Everyone I love is going to die, and I will die as well. I think about this before I sleep, and have since I was a child. In my life will I make a difference? In my death will I be missed? Will I be granted some sort of an afterlife, or will I just cease to exist? This fear makes me feel so naive, I wish that I could just accept, but I'm chilled by the redundancy of thoughts collected, but not kept. Maybe I'm still a stupid little boy, too weak to understand what will come. I want to find peace of mind, maybe no mind is the answer to that condundrum.
Oh I want to be a baby again. Oh I want pure thoughts in my head. Oh I want to be a baby again. Oh I want to forget.
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I like it. It borders on cliche and pseudo-depth, almost embarrassing, but in general what music truly conveys deep meaning? Novel concepts you genuinely hadn't considered/come across before, that truly move you and alter your worldview? Past the teenage years, for those with common levels of intelligence, being poorly read; well, rather, outside of that realm, you'll likely never find anything. How could a song manage to convey meaning that generally requires the length of a book? There's something else that's sought, that the medium provides. Some resonance, resonance with the soul, of past experiences, of some aspect, even the entirety, of your being; a stirring of emotions, a cycle of reinforcement with your state of being until you're caught in a rapture of furious movement, an internal storm, a nirvana where you lose yourself in the music.
