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  1. Octavian motherfucker
    Originally posted by Dregs sorry..

    strips down nekkie and bathes in sewer water. since i got no regular water nearby. i'll use this expired tuna for soap

    What you mean, don't you live in an apartment/ house with running water?
  2. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by Octavian What you mean, don't you live in an apartment/ house with running water?

    yeah for most of the year i have a roof over my head. not all the time in the summers i tend to hitch to here there visiting certain ppl or just stalking folk. i hibernate for 3 seasons..

    as for my water...it usually has to run for 2-4 mins to where its a decent water to use on shit at home or down on me. its rather unpredictable in nature.
  3. Octavian motherfucker
    Originally posted by Dregs yeah for most of the year i have a roof over my head. not all the time in the summers i tend to hitch to here there visiting certain ppl or just stalking folk. i hibernate for 3 seasons..

    as for my water…it usually has to run for 2-4 mins to where its a decent water to use on shit at home or down on me. its rather unpredictable in nature.

    That's fucking grim, maybe complain to your supplier?
  4. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Octavian That's gross you're a female. You should wash daily you fucking tramp, have some dignity.

    i thought D was a gay man?
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  5. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    it can be grim in the winters as that 2-4 mins is sometimes a lot longer but the other seasons doesn't really IRK me too much. only shit that piles up and piles up is dishes when that shit occurs. i rarely shower anymore boxing day was my last one. if i'm ever hung over i just have that water running and dunk my head in the sink for 5 mins...usually awakens me quick if its nothing but cold water. i rarely wash floors and what not.

    as for complaining to the powers to be....? well on the phone i usually get put on hold constantly or on hold for an hr..NOT ME BUT THEY HANG UP...so i call again more of the same. If do reach them by phone they make the usual promises "i'll be at your place...tomorrow around 1-2" i'm like "thats great"...no one shows up. i go to the powers to be themselves....secretary is like they're not in right now..or i should have made an appointment or whatever. fuckers like fucking with me

    so i just say fuck it and put up with it. again its only really bad now in the winters...once spring comes it'll be a lot better and less hassle. the water runs a helluva lot better and i can't really complain...and the complaining and all the bullshit that comes with complaining is NOT WORTH IT.
  6. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    Originally posted by CASPER i thought D was a gay man?

    in my mind i am a lesbian sex worker
    trapped in a gay mans body
    emotionally non binary..at the same time like a smurf

    if you need details on this i can not give them to you as it would confuse you quite considerably. sorry for the inconvience.
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  7. DontTellEm Black Hole
    Originally posted by CASPER i thought D was a gay man?

    He is that explains octavians interest in him
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  8. Octavian motherfucker
    Originally posted by Dregs in my mind i am a lesbian sex worker
    trapped in a gay mans body
    emotionally non binary..at the same time like a smurf

    if you need details on this i can not give them to you as it would confuse you quite considerably. sorry for the inconvience.

    That sounds like my friend DontTellem. Inside she's a man trapped in a whore's body, but very emotionally penis friendly.
  9. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by Dregs in my mind i am a lesbian sex worker
    trapped in a gay mans body
    emotionally non binary..at the same time like a smurf

    if you need details on this i can not give them to you as it would confuse you quite considerably. sorry for the inconvience.

    Its cool bro-dette. Gay dudes are pretty chill. Buy a bunch of meth. I wish i had a gay bestie to choose my clothes for me and pick my haircuts.
  10. larrylegend8383 Naturally Camouflaged
    Johnny what in the hell are you in here telling these guys?
  11. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    penetrating shit. the TRUTH. keepin it real. about my asshole and more. Livng and die. Life. and NO I'M NOT PREGNANT. Yet...has to be right man and the man that will kill our baby and finally put me out of my misery. Only my man will end me. If not I shall live forever.
  12. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I spent most of today with a friend of mine Ive known for a while, I was coincidentally incarcerated with last year and these two whorebags. We talked about bullshit including how much we hated suboxone as we were sniffing pills. Then I made nice with my gf after a rough patch (that was entirely her fault) and didn't do any drugs until now when I'm craving pills again and feel a slight sickness coming on.

