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2018-04-17 at 9:58 PM UTCyour such a fag i have over 100 coffee enhancements and you have none you are trash and i rock
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2018-04-17 at 9:59 PM UTCi can share my cigs but not my coffee. get your own mom, fucking bitch!!!!
*punches mom in face*
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2018-04-17 at 10:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Fucking MoneyGram locked my account and stated I had to do it in person when I tried to transfer money online. What exactly is so suspicious about a Hispanic individual in his late 20s transferring money from California to an account associated with a Bulgarian online pharmacy?
Well, it's done. I feel proud of myself, actually taking the steps to ensure a peaceful death. It's one of the most extreme acts a human being can commit.
The Stater Bros, which is about a 12 minute walk from college, has shopping carts filled with "Manager's Special" discount alcohol. I got a handle of Jose Cuervo margarita for $8 and a 24oz can of pineapple Steel Reserve for $1. The former is oishii, the latter I had never tried before this. I would have expected SR to be pretty bad, but it's not bad, especially for the price. It just tastes like mildly alcoholic soda, and 8% is nothing to scoff at for a full 24oz. You can catch a pretty good buzz off of it.
Discount liquor is a dream for the burgeoning suicidal-alcoholic college student. I wonder if Lanny ever had a place like this when he actually had to be concerned about monetary matters as us peasants have to. It's the jedi within me resonating with the optimal utility ratios found.
.. anyway time for a real manly-man story;
so i was out and about in the city just doing my thing aka 'strutting my shit' walkin around smoking cigarettes and listening to my mp3 player ( no headphones, i dont care if you dont like my music bitch ) and I saw a homeless guy and rolled my fucking eyes at him. then it started getting windy so i had to really hold on to my hat. -
2018-04-17 at 10:05 PM UTC
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2018-04-17 at 10:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Dude, I'm in the quiet zone of the college library. Well, I'm discount alcohol buzzed, so I don't care and can make generic unimaginative comments such as this, simply playing the part.
Heck, I think you have a great cock. Can I feel it with my mouth before you depart this world?
My penis is actually normal and unremarkable, btw. That was just a troll. For one of the pics I just pushed it in, rapidly moved my hand away, and took a picture at the right moment. For another I was using either my pinky and ring or ring and middle fingers to pull the skin up so that it looked a lot smaller flaccid than it actually is. -
2018-04-17 at 10:19 PM UTCone time i caught my mom going thru my coffee enhancements and i said
i swear to god you fucking bitch ill beat your ass next time you fuck with my coffee
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2018-04-17 at 10:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Happiness is an evil and must be renounced.
A simple illustration is when you choose to do something in an attempt to maximize your own personal pleasure as opposed to an action from compassion, which would alleviate the suffering of others. Play a video game/watch something/eat out/read for pleasure/whatever. Helping others would likely still give you some pleasure, albeit possibly lower, yet you choose not to devote your time to that due to your biological predispositions.
We're also 3 dimensional beings that are trapped in the present in a state or eternal becoming. Memories are nothing but shadows of past experience. If one day you enter a state, such as while under the effects of cancer, where you are chronically experiencing disutility, what good does the past provide you? It doesn't genuinely exist to you. We are perpetually trapped at one point and then it is over for all eternity.
Don't you see the problem with this? What difference is there between 80 years and seconds compared to the infinite. You're always now and then you aren't. There isn't some universal store of how many utility points you've accumulated/experienced over a lifetime, what you've experienced in the past does you no good in the most direct regard, unless it develops you as a person or you derive enough utility from mere memories in times of deprivation, which could be no different from mere fantasies.
It's nothing but being caught in an endless cycle without inherent meaning and then it is over, no different than it had ever occurred.
We lose nothing in death, because there is nothing of us to experience loss. Death is simply escaping the cycle of samsara, of surpassing fear and illusion. Life simply creates a need where there was no need to be met and due to the nature of reality you always run the risk of reaching a point where you will lament having been foolish and weak enough to continue in this cycle when there would have been no loss from accepting the end. Happiness/pleasure is like an addiction.
I'm escaping the cycle and will be free from whatever horrors the future may hold. It is liberation. The only valid reason I see to remain alive is out of compassion, if you believe you can alleviate more suffering than your life produces to others and are able to endure your own personal suffering. I'm stepping beyond that. No more desires, even the path toward a "better" world filled with less suffering, simply the path toward cessation.
I want to stop wanting anything.
wow fight the power man -
2018-04-17 at 11:02 PM UTCI would finish him off with my mouth.
Then with my anus every time after. -
2018-04-18 at 12:28 AM UTCive done some weird shit for coffeeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-18 at 12:34 AM UTChe was loafing around like a big dumb oaf in a hazardous environment
aparently u shouldnt get stoned as fuck and go work around industrial machinery -
2018-04-18 at 12:34 AM UTC
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2018-04-18 at 12:38 AM UTCyou should try it the baristas pee in your mouth thereThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-18 at 12:47 AM UTCso they did nothing wrong and you were being careless?
