
lanny you are intelligent to some extent, but you're also a huge functional retard to other extents... i bet you still live at home, and have never really worked a day in your life. -
2016-08-27 at 9:31 PM UTC
so you're saying i should pay a mother a few bucks a month that i don't get to see?
Yes, when you are responsible for a human being existing I do think the least you can do is throw a few bucks a month at the person who's bearing the full burden of caring for and maintaining that person. Call me crazy.
Your child does not exist for your sake, you have a debt to her for inflicting this existence upon her. It may be unfair to you that you don't get to see your daughter, I'm fully willing to concede that, but "the chick I knocked up isn't being nice to me" is not an excuse to abdicate your duty as a parent. The human being you created doesn't give a fuck if her mom doesn't like you, she's still going to suffer or proser according to your willingness to participate positively in her life. And if that means throwing money at her without getting to see her that's still better, by miles, than what you're doing for her now. Let's be honest Bill Krozby, an alcoholic shit who can't hold down a job interacting with some kid every other weekend isn't going to be an amazing asset to a child. But not living in poverty, things like being able to afford the basic creature comforts of her peers, and even if child support and a steady income (which your "baby mammer" seems so much better able to provide than you) isn't able to measure up to that, whatever poor ass supplement that the state mandated you provide in your child's upbringing, that's still better than the absolute non-participation, passing the buck, and just generally being an irresponsible fuckwad, that you've managed to do so far.sorry Im not a cuck like you, and she lied about being on birth control.
I know you're a dumb fuck and totally incapable of basic cognitive functions like empathy but try to strain your tiny little mind for a moment and think about this situation from your daughter's perspective. Her mother, allegedly, lied about being on birth control. Because of this decision, one which was made before she could even be said to have existed, she's now condemned to being raised by one parent, working at or trivially above minimum wage, and all the shitty subpar and inhuman indignities that come with that, because what? Because you didn't get your ego stroked by having some token involvement in her life? You're shit Bill Krozby, you're going to die having done nothing good in this world, but at very least you could have tried to make the human life you created somewhat better. You're impotent in a lot of ways, you were born to poor dumb parents and you grew up as a delinquent, shit happened to you and in many ways you couldn't have helped turning out as a dumb piece of shit but even with all that at least this one tiny corner of the world you could have owned up to, you could have paid child support to make at least one of your fuckups a little better, but even here when you have as much freedom to be a good human being as you possibly could, you opted to be the shittiest excuse for a person, the most degenerate scum, you could possibly be. You have no redeeming qualities Bill Krozby, you don't make the best of a shitty situation, you were born into shit and all you do is make it worse and worse and perpetuate a horrifying cycle.
I want you to think about this Bill Krozby: one day your daughter is going to "lie about being on birth control" (according to some alcoholic drug addicted degenerate who works at a pizza place sometimes but is more often unemployed than not) and she's going to pop out some kid and the dad may stick around or he may not. But that kid is going to have the same existence you've had, shitty, poor, fucked and plagued by terrible decisions. I want you to think about all the bad things that happened to you in your life, the time you got bum-raped by some kid in the bathroom, the myriad times you took drugs and realized the depth of the emptiness of your existence, those times when you got fucked up and ended up in the hospital and the background terrible that permeates your existence and realize that you've inflicted that same experience, that same incomparable suffering on not one but a whole chain of human beings and that if there's any justice in the world you'll pay for each and every horrible decrepit human life you're not only responsible for creating but also destroying.And my daughter lives over an hour away. Just doesn't seem right to me
Oh yeah man, your daughter totally isn't worth two hours of your shitty life. I mean fuck her right? It'd take you one whole hour to get there, what's even the point in having a daughter if she can't gratify your ego in under an hour of drive time. I mean it's basically like she doesn't exist right?lanny you are intelligent to some extent, but you're also a huge functional retard to other extents… i bet you still live at home, and have never really worked a day in your life.
