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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2016-04-28 at 4:13 PM UTCThere was another bitch but I barely saw her. Looked like the mother but had jeans on. Super-fuckable, as well.
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2016-04-28 at 9:08 PM UTCI wonder if I will ever get over this suicidal depression thing. I can't seem to figure it out.
Malice, how can you have guns in your house and not kill yourself? -
2016-04-28 at 9:38 PM UTCLet's all hope I die in my sleep tonight.
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2016-04-29 at 8:04 PM UTC
I wonder if I will ever get over this suicidal depression thing. I can't seem to figure it out.
Malice, how can you have guns in your house and not kill yourself?
Because it's not a method of death that appeals to me. There's an innate fear since I've never fired or become accustomed to firing guns, along with the chance of failure and being in a state where I can't kill myself, and it's also inconsiderate due to the noise and mess others have to clean up, the sight of death people have to deal with, some of which may not be desensitized to it (they're likely not internet denizens like us, and some may be new at the job).
But most importantly, if I truly wanted to die there are so many methods, quiet, peaceful, and painless, that having firearms in my house simply doesn't matter.
Oh, I already sold all the ammo anyway. It's easier to sell certain parts/accessories than as an expensive package, at least when there isn't panic buying, like there was after Sandy Hook (IIRC the period afterward was one of the largest gun sales).
An exit bag would be my preferred method, combined with benzos and a good opiate. -
2016-04-29 at 8:06 PM UTC
I wonder if I will ever get over this suicidal depression thing. I can't seem to figure it out.
Malice, how can you have guns in your house and not kill yourself?
Have you tried NSI-189? It's only around $20/g. You also showed interest in Nardil before and it's been pretty great for me, no real side effects if you increase the dose slowly and start off low (standard directions are junk, as with many drugs). I only had insomnia for a few days, and I'm not sure if I tried etizolam, I hadn't used it in a while. -
2016-04-30 at 2:45 AM UTC
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2016-04-30 at 6:43 AM UTCDamn, did litefire go back for round 2?
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2016-04-30 at 7:05 PM UTCPosting in a §m£ÂgØL-made TRT?
These are dark times indeed. -
2016-04-30 at 7:20 PM UTC
Posting in a §m£ÂgØL-made TRT?
These are dark times indeed.
Ayyyyy lmao
5/10 threads on BLTC's first page are about nutmeg and bundy
We are in an era of sploo, kill yourself groupie. -
2016-04-30 at 7:25 PM UTCI will make you into something yet
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2016-05-01 at 12:01 AM UTCSpent 2+ hours scanning the wines at the Oakland Grocery Outlet, except the whites. Found some interesting choices to work through. Also found a box of Thirteen Rows box wine for $7 that's pretty good.
Lanny, did you ever experience/notice (possible) hyper emotionality/increased emotions while on NSI-189? It seems to be a (somewhat) common side effect you may have been unaware of. Think back about whether you noticed a change in your emotions, unusually strong reactions or more frequent experience. It's ok if you stopped using it, side effects seem most common in those who don't/least require the MOA. I'm also really liking flmodafini/CRL-40940, it's great for energy, wakefulness, concentration/ADD symptom aleviation, and I've tried all the afinils (except adrafinil because it's pointless now other than the legality and lower price, converts to modafinil after about an hour). The optimal dose for me seems to be 40mg in the morning. I could send you some to an address you have available, I already know your name. -
2016-05-01 at 12:23 AM UTCAlso, I found some evidence for my theory that serotonin strongly impacts the perception of time, which I thought about years ago after an observation.
It's been discussed by a few other people: https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugNerds/c...me_perception/
But here's an actual study with clear direct evidence: http://journals.plos.org/plosone/art...l.pone.0012650
Genetic Determinants of Time Perception Mediated by the Serotonergic System
It's different than the effect many may notice from dopaminergics. This likely mostly stems from behavioral changes rather than downstream neurological effects of increased levels of the neurotransmitter. Much lower novelty seeking behavior/shifts in activities vs. a general effect you receive from increased serotonin.
There was also this today: https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/4h25j3/a_new_study_suggests_those_with_psychopathic/
A new study suggests those with psychopathic tendencies are often very creative, suggesting the ability to think boldly and ruthlessly can help with the development of great ideas.
The mental and behavioral limitations of (conventional) morality also limit creative, the range of ideas that will be arrived at. Shouldn't be surprising at all once you think through the logic. -
2016-05-01 at 1:17 AM UTC
Also, I found some evidence for my theory that serotonin strongly impacts the perception of time, which I thought about years ago after an observation.
Makes sense since psychedelics affect perception of time, and psychedelics' effects are mediated through the serotonergic system primarily.
