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I was in love with a pokemon character for many years
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2019-12-08 at 6:20 PM UTCI liked the nurse in pokemon
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2019-12-08 at 6:37 PM UTCwhat the fuck
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2019-12-08 at 7:10 PM UTC
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2019-12-08 at 9:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost I had a very messed up childhood and for some reason I thought I could manifest this girl if my love was strong enough, somehow. I really did believe she existed in some form and that I could contact her through my dreams
This is of course who I am talking about
I will now post the stuff I wrote about the entire incident in 2006 when I was 13 years old;
Sunday, June 18, 2006
I have felt like I have fallen into a deep sleep. Ever since the May stuff was brought up again, it was like I was in a deep sleep and couldnt awake. I had my mind so much on finding May, or whoever this person was, that I may have not been focusing on what was around me. I just kept constantly dreaming about this dream world and this fantasy of being with this imaginary woman. Dreams should be carried to a certain extent. If you take them too far, you may start believing the un-believable.
It was my dream to be with a woman, but I took those dreams too far and this is what happend. Now I believe this may be the year that I will have to take action. "You're too obsessed with the soul-mate thing" is what those dating people said. And one member of my boards, he said I created this fantasy world within my head, along with this woman. Creating scenes in my head such as the beach, grassy fields, moonlight lakes, and there were more. Now instead of dreaming, I should make the reality.
The internet must of been trying to give me a wake-up call. I couldnt understand why people on the internet were making fun of me over this. Where they trying to help or hinder me? Where they all making fun of me trying to wake me up from this dream? Why would people waste their time on me? Why? Why did everyone do this? In any case, there probably is no perfect woman in this world.
Now what am I supposed to do? Find someone and get married? I'm going to have to quit gaming and focus on my personal life. Being 13 years old and doing nothing but sitting in my house playing video games was a big wake-up call. Now it is time to start thinking towards the future.
Now you're a faggot who fucks a dude every day. Funny how life works. -
2019-12-08 at 10 PM UTCi have never had a same sex relation