Ur so sassy missus jeffason
2022-12-28 at 3:16 AM UTC
Y'all can have this incel pedo site
2022-12-28 at 4:03 AM UTC
I'm so happy having gone through a similar childhood to your own Kafka that I didn't become an emotionally handicapped loser who needs counselors, and behavioral therapists and chaperones and social workers and shit for the rest of my life.
Like I know I'm not 100% screwed on right but man, reading all the shit you post about your mental health/mental impairment/special needs makes me really grateful.
I don't think you'll ever find a specialist, pill, cosmetic surgery or treatment that will fix what you got going on.
Better you than me.
2022-12-28 at 4:06 AM UTC
All I remember is that my earliest memory was of being in a cot, she had taken my dummy and was teasing me with it while I cried. When I was five she silently came into my room and started strangling me, I didn’t know what was happening. She’d kick me under the table at dinner time, got the kids in the estate to make fun of my name. She’d threaten that she was going to beat me up when I turned 18. Once she pretended to punch me in the forehead to scare me but accidentally ended up doing it, then she was really scared of my dad. I’m sure she would have physically hurt me if my dad hadn’t been there. But I’m most concerned about my earliest memory, if she was able to get away with abusing me that young what else did she do?
2022-12-28 at 4:08 AM UTC
Ig I’m worried she’s more sadistic than I imagined. I remember her telling me it was my fault our parents divorced. She’s 6 years older than me and should have known better.
2022-12-28 at 4:09 AM UTC
Is a dummy a doll?
Asking because I'm an American
2022-12-28 at 4:09 AM UTC
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2022-12-28 at 4:12 AM UTC
I think childhood trauma does affect people into adulthood but by the time your 30 I think it's time to get over it.
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2022-12-28 at 4:17 AM UTC
Can you imagine if I was still bitching and moaning about being beaten and slapped and molested and had bags put over my head while I had to beg in a basement of a day care?
At some point whatever happened to you, yeah it fucked us up, boo hoo how much PTSD do you think an outdoor cat has? How much bad shit is inherant to life?
I could do really bad shit to someone and barely get my heart to race, but let someone grab me by my hair (when I had it) and the fear I feel is enough to cause me to feel adrenaline like a knife fight and I react like you are killing me.
But to cry about it? Fuck that
Kafka you're alive, find good shit to be happy about, tomorrow I get 15 Ambien and 15 atavan and imma see what happens when I mix them together as prescribed.
2022-12-28 at 4:18 AM UTC
Even if it's just fun drugs you convinced some dumbfuck with a medical degree to give you for lulz
2022-12-28 at 4:24 AM UTC
Ya I don't feel any negativity towards my mom unless she starts really insulting me when she's drinking.
I told her that too
It's not like she had any kids before me, she was a single mom and she was learning too. And I forgive her for her mistakes and am glad to have reached an age where I can see my mother's perspective when she had me at 35 and honestly if I had to sum up the childhood my mother gave me I'd say it was
Aight.
