2016-08-15 at 7:04 PM UTC
1.) There's a theory that deficits in the digestive process within the gut could lead to gluten and casein having opioid like effects in some autistics. Would explain why no sugar added lactose free ice cream makes me feel off. It's not a spike in insulin, which I've distinctly felt strongly before when I was pre-diabetic (possible causes are speculative), and is a pronounced effect of dairy proteins (Keep in mind that the nutrition, and any other subjects taken only up to a what's usually only an introductory level, present strongly simplified models that are meant to be built upon, but the vast majority of university brats having almost no understanding of the importance of epistemology come away worse than if they had never taken those classes at all. I consider anything below the graduate level (master's degree and higher) to fit this qualification. It reminds me of a comment Lannt once made having to do with tutoring and essentially condensing what would take place over 2 or 4 years of classes into a few weeks, and that it usually works; which paints a very bleak mildly homicidal desire inducing picture of the education system.)
Summary: I may be able to get a mild opioid hgh off dairy products, but I don't like it and it eventually leads to a feeling that my gut is being damaged. May be some signs of addictive qualities I don't normally experience with other foods.
2.) Bought a 5L box of Vella sangria recently and it seems to be inducing extreme hyper-aggressive, violent, sadistic, homicidal desires, although not to the point where I feel I'd lose control, which has never occurred. Experienced the same effect with phenibut and mentioned a while back finding a fair amount of papers of a possible connection between low serotonin (autistics have an average of 1/3 the levels of neurotypicals IIRC), which could explain the "angry drunk" phenomenon. Need to be careful with this so as to avoid murdering my neighbors and their children in a fit of rage over their passive aggressive behavior. Indignation causes me to go absolutely psychologically berserk.
Summary: Need to cool down and be certain about what's causing this and if anything can ameliorate it because my mind is creeping back to to mass murder/serial killer mode.
2016-08-15 at 7:33 PM UTC
Yo Mal, can you send me some T-PAIN that gets through my shithole countries customs?
I'll pay you in speed.
2016-08-15 at 7:36 PM UTC
I plan on leaving Europe so I don't want to catch any charges before I'm gone.
I forgot my password for that email service, though. I have my connection set now, though. If you still want to do this, let me know.
2016-08-15 at 7:45 PM UTC
I stocked up on Phenibut. Got half a kilo. That should last me until I've figured out this darkweb bullshit.
I also need a couple of kilos of Crouton before they ban fun here forever.
2016-08-15 at 7:49 PM UTC
I remember ordering the first batches of Spice Gold and Spice Diamond. You could actually smoke that shit without instadeath but NO, seem teen has to smoke a whole bag in one hit or whatever and the media is all over that shit.
First generation Spice was good stuff.
2016-08-16 at 2:53 AM UTC
I can help you out with darknet stuff if you'd like. Let me guess, don't know how to buy bitcoin?. There's a bitcoin ATM in my city. Do you know how to PGP encrypt?.
2016-08-16 at 5:11 AM UTC
you dont necessarily need pgp if you arent doing anything outrageous
in USD you can use circle pay (its not suited if youre worried about security) to convert up to 300 usd per week. just tumble it a few times, or dont.
2016-08-16 at 5:41 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
use GPG/don't be a retard
even if you were a full-blown retard you'd be able to pick it up in an hour or so. once it's set up signing is as easy as
gpg --import [other person's key]
gpg -ae [textfile with address in it] output.txt
-select the other person's sig from the prompt-
send them the contents of output.txt
even if you don't think you need it, it's best to take precautions. I'm pretty sure there graphical frontends that make it even easier.
LANNY I CAN'T START THREADS OR PM GODDAMNIT
2016-08-16 at 5:45 AM UTC
It's more of a courtesy to the vendor. I also FE and always leave good ratings.
2016-08-16 at 5:47 AM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
why would vendors care? unless you're talking about encrypting correspondence, not just delivery details.
if the delivery details are intercepted it's the buyer's private information; nothing they can use to find/bone the vendor
2016-08-16 at 6:17 AM UTC
They are ultra paranoid. My vendors reasoning was something like "if you are smart enough to buy bitcoin, use TOR and PGP then I will gladly do business with you".
It separates the wheat from the chaff (not really) Any FBI agent worth his salt could figure it out, teenagers do it.
Maybe other vendors are different, I dunno. If the guy gets 500 orders I don't wanna be the 1 who didn't PGP especially if there is a bust.
2016-08-16 at 8:16 AM UTC
well, it doesn't hurt to be careful.
2016-08-16 at 11:09 AM UTC
I haven't had a personal computer since 2003. I'm electronicly retarded.
I'll let you guide mo the wonderland, though. I'm ready to change my life and instead of buying drugs conveniently from websites or real people I'll learn how to program the Matrix just to get some fucking Phenibut. That's fucking hilarious, man.
I can just walk two houses and get as much Cocaine as I want but I can't get Pheni anymore? Great. Great politics you got there.
2016-08-16 at 11:18 AM UTC
My T-PAIN vendor had an eBay shop but now they are getting assraped and are forced to use bitcoin on their websites. Not even Credit Cards work.
I'm not even abusing that shit. I have thought about getting a prescription for it since it really helps with my pain. I didn't realize that I'm in constant pain until I took that shit for two weeks and felt like a fucking angel. Doctors hate me, though.
2016-08-16 at 1:11 PM UTC
Just got some mail. YEAH!
The fucking cunts didn't seal the vacuum back properly though and now I've got a bag full of Benzo pellet dust I can't dose properly. The pills were pressed in good molds, though. I'd say about 95% made it through. I'll send them an email and let them know that the asshole who operates the vacuuum seal machine is a fucking idiot.
Got some MXP and Diphenidine, as well. It's amazing summer weather and I got that "weed break euphoria" going on right now.
Let the magic begin. I'm going to K-hole in the forrest. See y'all later.
2016-08-16 at 1:13 PM UTC
No! I have to charge my phone or I won't have any music...... Nature sounds it is then. Fuck waiting.
2016-08-16 at 6:18 PM UTC
Did you buy them from rochseller? :p
2016-08-16 at 9:04 PM UTC
I didn't get that joke.
I also didn't trip at all. Apparently my mg scale broke and I can't calibrate it anymore so I eyeballed some of the MXP. Well......
I was a bit wobbly and pretty dysphoric but that's it. Some asshole here compared it to MXE, the God drug. Are you kidding me?
More trials with higher dosages will follow but apparently the shit builds a quick tolerance so I might just mega dose the next time and see where that leads me.
2016-08-16 at 11:39 PM UTC
You don't need to accurately dose benzo powder, just dip your finger in the bag and you're golden. Perfect dose everytime. Man I miss doing etizolam powder.
2016-08-17 at 12:03 AM UTC
It's like they've always said, EYEballing is DIEballing
