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The value of life
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2020-01-07 at 11:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo didnt read all the thread because my adhd is acting up but I live most of my life looking after people I care about, dreaming about things I'd like to do and using text messages to get people to do things that I want them to. Other than that I drive around and daydream a lot. Most of my conversations are transactional or conspiratorial. I somehow go to university and am a registered partner in several businesses. My life could be a lot worse and of all the terrible times in my life this one isn't that terrible
Wow you're fucked.
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2020-01-07 at 11:30 PM UTCi want a vb
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2020-01-08 at 1:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by too.dark.to.see Look at these guys.
Their life is:
Work, party, sex, feeling oppressed, sexuality politics, drugs. Their life is nothing. But they feel a sense of belonging because they conform to a shared life view with others.
Are they cowboys? No. Are they conveying an image to represent themselves instead of displaying a personality? Yes.
These guys are the easiest example.
grylls in the center, messican master race on the right, some other faget on the left -
2020-01-08 at 1:37 AM UTCI only work 3 days a week
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2020-01-08 at 1:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by too.dark.to.see What's worse:
A) The person working in a cafe wearing hip clothes with an attitude proving they are hip and cool
B) The person who is a customer at the cafe picking up on the vibe and feeling a part of it.
They're just in a cafe with music in the background. They're associating and identifying with something from a music video or movie or TV show. One is doing the 9-5 the other is drinking coffee.
Both of them are deluding themselves and participating in if you scratch my back I'll scratch yours. You can be cool if you let me be cool.
But what are they doing? Deluding themselves and each other.
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2020-01-08 at 1:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by cigreting grylls in the center, messican master race on the right, some other faget on the left
proves there are white mexicans in areas like Mexico City. Spanish blood.
I heard CK Lewis grandmother is mexican.. yet hes white as they come.
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2020-01-08 at 1:38 AM UTCHERD
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2020-01-08 at 1:39 AM UTC
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2020-01-08 at 1:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by Cheyes I have a lobotomy. I may make a thread about it but I'm not sure if it's the best idea.. I have had a shift in perception, this much is sure but it feels like a lobotomy whether that's good or bad for me.. time will not necessarily tell because I cannot compare my life to a life I could have had that doesn't exist… only to my past.
I had an incident a few months ago that felt like it lobotomized some of my brain.. the visualization/imagination/creativity centers specifically. I cannot visualize things in my head very well and create the fantasyscapes and whatnot that I could.. if you look back at the posts that a certain user use to make you will see, I'm certain, a time period where the user went from almost extreme levels of..I'm not sure the word for it.. uh, imagination I suppose, and I use that word especially because of it's root: -image- because I'm not able to make image in my head much anymore. I make smol 10-20% image and it almost immediately fizzles out, and not with much colour.
Perhaps this is how most other people see the world I wonder, especially the woods like my brother, who think almost completely in technical detail and seems to have almost no interest in fantasy type imagery at all or spirituality beyond the mathematics. Alan watts would not persuade his mind of a thing I believe. Just the moving parts of machinery before him.
He was an engineer for a while, which suits him very well. Of course he had to make image for that career, but only technicalscape, not fantasyscape which is like a universe with colours and tolkeinesque variables instead of steel welded to steel and bolts and moving parts to make wagon or skidsteer engine. May make different post if start to believe is good idea
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2020-01-08 at 1:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by Cheyes I have a lobotomy. I may make a thread about it but I'm not sure if it's the best idea.. I have had a shift in perception, this much is sure but it feels like a lobotomy whether that's good or bad for me.. time will not necessarily tell because I cannot compare my life to a life I could have had that doesn't exist… only to my past.
I had an incident a few months ago that felt like it lobotomized some of my brain.. the visualization/imagination/creativity centers specifically. I cannot visualize things in my head very well and create the fantasyscapes and whatnot that I could.. if you look back at the posts that a certain user use to make you will see, I'm certain, a time period where the user went from almost extreme levels of..I'm not sure the word for it.. uh, imagination I suppose, and I use that word especially because of it's root: -image- because I'm not able to make image in my head much anymore. I make smol 10-20% image and it almost immediately fizzles out, and not with much colour.
Perhaps this is how most other people see the world I wonder, especially the woods like my brother, who think almost completely in technical detail and seems to have almost no interest in fantasy type imagery at all or spirituality beyond the mathematics. Alan watts would not persuade his mind of a thing I believe. Just the moving parts of machinery before him.
He was an engineer for a while, which suits him very well. Of course he had to make image for that career, but only technicalscape, not fantasyscape which is like a universe with colours and tolkeinesque variables instead of steel welded to steel and bolts and moving parts to make wagon or skidsteer engine. May make different post if start to believe is good idea
wat
Originally posted by Fox I only work 3 days a week
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2020-01-08 at 1:43 AM UTC
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2020-01-08 at 2:54 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-03-13 at 5:13 PM UTCSome people don't realize how good they really have it.