You're a fucking joke Bill Krozby. I don't live at home and I assure you the time I've spent writing this post about how much of a shit person you are has a higher market value than your average daily income but pointing this out is irrelevant. I'm not a good person because I make vastly more money than you, because I don't leech off my parents like you do, I'm a terrible person who participates in the background villainy of our society and it enrages me that every day I live with guilt and self loathing for such violations as passively enabling an unjust system or causing undue harm to other animals when you can fucking destroy a human being for absolutely no gain and think you somehow have the moral high ground. Your inability to sense your own worthlessness, how fucking pathetic and horrible you are, is revolting on so many levels, I don't even know how to begin to explain it to someone as cognitively impaired as you are. -
2016-08-27 at 10:08 PM UTC
Yes, when you are responsible for a human being existing I do think the least you can do is throw a few bucks a month at the person who's bearing the full burden of caring for and maintaining that person. Call me crazy.
Your child does not exist for your sake, you have a debt to her for inflicting this existence upon her. It may be unfair to you that you don't get to see your daughter, I'm fully willing to concede that, but "the chick I knocked up isn't being nice to me" is not an excuse to abdicate your duty as a parent. The human being you created doesn't give a fuck if her mom doesn't like you, she's still going to suffer or proser according to your willingness to participate positively in her life. And if that means throwing money at her without getting to see her that's still better, by miles, than what you're doing for her now. Let's be honest Bill Krozby, an alcoholic shit who can't hold down a job interacting with some kid every other weekend isn't going to be an amazing asset to a child. But not living in poverty, things like being able to afford the basic creature comforts of her peers, and even if child support and a steady income (which your "baby mammer" seems so much better able to provide than you) isn't able to measure up to that, whatever poor ass supplement that the state mandated you provide in your child's upbringing, that's still better than the absolute non-participation, passing the buck, and just generally being an irresponsible fuckwad, that you've managed to do so far.
I know you're a dumb fuck and totally incapable of basic cognitive functions like empathy but try to strain your tiny little mind for a moment and think about this situation from your daughter's perspective. Her mother, allegedly, lied about being on birth control. Because of this decision, one which was made before she could even be said to have existed, she's now condemned to being raised by one parent, working at or trivially above minimum wage, and all the shitty subpar and inhuman indignities that come with that, because what? Because you didn't get your ego stroked by having some token involvement in her life? You're shit Bill Krozby, you're going to die having done nothing good in this world, but at very least you could have tried to make the human life you created somewhat better. You're impotent in a lot of ways, you were born to poor dumb parents and you grew up as a delinquent, shit happened to you and in many ways you couldn't have helped turning out as a dumb piece of shit but even with all that at least this one tiny corner of the world you could have owned up to, you could have paid child support to make at least one of your fuckups a little better, but even here when you have as much freedom to be a good human being as you possibly could, you opted to be the shittiest excuse for a person, the most degenerate scum, you could possibly be. You have no redeeming qualities Bill Krozby, you don't make the best of a shitty situation, you were born into shit and all you do is make it worse and worse and perpetuate a horrifying cycle.
I want you to think about this Bill Krozby: one day your daughter is going to "lie about being on birth control" (according to some alcoholic drug addicted degenerate who works at a pizza place sometimes but is more often unemployed than not) and she's going to pop out some kid and the dad may stick around or he may not. But that kid is going to have the same existence you've had, shitty, poor, fucked and plagued by terrible decisions. I want you to think about all the bad things that happened to you in your life, the time you got bum-raped by some kid in the bathroom, the myriad times you took drugs and realized the depth of the emptiness of your existence, those times when you got fucked up and ended up in the hospital and the background terrible that permeates your existence and realize that you've inflicted that same experience, that same incomparable suffering on not one but a whole chain of human beings and that if there's any justice in the world you'll pay for each and every horrible decrepit human life you're not only responsible for creating but also destroying.
Oh yeah man, your daughter totally isn't worth two hours of your shitty life. I mean fuck her right? It'd take you one whole hour to get there, what's even the point in having a daughter if she can't gratify your ego in under an hour of drive time. I mean it's basically like she doesn't exist right?