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2016-05-01 at 1:19 AM UTC
Lanny, did you ever experience/notice (possible) hyper emotionality/increased emotions while on NSI-189?
Haven't noticed it. In fact I haven't noticed any long-lasting effects at all, effects are always noticeable for ~4 hours after a dose and then I'm back at baseline. Still working through 2g at a rate of 30mg per day, I figure I'll at least finish what I have before making up my mind. As treatment for ADD-like symptoms, it's an interesting effect for me at least, like I do find I can keep my attention on things for longer I guess "focus", but I feel like I think slower, almost like a small hit of pot, I don't find it has any stimulant effects at all. -
2016-05-01 at 3:54 AM UTC
Ayyyyy lmao
5/10 threads on BLTC's first page are about nutmeg and bundy
We are in an era of sploo, kill yourself groupie.
MAKE [SIZE=24px]AMERI[SIZE=36px]KKK[/SIZE]A[/SIZE] BANSHEE AGAIN!! ∆
SPLOO FOR PREZ 2020
ding ding ding ding ding ding ding
Tonight I drink beer, eat triangles ∆, nutmeg, magic mushrooms, bundy and Dph beedrill and rrobo
Watching whitehouse coorespondance dinner, SNL and south park. Playing yugioh on my phone.
Smoking dank wweed
its a good time to be alive.
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2016-05-01 at 4:38 AM UTC
Haven't noticed it. In fact I haven't noticed any long-lasting effects at all, effects are always noticeable for ~4 hours after a dose and then I'm back at baseline. Still working through 2g at a rate of 30mg per day, I figure I'll at least finish what I have before making up my mind. As treatment for ADD-like symptoms, it's an interesting effect for me at least, like I do find I can keep my attention on things for longer I guess "focus", but I feel like I think slower, almost like a small hit of pot, I don't find it has any stimulant effects at all.
You should try moving up to 40mg twice a day for at least 5 days before you're through. It's not going to hurt you, you sissy. -
2016-05-01 at 8:27 AM UTC
Makes sense since psychedelics affect perception of time, and psychedelics' effects are mediated through the serotonergic system primarily.
I appreciate your proper use of the apostrophe. -
2016-05-01 at 9:33 AM UTC
MAKE [SIZE=24px]AMERI[SIZE=36px]KKK[/SIZE]A[/SIZE] BANSHEE AGAIN!! ∆
SPLOO FOR PREZ 2020
ding ding ding ding ding ding ding
Tonight I drink beer, eat triangles ∆, nutmeg, magic mushrooms, bundy and Dph beedrill and rrobo
Watching whitehouse coorespondance dinner, SNL and south park. Playing yugioh on my phone.
Smoking dank wweed
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its a good time to be alive.
What do all of them together feel like? Nirvana?
Nutmeg has a quick tolerance because of the 5-HT2A receptor affinity of it's constituents, you can still binge on it and get fucked up, but if you don't take a week or two break inbetween for your serotonins to replenish, it'll get kinda dull. Most of the activity will be on the less interesting receptors. When I binge on 150 grams of nutmeg (45 nuts) over 3 or 4 days I can still feel the afterglow for weeks, but the actual "psychedelic" part of the high is 90% in the first 24 hours, and 10% from every redose afterwards. It never fails to permastone though, if that's what you're going for. That doesn't go away. Ever. -
2016-05-01 at 4:18 PM UTC
You should try moving up to 40mg twice a day for at least 5 days before you're through. It's not going to hurt you, you sissy.
As if an extra 10mg a day is going to make any big difference. Besides, that's just some random number someone picked for a trial and now everyone is acting like it's some established treatment protocol. -
2016-05-01 at 9:14 PM UTCYou knucklehead, of course they tested different doses during trials and there was a big difference. And it's 50mg more a day. You said you're currently using 30mg a day, the recommended dose is 40mg twice a day. No wonder you haven't experienced particularly pronounced effects.
That aside, I had the impression that F-phenibut was simply a more potent version of phenibut, but its properties are significantly different and fascinating: https://www.reddit.com/r/phenibut/comments/48piia/fphenibutfluorophenibut_a_much_stonger_phenibut/
May order some from Newmind today, just got my autism bucks and they have free shipping.
I also ignored the papers they sent for a medical review twice, the only one I had in five years (Psych I met with when this first started told me I wouldn't have to worry because I was approved on the basis of being on the autism spectrum, which has no cure or current pharmacological treatment specifically approved for it (I think, the drugs they do use are pretty shitty) and I still made it through just fine. Received a letter saying I would have one again in 3 years. It's amazing how easy it's been for me to coast by through everything.
