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2021-09-02 at 2:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready maybe this is why I was pushed into the back of a car on my motorcycle and then suddenly 8 months later dragged under a car by a 16 year old who's insurance was USAA which is clearly Military Vets only and not 16 year old drivers with 18 year old friends as passangers.
also I met Dr Aquino first in SF Bay area at a friends party held at a Mortuary hosting congolese dignitaries and royal people with other interesting folks. It was on Halloween 1986 and he brought his wife (Lilith?) and we thought he was dressed as Eddie Munster and his wife as the Mother of Adams Family but he laughed and said he gets that all of the time and that he always dressed that way. This is how I remembered him. and him talking about the Army. I told him I was in Army-JROTC and started ROTC prep course as a ROC class offered but got kicked out and joined another ROC course in cable lineman shit. LOL he said "In a way You took the oath already, that wasn't for games" (not real verbatim) as if I should continue Basic Training and join up. This is not a secret. lots of people showed up in this place. they were there for the Dia de los Muertos Feast being held. I didn't understand shit back then. thought it was all fun.
this is on a need to know basis with Military shit I guess. I had no clue what the fuck was up nor Join the Army. almost Joined the Navy.
I forgot you were in ROTC.
If youve read 'satellite terrorism' youll notice some people get the 'fucking with someone from a distance' treatment for not joining the military. Also, you mentioned GATE at some point. You are telepathic even if you wont admit it, and Aquino picked up on it. Several other members are also -
2021-09-02 at 12:29 PM UTC
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2021-09-03 at 3:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by DontTellEm Kinda thinking thank u Texas for banning abortion after 6 weeks, we Need this. But also sad that it doesn’t include an exception for rape & incest, all the while considering how hard& heartbreaking that is on so many victims. On a positive note & hope that the inability to stay in the dark & forget & “take care of it” might bring a huge problem to light. I don’t feel like the universe & God gives u more than u can handle, & some of the most trying times in ur life are the most poignant & telling. Sometimes living w the acceptance that u took a soul, also takes yours.
Uh Ohh.. we have an Abortion Clinic Bomber here.
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2021-09-03 at 9:46 PM UTC
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2021-09-03 at 10 PM UTC
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2021-09-03 at 10:05 PM UTCBamboo sticks all in the Jeep, it’s new weirdo every week... weirdo 🎵
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2021-09-03 at 10:11 PM UTC
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2021-09-03 at 10:27 PM UTC
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2021-09-04 at 2:15 AM UTC
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2021-09-04 at 2:50 AM UTCHaving random thoughts about people dying.
It seems if i do this while thinking of something they did to make me hate them temporarily they end up dying often times.
Its often a gruesome death.
It happens the same way each time. Its a certain mix of hatred and adrenaline, my heart rate goes up somewhat and i get a specific feeling in my stomach. I usually feel like im smiling slightly even if im not. And then theyre basically condemned to death.
Too bad i dont know how to channel it to whole groups of people.
I need to practice i guess. I think ive done this to people that honestly didnt deserve it. If i could control it better i could practice on rapists and such. People nobody would miss.
Hmmm
Edit; this seems to happen a lot easier if im stoned, but its also harder to hate anyone when im stoned. -
2021-09-04 at 5 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kuntzschutz Having random thoughts about people dying.
It seems if i do this while thinking of something they did to make me hate them temporarily they end up dying often times.
Its often a gruesome death.
It happens the same way each time. Its a certain mix of hatred and adrenaline, my heart rate goes up somewhat and i get a specific feeling in my stomach. I usually feel like im smiling slightly even if im not. And then theyre basically condemned to death.
Too bad i dont know how to channel it to whole groups of people.
I need to practice i guess. I think ive done this to people that honestly didnt deserve it. If i could control it better i could practice on rapists and such. People nobody would miss.
Hmmm
Edit; this seems to happen a lot easier if im stoned, but its also harder to hate anyone when im stoned.
I have had that as well. then you feel like shit a bit. but trust me, mine were real pricks and a threat to me and family.
but some people apparently are protected. I don't do it often but I'v had this happen maybe 7-8 times in my life. shortly afterwards of visualizing it.
I stop doing it because it's the same in God's eyes as you or me harming the person ourselves. hate is nasty. just lingers about.
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2021-09-04 at 5:02 PM UTCLOL oh wait, I'm virtue signaling again.
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2021-09-05 at 3:03 AM UTC
Originally posted by Quick Mix Ready I have had that as well. then you feel like shit a bit. but trust me, mine were real pricks and a threat to me and family.
but some people apparently are protected. I don't do it often but I'v had this happen maybe 7-8 times in my life. shortly afterwards of visualizing it.
I stop doing it because it's the same in God's eyes as you or me harming the person ourselves. hate is nasty. just lingers about.
you can always will the person to get knocked down hard and change their ways.
Sometimes i wonder if these people are better off dead. I also wonder if Aquinos Temple of Set is just readin our thoughts and emotions and killing these people as a favor to us.
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2021-09-05 at 10:52 AM UTC
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2021-09-07 at 12:34 AM UTC11:00 pm
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2021-09-07 at 4:45 AM UTC
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2021-09-07 at 4:46 AM UTCOmfg!! This feels soo good !
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2021-09-07 at 4:53 AM UTCwhat is
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2021-09-11 at 2:56 PM UTC
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2021-09-12 at 2:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by CandyRein My boyfriend said “ I’m going to eat your coochie disrespectfully”
And I was wondering how tf does one do that…
I know now what it means ..I still feel like I’m getting my coochie ate right now .. just like when you get on a roller coaster and then get off but still physically feel like you’re riding it…
Sitting here drinking coffee but feeling like Im getting my coochie ate still
I was just reminded of this ...mmm lol