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  1. jedi_darryl African Astronaut
    I guess I'm not the only one with a long horse face.
  2. itybit Houston [daze my amino pe-tsai]
    Lanny, please ban Cup and her word threads!!
  3. jedi_darryl African Astronaut
    itybit, what does the dialogue say on your profile picture?
  4. cupocheer Space Nigga (banned) [unwillingly condescend the dp]
    Originally posted by itybit Lanny, please ban Cup and her word threads!!

    Ity -- don't start your bull shit on this site. Ill stomp your dik down your throats this time.
  5. itybit Houston [daze my amino pe-tsai]
  6. totse3.com African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Red_Woman The only thing I hate about "Comfortably Numb" is that it ends.

    It was kind of weird listening to the music in a film. I love rock operas but that one was dark. Tommy was too weird as well.

    I was listening to part of it and realized how amazing it is.

    anyways here is one odd thing I noticed.. look at the top of this photo. this thread was clearly a partial scrub. I dont know if the word redacted applies but much of this thread is missing.


    pinkfloydfan

    SpectraL did you know The Man Express by chance? he's from Canada.. you live in Canada. Backstory?


  7. totse3.com African Astronaut
    If Toilet Duk states (And this is what he told me .. not verbatum but he gave a basic reason) of why he made a Mario cartoon blowing up the World Trade Center (which he made this around the late 1990s or 2000 but sometime before 2001.

    He stated that the 1993 film of Mario Brothers blew up the building. But the building was more singed than blew up. and why say Alla Akbar? and why both (since also in 1993 there was bombing)

    and why do the buildings not tip over (one on the other as was attempted in 1993) and why do they fall straight down (though I admit the buildings collapsed instead of imploded.. this looks more like WTC7)

    what did this teen kid know? and is it by chance he's here, watching us or one of you guys using an alt.


    here I found his alt

    I found it because I searched him on a blog site in which he changed his name out to this. On Sept 01 2001 he attemps to post this mario brother again but on somethingaweful (which you can see in the corner with the name toiletduk)

    that thread got closed .. showing last post on September 2 2001. My guess.. this thread was also redacted



    Misanthropic...











    "It was a long time ago, "Bruh.. let it go"


  8. totse3.com African Astronaut


  9. totse3.com African Astronaut
    Dr Robb n Jeff Hunter


  10. Red_Woman African Astronaut
    Which film was that?

    Originally posted by totse3.com It was kind of weird listening to the music in a film. I love rock operas but that one was dark. Tommy was too weird as well.

    I was listening to part of it and realized how amazing it is.

    Which film was that?
  11. totse3.com African Astronaut
  12. totse3.com African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Red_Woman Which film was that?



    Which film was that?

    Pink Floyd the Wall I think.
  13. totse3.com African Astronaut
    Random

    front wheel drive fuck up

  14. itybit Houston [daze my amino pe-tsai]
    Originally posted by jedi_darryl itybit, what does the dialogue say on your profile picture?

    Hug me or I shall destroy you lol
  15. Red_Woman African Astronaut
    Originally posted by totse3.com Pink Floyd the Wall I think.

    Ah yeah, sure. The song is part of that album.
  16. totse3.com African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Red_Woman Ah yeah, sure. The song is part of that album.

    I believe it was a film made from the album or vice versa.

    You can probably watch it for free in segments on youtube or rent it or perhaps it's on netflix for free
  17. cupocheer Space Nigga (banned) [unwillingly condescend the dp]
    2015-06-29 at 5:33 AM CDT Report #1
    The Boobyverse X = X 1 = 0
    Tuskegee Airman
    I have it pretty strong. It's not unbearable static like some people get it, but I can see patterns appearing in my vision, especially with my eyes closed, almost all of the time, and I can consciously manipulate my hallucinations so that I feel like I'm tripping even when I''m sober i.e. the psuedohallucinations are interactive and controlled. I'll give an example of the visual phenomena I am experiencing at the moment. Looking around, everything is in a very, very mild multicolored static which is only noticeable when you purposely try to look at it. When I look into the distance I can make the fuzz take on somewhat geometric forms. I can auto-kick the derealization of bundy into gear, and I can move things in my field of vision slightly by staring at them. With closed eyes, I'm getting a vague image of an ovary or a penis in blue static in front of the black behind the eyelids. Do meditative techniques increase visual hallucinations? In fact, I'm really curious in general neurotransmitter manipulation by conscious though. Like, would it be possible to achieve significantly altered states of consciousness with only endogenous neurochemicals? If there's a free acid trip burrowed in my brain somewhere hell yeah I'd take it. I wonder if HPPD is a form of receptor rebound.. Like, the 5ht2c receptors get antagonized leading to a particular secondary messenger pathway when psychedelics are ingested, and then this antagonism distorts perception and feedback inhibition in optic nerves, leading to an exaggeration of certain elements, an inconsistent recurrence of specific optic networks resulting in visual pattern hallucinations. NMDA antagonists instead of working on feedback inhibition, which is the reduction of neural activity after a specific metric of signals have been sent...work by inducing sensory shutdown, with NMDA receptors turning off less essential neural networks and leaving a more basic brain which in turn has to use its energy to "fill in the blanks" induced by the shut down neural circuits, so the more essential neural circuits induce hallucinations so that your brain isn't processing absolutely nothing. Anticholinergics I'm not so sure about, I know choline converts to acetylcholine and this is an important neurotransmitter for muscle contractions as well as learning...so I guess a lack of choline causes a sensory shutdown which isn't a true deactivation of neural networks, but all the neural networks you typically have become weak and aperceptive, just like your muscles become weak. Then coupled with the dysphoria, when your brain tries to fill in the blanks, you get spiders. Not sure about cannabinoid 1 receptors either but I think the psychedelic qualities might have to do with the induction of neurogenesis. The only other receptors I can think of which may be implicated in hallucinations and schizophrenia is the kappa opiod receptors. I've never gotten high on salvia before so I can't really make any assumptions on what it's general properties or mechanism of action for hallucinations is. Guided meditation alongside foods that increase specific neurotransmitter levels or act as weak versions of these drugs (especially certain herbal teas) might have some promise for those dedicated to a spiritual experience. I consider the little temple I see in the back of my eyelids when I close my eyes to be the home of my consciousness, looked at from an alternate entity's perspective. I call it the Temple Of The Sickness, because Candiria (which is a shitty hardcore band) made an album called that and the album cover is quite similar to the hallucination. I also masturbate without any porn half the time because I just visualize the sex.
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    I'm thinking one can find all kinds of interesting facts if they look around and read. lol
  18. Red_Woman African Astronaut
    Originally posted by totse3.com I believe it was a film made from the album or vice versa.

    You can probably watch it for free in segments on youtube or rent it or perhaps it's on netflix for free

    Yes, the film is made from the album. I've seen it, and they have have made another one "Pink Floyd at Pompei".
  19. Rock_N_Rollover African Astronaut [my obsessively old-time raunch]
  20. CandyRein African Astronaut
    After a long week, sometimes i just like to chill by a makeshift bonfire in my friends backyard , toke some Alien Rock Candy weed ...listening to Vanessa Williams “Colors of the wind”.. glance up at the stars and think.. 🖤







    Side thought::

    That poem from the book/movie “IT” just popped in my head

    “ Your hair is Winter Fire, January embers.. my heart burns there too”

    🔥♥️🔥

    *closes diary*
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