    Suboxone does not scratch my itch or have the qualities I look for in opiates, however it is non addictive. I have a dozen or so percs at a frienda house so I might try them tomorrow to reset my (physical) addiction clock box-hydros-percs=I beat the system. Im thinking tomorrow is going to be a good day. I have so much I can do now, I know I cant deal with physical addiction and yet I also cant deal with crippling chronic pain.

    I was going to make a suicide joke but its way too soon. IM SO HAUNTED
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  13. Dregs African Astronaut [that freakishly double-edged allmouth]
    that was really...heavy and deep man. sincerely and i'm rarely sincere about anything.
  14. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    ^^ This doesnt sound like a solid plan to get clean. This sounds like something i wouldve concocted to justify smoking heroin in the bathroom at work. lol.

    You need to find something more long acting if youre still going to be using. Short acting/compulsive redosing is always bad juju.
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  15. Originally posted by CASPER Its cool bro-dette. Gay dudes are pretty chill. Buy a bunch of meth. I wish i had a gay bestie to choose my clothes for me and pick my haircuts.

    Hey cutie :)
  16. Originally posted by Sudo I spent most of today with a friend of mine Ive known for a while, I was coincidentally incarcerated with last year and these two whorebags. We talked about bullshit including how much we hated suboxone as we were sniffing pills. Then I made nice with my gf after a rough patch (that was entirely her fault) and didn't do any drugs until now when I'm craving pills again and feel a slight sickness coming on.

    Suboxone does not scratch my itch or have the qualities I look for in opiates, however it is non addictive. I have a dozen or so percs at a frienda house so I might try them tomorrow to reset my (physical) addiction clock box-hydros-percs=I beat the system. Im thinking tomorrow is going to be a good day. I have so much I can do now, I know I cant deal with physical addiction and yet I also cant deal with crippling chronic pain.

    I was going to make a suicide joke but its way too soon. IM SO HAUNTED

    Muh chronic pain
  17. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Hey cutie :)

    YOURE NOT GAY ENOUGH §m£ÂgØL.

    I need fashionable trendy gay, not indie rock communist cocksucking gay.
  18. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by CASPER ^^ This doesnt sound like a solid plan to get clean. This sounds like something i wouldve concocted to justify smoking heroin in the bathroom at work. lol.

    You need to find something more long acting if youre still going to be using. Short acting/compulsive redosing is always bad juju.

    I don't really have a plan to "get clean." I know I need pills to function at the level I need to right now. I just want the physical addiction gone, which suboxone can kick even if it makes me hate life, I'm not terribly physically addicted but I am VERY psycologically addicted, basically in a codependent way with my DoC. I need to know I can use it as a coping tool for muh payn and thankfully I'm prescribed 4x the amount I do on a typical day (by a doctor who knows my medical/legal history and is the complete opposite of a pill pusher) so it makes it easy to justify.

    I can justify sniffing pills in the bathroom at school/work because I know I need it to keep from shitting myself and getting cold sweats and I fully acknowledge how pathetic that is. I whine about my pill addiction to people who are unaware I have one, just to engage in negative self talk about my coping mechanisms.

    THE POINT IS I know I have to clear my head of opiates but know I a) can't do it cold turkey and b) have to acknowledge the reservations I have about physical pain. When I'm in physical pain and am uncomfortable I am an absolute destructive piece of shit who acts like someone just tried to put a branding iron on a moose (as the old canadian expression goes) which is far more dangerous than taking my prescribed medication. So you can slut shame me all you want cuz u aint got it but whateva I do wut I want!
  19. Wow glad I'm not you
  20. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Originally posted by CASPER YOURE NOT GAY ENOUGH §m£ÂgØL.

    I need fashionable trendy gay, not indie rock communist cocksucking gay.

    The type of gay to tell you you're too straight to be pretty but he could do some work girl, don't you worry.
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