You're a fucking joke Bill Krozby. I don't live at home and I assure you the time I've spent writing this post about how much of a shit person you are has a higher market value than your average daily income but pointing this out is irrelevant. I'm not a good person because I make vastly more money than you, because I don't leech off my parents like you do, I'm a terrible person who participates in the background villainy of our society and it enrages me that every day I live with guilt and self loathing for such violations as passively enabling an unjust system or causing undue harm to other animals when you can fucking destroy a human being for absolutely no gain and think you somehow have the moral high ground. Your inability to sense your own worthlessness, how fucking pathetic and horrible you are, is revolting on so many levels, I don't even know how to begin to explain it to someone as cognitively impaired as you are.
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2016-08-27 at 11:12 PM UTCPostin in an epic thread
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2016-08-28 at 4:42 PM UTC
Yes, when you are responsible for a human being existing I do think the least you can do is throw a few bucks a month at the person who's bearing the full burden of caring for and maintaining that person. Call me crazy.
I'm out of Thanks but I'll bump this while lighting a candle for Bill Krozby's daughter. You just killed her dad, bruh.
Your child does not exist for your sake, you have a debt to her for inflicting this existence upon her. It may be unfair to you that you don't get to see your daughter, I'm fully willing to concede that, but "the chick I knocked up isn't being nice to me" is not an excuse to abdicate your duty as a parent. The human being you created doesn't give a fuck if her mom doesn't like you, she's still going to suffer or proser according to your willingness to participate positively in her life. And if that means throwing money at her without getting to see her that's still better, by miles, than what you're doing for her now. Let's be honest Bill Krozby, an alcoholic shit who can't hold down a job interacting with some kid every other weekend isn't going to be an amazing asset to a child. But not living in poverty, things like being able to afford the basic creature comforts of her peers, and even if child support and a steady income (which your "baby mammer" seems so much better able to provide than you) isn't able to measure up to that, whatever poor ass supplement that the state mandated you provide in your child's upbringing, that's still better than the absolute non-participation, passing the buck, and just generally being an irresponsible fuckwad, that you've managed to do so far.
I know you're a dumb fuck and totally incapable of basic cognitive functions like empathy but try to strain your tiny little mind for a moment and think about this situation from your daughter's perspective. Her mother, allegedly, lied about being on birth control. Because of this decision, one which was made before she could even be said to have existed, she's now condemned to being raised by one parent, working at or trivially above minimum wage, and all the shitty subpar and inhuman indignities that come with that, because what? Because you didn't get your ego stroked by having some token involvement in her life? You're shit Bill Krozby, you're going to die having done nothing good in this world, but at very least you could have tried to make the human life you created somewhat better. You're impotent in a lot of ways, you were born to poor dumb parents and you grew up as a delinquent, shit happened to you and in many ways you couldn't have helped turning out as a dumb piece of shit but even with all that at least this one tiny corner of the world you could have owned up to, you could have paid child support to make at least one of your fuckups a little better, but even here when you have as much freedom to be a good human being as you possibly could, you opted to be the shittiest excuse for a person, the most degenerate scum, you could possibly be. You have no redeeming qualities Bill Krozby, you don't make the best of a shitty situation, you were born into shit and all you do is make it worse and worse and perpetuate a horrifying cycle.
I want you to think about this Bill Krozby: one day your daughter is going to "lie about being on birth control" (according to some alcoholic drug addicted degenerate who works at a pizza place sometimes but is more often unemployed than not) and she's going to pop out some kid and the dad may stick around or he may not. But that kid is going to have the same existence you've had, shitty, poor, fucked and plagued by terrible decisions. I want you to think about all the bad things that happened to you in your life, the time you got bum-raped by some kid in the bathroom, the myriad times you took drugs and realized the depth of the emptiness of your existence, those times when you got fucked up and ended up in the hospital and the background terrible that permeates your existence and realize that you've inflicted that same experience, that same incomparable suffering on not one but a whole chain of human beings and that if there's any justice in the world you'll pay for each and every horrible decrepit human life you're not only responsible for creating but also destroying.
