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2020-02-10 at 12:04 PM UTCi wish there was a way to feel better like this without feeling high. blah.
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2020-02-10 at 12:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by Cheyes ARE YOU A BOY OR A GIRL AND WHY DO YOU PIQUE MY INTEREST
i'm losing my schizo status daily except days where I crack corn and don't care, so I need you to cover for me when I'm gone
Both. Think of me as a big ass ploar bear with an octupus as my genitals. Emotionally like Hannibal Lecter or perhaps Dexter depending on the mood of the moment. I don't know why I picque your cock...maybe you just wanna have a BBW whore locked up in your basement to fuck and torture...call you Daddy..maybe become a team in some makin folk suffer and disappear. Just know I am high maintenence...if you got no money...or get it by any means necessary..I will be gone fast. Plus you have to accept I will always be a drunk and I am going to die a drunk. Fuck help at this point. Oh NO KIDS...if you get me preggo KILL ME. end of story. if you keep the baby just don't go around fucking it...raise it well nigger. Oh I will come back and haunt your nigger ass til you is dead and buried.
Same question A/S/PNS? location doesn't matter because you will be paying for everything so you'll get me to you or vice versa quick son -
2020-02-10 at 12:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER i wish there was a way to feel better like this without feeling high. blah.
You have means to enjoy yourself without getting high. That's what I'm lacking at the minute. Get some books, take your mother/ family out for dinner/ films. Work out/ meet a girl.
All the things I would be doing. -
2020-02-10 at 12:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs Both. Think of me as a big ass ploar bear with an octupus as my genitals. Emotionally like Hannibal Lecter or perhaps Dexter depending on the mood of the moment. I don't know why I picque your cock…maybe you just wanna have a BBW whore locked up in your basement to fuck and torture…call you Daddy..maybe become a team in some makin folk suffer and disappear. Just know I am high maintenence…if you got no money…or get it by any means necessary..I will be gone fast. Plus you have to accept I will always be a drunk and I am going to die a drunk. Fuck help at this point. Oh NO KIDS…if you get me preggo KILL ME. end of story. if you keep the baby just don't go around fucking it…raise it well nigger. Oh I will come back and haunt your nigger ass til you is dead and buried.
Same question A/S/PNS? location doesn't matter because you will be paying for everything so you'll get me to you or vice versa quick son
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2020-02-10 at 12:23 PM UTCmy anus is terrifying...you just can't imagine what i got up there for brains. its a real horror show.
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2020-02-10 at 12:43 PM UTC
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2020-02-10 at 1:15 PM UTCI just want you to know I'm so proud of u all my babies
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2020-02-10 at 2:32 PM UTCIm going to a therapist in a few days and my girlfriend checks my nose everytime she sees me and fiend-shames me so that kinda helps. On the plus side no one would know Im an addict if I didnt tell them and I do much less than Im prescribed in the run of a day.
Im going to go to a cocaine anonymous meeting on Wednesday because there are too many familiar faces at NA meetings -
2020-02-10 at 3:47 PM UTCyou kinda remind me of the Oracle on the Hilarious House of Frightenstein Casper. well read my fortune BITCH.
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2020-02-10 at 10:01 PM UTCBeen taking headshop Crouton again because it helps me not want to kill myself quite as much and things seem to flow a little better when I'm on opiates of some sort. I'll probably order some online because it's a lot cheaper but FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKK I don't want to actually commit to "needing" it that that badly to ordering it in bulk again.
I dunno, I seem to be a little more amicable on it, my doctor said I seemed "better" off seroquel, and I'm sure that's part of it but I was also just starting Crouton again and I think that's why. my personality is a little easier on opiates. I've been seriously considering suboxone but they won't let me because I'm on too much gaba and pharmacy reporting flags all the doctors and tells them exactly how much I'm taking. Not that that's necessarily a bad thing. -
2020-02-11 at 11:09 AM UTC
Originally posted by Cheyes Been taking headshop Crouton again because it helps me not want to kill myself quite as much and things seem to flow a little better when I'm on opiates of some sort. I'll probably order some online because it's a lot cheaper but FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKK I don't want to actually commit to "needing" it that that badly to ordering it in bulk again.
I dunno, I seem to be a little more amicable on it, my doctor said I seemed "better" off seroquel, and I'm sure that's part of it but I was also just starting Crouton again and I think that's why. my personality is a little easier on opiates. I've been seriously considering suboxone but they won't let me because I'm on too much gaba and pharmacy reporting flags all the doctors and tells them exactly how much I'm taking. Not that that's necessarily a bad thing.
Headshop Crouton is dumb no matter what.
Recently i saw 28oz for 30 dollars.
I took that 30 dollars and spent like 27 of it on 250g shipped and I got a 28oz sampler bag with it free.
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2020-02-12 at 3:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Headshop Crouton is dumb no matter what.
Recently i saw 28oz for 30 dollars.
I took that 30 dollars and spent like 27 of it on 250g shipped and I got a 28oz sampler bag with it free.
Absolutely no reason to buy in a shop unless you want to waste money
Where?
Its hard to find sources now, I thought about making a thread about it
The 2 ive read are good are re leaf llc and pabotanicals
They are not "cheap" though
I bought some from pab, ill let you know how it is
Its retarded because the govt launched some kind of Operation Something where they wont let Crouton vendors accept credit, debit, or paypal so you have to either use echeck which takes a while or some of them will accept more obscure payment apps, but those are usually on the honour system so we'll see if I actually get anything at all -
2020-02-12 at 5:02 AM UTCARE U SOBER YET?
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2020-02-12 at 7:40 AM UTCare you? no need to shout about such things. didn't you learn anything from momma?
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2020-02-12 at 10:05 AM UTCIm getting there. Theres a disturbing lack of self improvement happening here, and it makes sobriety owl wrathful.
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2020-02-12 at 5:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER ARE U SOBER YET?
No. Sobriety makes me want to kill myself more isntead of less now. I want to go on fucking suboxone tbqh but it's too much of a hassle so I'll just eat the retarded opiate weed. I'll probably start doing edibles again too because they help me sleep and I like feeling relaxed. I don't know, I feel like being on some kind of opiate maintenance could be helpful so I can start repairing my life without feeling the need to get fucked up all the time because I hate myself. That's what you're doing, right? -
2020-02-12 at 5:30 PM UTCI love being sober. I just wish I had moniez to do normie shit.
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2020-02-12 at 5:32 PM UTCHaving no money makes being sober easy
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2020-02-12 at 5:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Im getting there. Theres a disturbing lack of self improvement happening here, and it makes sobriety owl wrathful.
Can you guess where that Owl has been lately? Its not hard but definitely warm and cosy. The Owl is mine and gone from all you bitches forever. Fuck sobriety...well for now. Not saying its forever thing but The Owl says I got dibs on it for a few more yrs so party away and hard as you can til my lease is up. -
2020-02-12 at 5:35 PM UTCI did decide to get rid of like 2 grams of krek though because it's fucking disgusting and calling it "krek" is like calling amy schumer a comedian. It doesn't smell like, taste like, burn like, or feel like krek because it's not and I don't even want a homeless person to have to suffer through it. Finding good krek is hard and I'm running out of money and will to keep looking.
When you find that good hard oh my god that shit is amazing. When you get bitter crumble you cannot throw that shit in the trash quick enough.
I miss bling bling... I'm sure he would help me out somehow. I guess you can try to find good soft and cook it up yourself but I feel like I'd suck at it.
