I think I know what you did gollu. If I find out it's true which all evidence is piunting robyou. Well you probably already know what I'm gojn to do. The only power you hold over me is tobhurt thatbbaby and if you didbor do I will find out. I got a lot of evidence with the finger pointing at you noe. You threatened enough bit I didn't believe you would. If you did you're ficked. Believe me I can use the legal system as well as youbtonfuck people too. Don't think I don't know skeletons in your closet. You're a narc bitch from what I amseeing and I walawys thought better of you than thatmb I hate so much I ever let you be in my life after he was born. Ibmade my life harder for you to be in it. Noe you fucked that baby. You're a sick asshole. I'd be praying I find something that absolves you. Because I am not seeing it now. Even they are. Wishch is fucked that you'd even threaded like you ave to do that. Imbnot the only persobwho sees what you didm you're a thef on top of this shit an I'm glad you suffer through benzo wds for it. You deserve it you deserve worse m. Lol hope you are or were stupid enough to hide from this shit where I think you arm it don't work like that dipshit. You'll be trapped. Even them you thought I was trying to make you avoid it so I could hurt you well l could legally fuck ou aroukd just great there even better than if you werem a fee man. Shouldnt have made thst threats or Idbeneer had suspected you.
2016-08-28 at 5:16 PM UTC
Can you two, maybe, stop talking to eachother on this forum without even talking to eachother?
This isn't social media or your cell phone messeger. Stop it.
2016-08-28 at 5:21 PM UTC
I don't think I'm going to survive this year. There's just no point in trying. Life will never work out for me.
I have figured it all out already. Funeral costs, etc. I just have to do it.
2016-08-28 at 6:29 PM UTC
When I die I hope I get a sky burial. I want to be fed to vultures. Its pretty cheap too. I don't know why people are so fixated on having big elaborate funerals that cost a fortune. I'd rather that money spent go to something useful. Once you're dead what does it matter if you have some big beautiful casket to put your ass in the ground? Funerals are for the living anyway but still there is no excuse for all that wasted money entombing a corpse.
2016-08-28 at 6:40 PM UTC
I chose a silent funeral at a forest.
It's pretty cheap and no mantainance fee. They burn you and burry your ashes under a tree. No priest who talks made up shit about you or anything. It's anonymous, too. They don't tell anyone which tree is yours so it's just a forest fed by dead people. Pretty dope.
Bone meal and various mineral ashes are great fertilizers.
2016-08-28 at 6:41 PM UTC
Fuck this fucking editor. I don't want my posts to look like that for fucks sake fuck dammit.
2016-08-28 at 7:04 PM UTC
My fucking phone should be a fucking computer. Fuck this.
2016-08-28 at 7:11 PM UTC
Just blow yourself up so theres no body. Thats how I'm gonna die, the only way to kill me is a drone strike or an exploding space rocket.
2016-08-28 at 7:12 PM UTC
Or an exploding drug lab, of course.
2016-08-28 at 7:30 PM UTC
I fucking hate touchpads. I can type blind on a keyboard and pretty fast, too. Learned it in school for 4 years or something.
I just really don't like computers at all. They are way too time consuming. I have to use one every day at work and I hate it, why would I do this in my free time except to buy drugs on the darknet?
2016-08-29 at 9:21 AM UTC
I hate myself. Who'd have thought I would be an al coholic? Not yet bit I'm on my way there if I keep this shot up which I peobbly willbbecuase of the shit you left mW for dead in. I don't blame you. I hate myself and everyone else should too. I'm not a very god drunk. I'm to emotional. It made you not feel. It makes me feelbtoo much. I'm so sorry. I tried so hard for it tobworkb. I knew forever that this was when I would die. Ive had dreams fmsince I was young. I tried sobhard to change my fate. It wasntbjust self preservation. I don't want to preserve thsi- perpetual pain without an end. You made me wantbto livefor the first time in my life.byou had you doubts andbso did I. I believe that was what made it come to what it dd. I coipdnt let go of my doubt for you not being ablem I'm a person who always adds up to peoples expectayions not that I eany to be tjatbbut that's what you expected and tjatbos what you got. You had no faith in me. I had no faith in me. I could be better than what I've been. Nobody will ever have faith in me. Fuck IMA sobdrink I'm hallunating a smoke detector gojng off. Fuck me. Fuck this life. It's hell living when I need your face. I wish you wouldnt hide from me. It was a sin the way I did you in. Tomcat. I miss you derly. Every time J was suicidal while things were good with us was because I didn't believe you believed. Andbitd come to this. I m sorry my love. I'm retarded you're right I remember every single word you sent orbsaid to me. Every single word. I recall all the lies and all the truth. They play in my head over and oner on repeat. It could have been better than this lover. I'm sorry I letmy flaws rise above all the love and good in my heart. I want to live again but I can't. The reasons that made lif workth all the hell and hardwrkm are gone now. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'll never forgive myself. I long for the day I come to an end now. Ibcant bring myself to fight for anymor days of life. Your the reason I ever tried for any of it. I kept belivi g this was my fate and sure enough it was. So dd you. I wsh you'd have hasmd some faith ebfoew it came to this. I wanted you to wait so I could see it andmakr life better so it woudn be so much shit. Til you could have faith in me. I needed you to have faith in me. It's so hard to explain esoelcial when you wouldnt ever listen.
2016-08-29 at 9:23 AM UTC
You wanted to see the evil and so you did.
2016-08-29 at 9:26 AM UTC
I'm sorry. You're right I am retardedn I am stupid and only appearbto be intelligent against one as stuodi as him. I could have been more but nobody ever believed in me. Notmyself or anyone else. I dotn know how to believe when sokeon I love so much cantbeitjer
