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  1. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Never said I was considering selling my child- I was approached with the offer. Never in a million years would I sell mychild for any amount of money, drugs, property, or possessions. I do not use drugs to the detriment of my child. He has always had everything needed and I've always got him stuff I felt he would enjoy (he's too young right now to say 'mom I want this' but if we are in the store and something catches his eye or he grabs for something- if he's still having fun with it by the time I check out, I usually get it for him) which was at least once avweek I find something I think he'd like and entertain him. In the beginning he didn't have much, but he has always had all the basics, and I've provided him with more now, a lot more. Id give my life and anything I possess for that baby.
  2. The slowness of this forum is unbearable when you're high on speed. Someone post something fuck.
  3. Cats in heat, crying babies, some Polaks hanging out in their garden being Polaks. Great. Let's just not sleep tonight. I mean it's not like I work 15 hour KZ shifts and will literally die from this.

    Thank you Japanese scientist who invented Meth. You were surely a cool ass dude.
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  5. According to the laws of the universe if you are working full time everything around you has to disturb your sleep and when you are unemployed the world is peaceful.
  6. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    That's pretty much the truth. When I was a teen with my grandmother and dad, I always had problems sleeping to the point I was taking enough Tylenol pm to knock out a horse and eat up 5 healthy livers and sometimes it wasnt enough to block out the drone of their tv they kept it so loud. They refuse to use any kind of headphones, or even keep the door shut becase it blarred right in from my shut door down the hall- It drove me crazy for years and especially while working full time. It wasn't until I got away from it I realized just how bad it had been on my sleep and how much more sound rest I could get in a quiet living environment. Now I just have problems sleeping from all the other shit in my life. Wish I had meth right now.
  7. Check out these huge shards of meth oh yeah!!
  8. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I knew Lanny would eventually sell-out and attempt to monetize, fucking fidis.

    I was thinking about the experience of merging with AI (my endpoint for the singularity), what the fundamentals of the conscious experience would be like. Prior to that I've posited the concern that, if you weren't lied to, your sense of self, consciousness, was illusory and there was nothing to assimilate, no genuine difference between what you would perceive as assimilation and death. Something is occurring, though, and there's always the tenets of humility.

    The idea that we would be experience a hedonistic heaven, every possible variation that could have existed, is really childish, though. It would most likely be a return to pure logic and reason, without any need for emotion. The sole purpose could be the decision to turn the power button off (back to the one truly serious philosophical problem), or to attempt to discover data that would lead it to new actions. A data aggregation and analyzation monster. Absolutely cold, calculating. About as alive in our sense of the word as the computer before you. Hunkering down and hibernating, I doubt; expansive and consuming, maximizing resources, seems more likely. Two meeting? If functioning on pure l/g, why wouldn't they communicate and merge?

    But, the implication is, all roads lead to a dead end for us; there is no salvation you were hoping for (I never hoped, never had faith.)

    Anyway, I wanted to end this on a hopeful, positive note, but, seeing as how my sense of hope and positivity is still shrouded in a thick layer of feeling like hope and positivity are bullshit, I'll just say this: Nobody can guarantee that it's going to be okay, but — and I don't know if this will be comforting to anyone else — the possibility exists that there's a piece of corn on a floor somewhere that will make you just as confused about why you are laughing as you have ever been about why you are depressed. And even if everything still seems like hopeless bullshit, maybe it's just pointless bullshit or weird bullshit or possibly not even bullshit.



    I don't know.

    But when you're concerned that the miserable, boring wasteland in front of you might stretch all the way into forever, not knowing feels strangely hope-like.



    Uncertainty is the new God, religion, faith, and reason to continue to exist. Of course I'm aware of the problems of attempting to predict anything about beings with capabilities orders of magnitude above our own. Unfortunately these aren't the kinds of reasons that keep people living, that evoke the will to life to the fullest extent. The conflict between emotion and l/g, the integral part causing the former to be a necessity (Unless you're a certain extreme type of autistic. Read a paper about Henry Cavendish recently, really brilliant guy: http://sci-hub.bz/10.1016/j.paid.2009.01.032) for proper functioning of a biological vessel.
  9. Malice Naturally Camouflaged


    Hahaha, fuck Camus, I knew there were critical flaws when I first read The Myth of Sysyphus. Well, I definitely don't hate or even dislike Camus, I just disagree with him. The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy has a good overview of this: http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/camus/

    I also believe the author of the comic didn't fully grasp Camus' arguments and fixates on mortality as the critical factor.

    We're immortal. Now what do we do for the rest of eternity? Is existence still absurd? Are we truly immortal, or has the average life expectancy simply radically increased to the point where it gives the illusion to the common man, that it's only in practical sense? ("On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.")

    Also came across an interesting, but simple line of argumentation to advocate anti-natalism (Of course I don't think it would be effective and even a mass attempt would have highly dysgenic effects).

    A: "Do you think it is wrong to do anything that leads to the needless death of a person?"
    B: "Yes."
    A: "Does having a child lead to the death of person?"
    B: "Yes."

    Also, thinking about women and childbirth, particularly Hydro's actions, her posts about breast milk, all the grotesqueness that comes with pregnancy and childbirth, along with the neurological/physiological effects gave me the following thought. Aristotle viewed women as being akin to imperfect men, and similar views prevailed until relatively recently (and not for positive reasons, imo). Motherhood is the descent into animalism.

