What are you thinking about....

1. 2022-12-28 at 2:58 AM UTC

   #16741
   

   CandyRein Black Hole

   Originally posted by WellHung My hair looks like a 6 month old baby it's so thin

2. 2022-12-28 at 2:59 AM UTC

   #16742
   

   CandyRein Black Hole

   Originally posted by Bradley Candy stop being such a nagger. If you had asked me nice once instead of insulting me, I would've just changed it after a shared giggle.
   
   But now you wanna be mean so….

   
   
   
   

   Originally posted by CandyRein Bitch you are out of your crack head ass mind …TF …I Look like asking you nicely to unsteal some shit…you obviously took to cause me to feel uncomfortable
   
   
   You definitely are a crack head

3. 2022-12-28 at 3 AM UTC

   #16743
   

   Bradley Black Hole
   Ur so sassy missus jeffason
4. 2022-12-28 at 3:16 AM UTC

   #16744
   

   CandyRein Black Hole
   Y'all can have this incel pedo site
5. 2022-12-28 at 3:47 AM UTC

   #16745
   Kafka sweaty
   I started reading this and it’s freaking me out because I always shouted at people “Don’t touch me!” when I was a child, it didn’t really stop until I was 19 and if someone I disliked touched me that was my snapping point to hit them. I thought it was just my autism, being hypersensitive, but now that I think about it there was anger behind it as well. I know I wasn’t raped as a child but maybe it was something else. I feel like I’m blocking something related to my sister.
   
   
6. 2022-12-28 at 4:03 AM UTC

   #16746
   

   Bradley Black Hole
   I'm so happy having gone through a similar childhood to your own Kafka that I didn't become an emotionally handicapped loser who needs counselors, and behavioral therapists and chaperones and social workers and shit for the rest of my life.
   
   Like I know I'm not 100% screwed on right but man, reading all the shit you post about your mental health/mental impairment/special needs makes me really grateful.
   
   I don't think you'll ever find a specialist, pill, cosmetic surgery or treatment that will fix what you got going on.
   
   Better you than me.
7. 2022-12-28 at 4:06 AM UTC

   #16747
   Kafka sweaty
   All I remember is that my earliest memory was of being in a cot, she had taken my dummy and was teasing me with it while I cried. When I was five she silently came into my room and started strangling me, I didn’t know what was happening. She’d kick me under the table at dinner time, got the kids in the estate to make fun of my name. She’d threaten that she was going to beat me up when I turned 18. Once she pretended to punch me in the forehead to scare me but accidentally ended up doing it, then she was really scared of my dad. I’m sure she would have physically hurt me if my dad hadn’t been there. But I’m most concerned about my earliest memory, if she was able to get away with abusing me that young what else did she do?
8. 2022-12-28 at 4:08 AM UTC

   #16748
   Kafka sweaty
   Ig I’m worried she’s more sadistic than I imagined. I remember her telling me it was my fault our parents divorced. She’s 6 years older than me and should have known better.
9. 2022-12-28 at 4:08 AM UTC

   #16749
   

   aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

   Originally posted by Bradley chaperones

   
   we call them wranglers lol
10. 2022-12-28 at 4:09 AM UTC

    #16750
    

    Bradley Black Hole
    Is a dummy a doll?
    
    Asking because I'm an American
11. 2022-12-28 at 4:09 AM UTC

    #16751
    

    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    baby pacifier
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    • Bradley
12. 2022-12-28 at 4:10 AM UTC

    #16752
    

    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

    Originally posted by Kafka All I remember is that my earliest memory was of being in a cot, she had taken my dummy and was teasing me with it while I cried. When I was five she silently came into my room and started strangling me, I didn’t know what was happening. She’d kick me under the table at dinner time, got the kids in the estate to make fun of my name. She’d threaten that she was going to beat me up when I turned 18. Once she pretended to punch me in the forehead to scare me but accidentally ended up doing it, then she was really scared of my dad. I’m sure she would have physically hurt me if my dad hadn’t been there. But I’m most concerned about my earliest memory, if she was able to get away with abusing me that young what else did she do?

    
    none of this is really out of the ordinary for kids growing up and testing boundaries
13. 2022-12-28 at 4:11 AM UTC

    #16753
    

    Bradley Black Hole

    Originally posted by Kafka Ig I’m worried she’s more sadistic than I imagined. I remember her telling me it was my fault our parents divorced. She’s 6 years older than me and should have known better.

    
    I'm sorry that happened to you, Irms.
14. 2022-12-28 at 4:11 AM UTC

    #16754
    

    vindicktive vinny Black Hole

    Originally posted by Kafka Laser hair removal has changed my life. Having OCD means I didn’t feel clean if I had any stubble, now I feel cleaner and like I’m glowing inside.

    
    emmm .... just like little girls
15. 2022-12-28 at 4:12 AM UTC

    #16755
    

    Bradley Black Hole
    I think childhood trauma does affect people into adulthood but by the time your 30 I think it's time to get over it.
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    • aldra
16. 2022-12-28 at 4:14 AM UTC

    #16756
    

    vindicktive vinny Black Hole

    Originally posted by aldra none of this is really out of the ordinary for kids growing up and testing boundaries

    
    what about sexual boundaries ?
17. 2022-12-28 at 4:17 AM UTC

    #16757
    

    Bradley Black Hole
    Can you imagine if I was still bitching and moaning about being beaten and slapped and molested and had bags put over my head while I had to beg in a basement of a day care?
    
    At some point whatever happened to you, yeah it fucked us up, boo hoo how much PTSD do you think an outdoor cat has? How much bad shit is inherant to life?
    
    I could do really bad shit to someone and barely get my heart to race, but let someone grab me by my hair (when I had it) and the fear I feel is enough to cause me to feel adrenaline like a knife fight and I react like you are killing me.
    
    But to cry about it? Fuck that
    
    Kafka you're alive, find good shit to be happy about, tomorrow I get 15 Ambien and 15 atavan and imma see what happens when I mix them together as prescribed.
18. 2022-12-28 at 4:18 AM UTC

    #16758
    

    Bradley Black Hole
    Even if it's just fun drugs you convinced some dumbfuck with a medical degree to give you for lulz
19. 2022-12-28 at 4:19 AM UTC

    #16759
    

    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition

    Originally posted by Bradley I think childhood trauma does affect people into adulthood but by the time your 30 I think it's time to get over it.

    
    my dad was kind of an asshole with anger management problems, probably did some damage when I was a kid
    
    wasn't until I was older I realised that he had his own problems in his life that he couldn't overcome, and that it wasn't completely his fault
    
    
    
    
    if you can't get a greater perspective and overcome or at least mitigate those problems, even if they were imposed on you, you'll just end up passing them on to someone else
20. 2022-12-28 at 4:24 AM UTC

    #16760
    

    Bradley Black Hole
    Ya I don't feel any negativity towards my mom unless she starts really insulting me when she's drinking.
    
    I told her that too
    
    It's not like she had any kids before me, she was a single mom and she was learning too. And I forgive her for her mistakes and am glad to have reached an age where I can see my mother's perspective when she had me at 35 and honestly if I had to sum up the childhood my mother gave me I'd say it was
    
    Aight.