Oh yeah man, your daughter totally isn't worth two hours of your shitty life. I mean fuck her right? It'd take you one whole hour to get there, what's even the point in having a daughter if she can't gratify your ego in under an hour of drive time. I mean it's basically like she doesn't exist right?
You're a fucking joke Bill Krozby. I don't live at home and I assure you the time I've spent writing this post about how much of a shit person you are has a higher market value than your average daily income but pointing this out is irrelevant. I'm not a good person because I make vastly more money than you, because I don't leech off my parents like you do, I'm a terrible person who participates in the background villainy of our society and it enrages me that every day I live with guilt and self loathing for such violations as passively enabling an unjust system or causing undue harm to other animals when you can fucking destroy a human being for absolutely no gain and think you somehow have the moral high ground. Your inability to sense your own worthlessness, how fucking pathetic and horrible you are, is revolting on so many levels, I don't even know how to begin to explain it to someone as cognitively impaired as you are.
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2016-08-28 at 8:57 PM UTCFirstly, Spec, I don't support anyone fucking children, so don't lump me like that and I'm going to go out on a limb here and assume that Lanny doesn't either. Show me some more respect than that because I have tried to show you the same. My point, which you took out of context, was that you nor I can do nothing about any person on her fucking a child, as much as we would like to. It does no good running around in circles over it when there are much more entertaining and enlightening topics to discuss than that, especially when its in a thread that has jack shit to do with Sophie, pedophila, or children for that matter.
As far as the gun incident involving §m£ÂgØL and my ex, no, that is not how it went down.
§m£ÂgØL knew before he ever came down, before my father died, that there were several altercations with my ex all revolving around trying to get that faggot to leave. He used my family against me, suggested I leave my family and ill father and be homeless while 5-6month pregnant, while working a job to support his ass, while he did jackshit. I realize between being pregnant, hormonally crazy at the time, and my father whom I was very close to dying recently, I just wanted out of this situation with him.
I was trapped in a relationship that involved him fucking me in my sleep and blaming me for what happened- that I had a sleep disorder, which I did finally catch him. I had no sleep disorder. I was used by this man for a decade for sex, money, and housing. He finally left willingly when all that fell apart and for us to survive he would have actually had to get a job and work. During the shit with §m£ÂgØL coming back, I had even told §m£ÂgØL before that shit was bad and had been bad for a long time. I talked to him about ever altercation, about every time he destroyed shit, put on some fucking show days before my father died telling me while in a panic attack and 5 month pregnant that he had taken pills to kill himself and that there was nothing I could do- police were called yet did jackshit to even establish I was okay as I sat in the garage hyperventilating after I tried to get someone to call 911 and since my family refused (I had no phone of my own at the time) the neighbor up the road heard my plea and did. Then it was him hushing me up so he wouldn't be sent to a sleep psychward and that he lied and didn't take anything at all. This was a regular form of manipulation and abuse in one form or another from him and to have him out of my life then would have ment I had to cut ties with my own family and live on the streets- I give him credit, he was very good at manipulating people and using any situation to his advantage and he had my family wrapped around his finger.
He left when they either left or died and he knew I would no longer support his ass anymore, especially with a baby in the picture. The gun got pulled one night on my ex when §m£ÂgØL was there and we had for in a bad fight over me wanting him to leave the house he didn't eben contribute to.
§m£ÂgØL was there and I told him to not get in the way. He left and returned several hours later early in the morning when §m£ÂgØL and I were out talking in the garage. I had told him then, the day before and the day before that, that he needed to leave and I was sorry I had him come down to this clusterfuck. He said he wanted to help us- and I believe him, he tried, but you can't fix situations like this. I kept telling him he HAD TO LEAVE for his sake. He came back the next day with a rug. I, in my fucked up mentality just couldn't understand why the fuck he was mlnot making plans to get out of this hellhole, like I would have, had I been in his shoes. I snapped.