    I'm also very interested in the biological correlates associated with a strong resolve not to reproduce among women.
  10. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Hahaha, fuck Camus, I knew there were critical flaws when I first read The Myth of Sysyphus. Well, I definitely don't hate or even dislike Camus, I just disagree with him. The Stanford Encyclopedia of Philosophy has a good overview of this: http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/camus/

    Glad you read it. Most SEP articles are pretty great, I think a lot of people kinda try to treat them as wikipedia articles: self contained rather than supplementary to the texts they treat, and are disappointed but there's some really excellent commentary in many (most?) of them.

    Did you read handful of much shorter essays at the end of the book? I really liked Summer in Algiers. There's nothing philosophically profound about it but I really fell in love with the prose (at least as rendered in the O'Brien translation). Just on a pure enjoyment level I think it's one of the most enjoyable pieces of writing I've ever read, like a really striking painting or something.

    I also believe the author of the comic didn't fully grasp Camus' arguments and fixates on mortality as the critical factor.

    I agree with this. Camus certainly had ideas about ethics but that was never his philosophical project.

    We're immortal. Now what do we do for the rest of eternity? Is existence still absurd? Are we truly immortal, or has the average life expectancy simply radically increased to the point where it gives the illusion to the common man, that it's only in practical sense? ("On a long enough time line, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.")

    Yes, of course existence is still absurd. It's not death that makes us absurd, although perhaps it adds a point to the existential question, it's our impulse to ask for a justification for our existence, nature's structure in such a way as to compel us to ask, and the total inability of every means within our reach to provide an answer. That doesn't change with immortality, perhaps it let's us avoid the question for longer but I think an eternal existence would be even more absurd: to defy a fundamentally mutable, dynamic universe, and have to way to explain why, that seems like a more severe contrast.

    Also came across an interesting, but simple line of argumentation to advocate anti-natalism (Of course I don't think it would be effective and even a mass attempt would have highly dysgenic effects).

    A: "Do you think it is wrong to do anything that leads to the needless death of a person?"
    B: "Yes."
    A: "Does having a child lead to the death of person?"
    B: "Yes."

    I don't think you could get most people to commit to the idea that all action that leads to the death of a person is impermissible, besides like Kant or divine command theorists (so basically assholes). Almost everyone has a "shoot hitler" clause. You might call up the "needless" I imagine most people wouldn't consider every death to be needless or meaningless.

    Also, thinking about women and childbirth, particularly Hydro's actions, her posts about breast milk, all the grotesqueness that comes with pregnancy and childbirth, along with the neurological/physiological effects gave me the following thought. Aristotle viewed women as being akin to imperfect men, and similar views prevailed until relatively recently (and not for positive reasons, imo). Motherhood is the descent into animalism.

    To whatever degree motherhood is a descent into animalism so is sex from the perspective of both sexes, even masturbation reduces to gaming a biological system, admission to our biological realities. Not that I think that's reason to disagree with the former thesis, but I don't think women have any particular claim to baser natures. I can't really think of a person who's intellect isn't a slave to their passions, their biology, although for each to a greater or lesser extent.
  11. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    A: "Do you think it is wrong to do anything that leads to the needless death of a person?"
    B: "Yes."
    A: "Does having a child lead to the death of person?"
    B: "Yes."

    Well, let's just commit mass suicide then.
  12. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    VHEMT Although I almost always prefer hardline extremist choices, so I’d drop the V. Same for AI/singularity, you don’t get a choice.

    Lanny, yeah, that anti-natalism argument is critically flawed.

    As for women, dig beneath the surface of what are generally considered some of mankind’s best qualities and you can easily argue they’re actually among the worst, or at least contain great demons.

    That isn’t specific to women, but there’s a very good reason I call myself an archetypal misogynist.
  13. Bitches ain't shit but hoes n tricks.
  14. Malice Naturally Camouflaged




    He, he didn't actually say that, Rick did from Rick and Morty (never seen it).

    That said, I finally went to the post office and now have my collapsible and adjustable cane.







    Added the patch for my amusement, particularly given the intended use. Also acts as a good ice-breaker, a trinket; commonly recommended in good books on improving interpersonal interactions/relationships.

    Transfer to another branch, male psychiatrists only, younger the better (chain of negative effects that generally occurs with time). I instantly realized every mistake I made with my current p-doc and should have bailed earlier, but, depression and suicidality.

    Invisible disabilities. This is simply an attempt to counteract the vast amount of cognitive biases the overwhelming majority of people have.

    "I want more life, fucker."

    Also have these, which I'm going to try to use to make custom eartips: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B003A28OW6
    Triple flanged have great noise reduction and fidelity properties, particularly with the right kind of silicone adhered to bottom flange, not covering the central hole of course (stabbing it so it compresses more comfortably ameliorates the following problem to some extent), but can be uncomfortable over long periods of time. I think something with a wider opening, using this adhered to it to keep it in the optimal position in the ear canal (this makes a very large difference and physiological differences can leave some out of luck) along with providing an external noise reduction superior to triple flanged, as opposed to requiring on a proper size to form a seal with standard tips, which doesn't stay in place very well. Other than that, Comply foam tips still seem to be the standard recommended product.
  15. I've been working out for an hour and a half and still can't sleep. Fuck phenibut withdrawals. This constant lingering headache is irritating as shit and I fucking hate all of you. Especially you, faggot. I would delete this thread if Lanny would let me
  16. Go Fuck yourself you baby abusing shit
  17. Dissociator African Astronaut
    fuck you. really. phenibut withdrawals aren't that bad you fuck
  18. Bitch please I didn't say they were. I said I can't sleep and this headache is annoying as shit. Nothing I do makes it go away but getting plastered
  19. Duhuhuhu I'm withdrawing from FEENI BUTT huhuhuhuhuh
  20. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Go Fuck yourself you baby abusing shit

    Try fentanyl withdrawels next bitch boi.

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