2018-05-07 at 2:11 PM UTC
Good morning everyone.
Fonaplats here.
I did not fall asleep until after 2:30 last night.
I got in this awfully sad state of mind where I was feeling all hopeless and lost thinking about being transabled.
The overwhelming stress of being able bodied kept me up I think.
Anyways I woke up today and still feel the effects of last nights delusions.
For awhile there I was telling myself that no one likes me and that I don't matter.
I have to face the facts. I am not ever going to be happy walking around like this.
I feel like a freak!
I doubt my date will happen either.
Who would want to date a trans-person?
Seriously though I was hard core crying last night.
I went to tinychat to find a friend to comfort me but no one was there.
Then all the sudden College Professor shows up and starts to tell me its going to be all right.
Thank you College Professor. You are a good friend.
Boss_bebe thinks I am making all my problems up but I got to remember that she is from Date Hotel and does not know how long and real my struggle with this has been.
I love you Boss_bebe but please realize that NIS is my home and you can not just turn it into your twisted fucking factory of potiential suitors.
Some of us have real life problems and we come here to help each other out with those problems.
I still love you Boss_bebe but please do not make my tears flow like that again.
And now its after 10 and I have to find a ride to work today or I will be riding my bicycle.
Love you guys!
2018-05-07 at 2:58 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
like phantom limb? an axe to the leg?
2018-05-07 at 3:13 PM UTC
lol a girl made you cry what a loser!
2018-05-07 at 3:13 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I figured, I've heard the term 'phantom limb' used for both
Why?
2018-05-07 at 3:22 PM UTC
tee hee hee
Naturally Camouflaged
[slangily complete this slumberer]
If you need help cutting off any limbs let me know.
2018-05-07 at 3:45 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
I think you'd need a stroke for that
2018-05-07 at 3:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by aldra
I think you'd need a stroke for that
A stroke of good luck!
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post didn't die in a fire!
2018-05-07 at 4:21 PM UTC
I apologize for not being more empathetic Fona... but these struggles do seem kind of far fetched. Not judging at all so please don't take it that way. To your point, I havent been here to see your daily hurt and angst over these issues so this is new to me.
I was only trying to help.
As far as NIS goes- I have not tried turning it into anything. I understand this is your home and I respect that.
Idk why you even brought that into this.
Again, sorry for upsetting you and I hope you have a much better day today😊
2018-05-07 at 4:41 PM UTC
Time to jump in the shower.
Gosh I hope I do not embarrass myself at work again today.
On Friday I told a couple of my co-workers about how I like to pay lesbians for sex because I like how they cry during it.