I took the gun and told BOTH of them to get the fuck out. The only person again with a gun pointed at them was my ex husband. §m£ÂgØL was in his room and I didn't enter or invade his privacy ever while he stayed in my home. I was sick as fuck of it all. I was sick of supporting a lazy faggot and believe it or not I just wanted §m£ÂgØL to leave before anything worse happened. I thought if I went to this extreme he would get the message and go. I cared and still care a lot about §m£ÂgØL, and was prepared to sacrifice a friendship to get him out of this clusterfuck he was oblivious to.
Fuck, days before, I did try to just leave. I was prompted over something small at the time, but all the shit before that moment was what made me just decide I needed out even if it ment leaving my grandmother, home, and everything I owned. I had been looking up homeless shelters in my area for a while just trying to formulate a plan to get away. I got scared a lot. I didn't want to leave the last piece of family I had, along with everything I owned, and the house I lived in with all the dreams and hopes I'd had to make something out of it.
This incident involved §m£ÂgØL and my husband following me for 2 hours. At first, he got out and followed me, grabbing me by the arm and trying to stop and talk to me after I said I did not want to talk to him. I wanted to be left alone. My back is fucked up and I was 6 months pregnant at the time experiencing a lot of pain from my previous injuries, condition at the time, and all the stress from my ex. I don't like to be touched when I am upset and after being thrown in cars before when I've tried to leave the same situation, I got scared and thought he was going to talk me into going back to that hellhole (which I'm pretty sure that was the case even now despite what he said later).
So, after I told him I would make a scene if he didn't get away from me was the only thing that stopped him from phyically clinging on to me and stopping me. Instead they both proceeded to follow me for two hours. I finally gave up because this 40 mile walk was going to take me through some pretty desolate areas. Not to mention how the fuck was I to even attempt to hitchhike if they kept pullup like they where going to give me a ride as would be seen by other drivers.
The only reason I did not attempt to flag down someone or go to a store to call the police was because I didn't want §m£ÂgØL to get in trouble or deal with that mess. I know his intentions were ment to be good but he failed to see the entire clusterfuck of manipulation I was stuck in. I wanted him to leave for 2 reasons: first and foremost I didn't want him to be hurt or fucked over when shit got even worse. Second, he inadvertantly got in my way and involved with shit he didn't know the full details of. He helped keep this fucked relationship going until he found out about the rape. After that, he saw why I had been trying to escape so long and why I had gone to such a fucked level. §m£ÂgØL though is a person who always holds onto hurt so that obstacle was part of why shit could never be better. I didn't come in waving a gun at an innocent fuckheads minding their own business. The first time I got the gun after a physical altercation with my ex laughing at me refusing to leave saying he would stay just to make my life hell (which was the truth). He changed his tune when a .357 magnum entered the picture and he left (briefly). I never pointed the gun at §m£ÂgØL. He was in the room the whole time and after I realized how fucked I was I tried to talk to him even trying to give him the gun. I just wanted him to see that shit was and getting worse and he needed to go home- I was wrong for what I did, but he wouldn't listen to me.
He came out later and told me when I was in tears that I was crazy and that I should give the baby up for adoption to which I agreed. Later that changed. I never begged §m£ÂgØL to stay. The only thing I said was I didn't want him to leave on such bad terms. I loved §m£ÂgØL then, as I love him now.
My husband and I continued to buttheads and that's why he left even though it didnt get so bad or physical after that, while he was there.The stress was too much being around people who hated each other and I don't blame him for that. That is the truth of what happened. I feel a lot of guilt over it, but it wasn't as simple as me walking in on two faggots minding their own business, and §m£ÂgØL suggesting the scenerio was like he had the barrel pressed into his skull is completely miles off from what really happened. -
2016-08-28 at 11:06 PM UTCI'll assume you forgot the part where he played his ukulele to a goose but it's crucial to the plot so just a reminder everyone. §m£ÂgØL played his ukulele to a goose and it was the happiest moment of his life /quote.
