2016-07-23 at 3:16 PM UTC
I'm always the first to message my friends. Well not anymore, mates.
For the next entire WEEK (7 days), I'm not gonna message anyone.
They're gonna message me first.
We'll see who my TRUE friends are.
2016-07-23 at 3:49 PM UTC
I tried that once and it became months later.
2016-07-23 at 4:55 PM UTC
The people I know, I know why we are 'friends' and communicate. I really don't have many legit friends anyway... Well, I guess you gotta call a person your nigga if they lie under penalty of perjury on the stand, so there is that, fuck it if I always text her first.
2016-07-24 at 4:26 AM UTC
So far, the score is at 1. It was a girl too. She sent me a meme...
2016-07-24 at 6:02 AM UTC
Day 1 is coming to an end... no messages except for that one meme.
That's cool. Whatever. 6 to go. I bet they'll all be clamoring at me, wanting to know what I'm up to. They'll be missing their tri-daily updates in no time.
2016-07-24 at 6:07 AM UTC
lol @ 6 days. I got plenty of fuckin' time to realize I'm not a complete fucking unlikeable loser. Dunno why I'm freaking out right now.
2016-07-24 at 6:13 AM UTC
I used to friends with a certain someone, but lets just say I don't want her calling me. I don't talk to lying bitches who won't even let me see my son.
2016-07-24 at 6:22 AM UTC
In my experience, girls aren't happy unless they break you down and force you on your knees so they can control you and they will use children as a weapon to do this.
2016-07-24 at 9:08 AM UTC
God, I have so many funny anecdotes I wanna send to everyone. This is why I should've been like, a stand up comedian or something. If I wanted to talk humorously about my life I could go on stage. Not only would I be getting paid for it, but EVERYONE'S attention would be on me. At once. The star. The fucking star, man. The center of the room. The center of attention.
But no, instead I'm imposing myself on everyone. They don't wanna hear this shit.
FUCKING MESSAGE ME YOU FUCKS. I WANT ATTENTION.
Ah well. At least I have my niggas.inspace chums. Actor? Malice? Scronaldo? Real §m£ÂgØL? I'm gonna ask out a girl tomorrow. Yeah, I'll totally like, blow it or something though. Hahaha, that's me in a nutshell... always blowing it with women, instead of them blowing me. Fuck I'm a character.
2016-07-24 at 9:12 AM UTC
I just wanted to message my friend about how nobody's messaging me. You know, make him an "exception". Just one little message.
But no! It's all or nothing. Will not message a soul unless they message me first. That's the deal.
2016-07-24 at 9:21 AM UTC
A girl at work spanked me on the ass the other day. But I bet if I randomly went up and spanked her on the ass, I'd be fired for sexual harassment or some shit.
...or WOULD I?
...hm, yeah, yeah, I would.
2016-07-24 at 1:26 PM UTC
I can't understand how you can still give a shit. I hate my friends. I wish I would've never met 90% of them.
I think we are pretty similiar personality wise. You are very funny and people like that but beyond being entertained they don't care about you.
One of them is probably going to message you asking what's up because they need their dopamine from your jokes and you'll already be pissed off at that point and either not respond (best decision), lie and make some shit up or breakdown and tell them how you really feel. Once you turn from entertainment into work the messages will become less and less and one day you'll even see that one of those assholes blocked you or took you of their friends list or whatever and it will hurt you.
Stop caring now. It's not worth it.
2016-07-24 at 1:40 PM UTC
Yea, maybe they just have things going on and are glad that you don't send them shit about that girl every 10 minutes.
What have your friends done for you? What makes you believe it was selfless? Altruism doesn't exist in my opinion.
2016-07-24 at 2:03 PM UTC
Y'know, I've done things for other people that made me feel bad (no crime or anything like that) that still piss me off. I've spent years trying to help people who just don't respond to anything you give them and I'm still there for them no matter what even though it makes me mad. I verbal about that, though. I tell them that they piss me off with their shit and then I keep helping them.
Is that altruism? Or is it stupidity?
What are your altruism experiences?
2016-07-24 at 2:32 PM UTC
I would rather not talk specifically about my altruism experiences as they're personal to me.
I don't know what it is that you've described; it seems foreign to me. The true altruism that I've taken part in has been anonymous, and done strictly to make someone else feel better. I didn't want thanks, I didn't even want to feel better about myself (and I didn't). I just purely wanted the other person to have a better life.
