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2017-01-21 at 7:47 PM UTCPoC turns up here about twice a year for a post or 2
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2017-01-21 at 7:56 PM UTC
Originally posted by Brain surgeon when was the last time somebody heard from PoC? or casper for that matter? Im kind of worried about both of them because PoC was a major suicide risk depending on the day and casper could have gone into respiratory failure at any time given his weight and the amount of heroin he was doing.
Few months ago in TC. Blackout drunk probably didn't even know he was there, playing with a loaded gun. -
2017-01-21 at 9:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR Self-sabotage when someone starts to get to close to you and begins to envoke feelings in you, you try to surpress because you hate yourself so much that you can't allow other people to like you?
Pretty flawed reason but obviously the truth. Examples, Casper, PoC, BS, Lanny, this guy right here, sploo… uhh.. probably hydro and more. You do it over and over again. I have already said how cute it is when you go off on Lanny. Probably your biggest crush. So kawai.
Intimacy is your biggest fear.
*gasp*
Stop it! Stop it!!! No one's supposed to know these things about me!
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2017-01-21 at 9:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Brain surgeon when was the last time somebody heard from PoC? or casper for that matter? Im kind of worried about both of them because PoC was a major suicide risk depending on the day and casper could have gone into respiratory failure at any time given his weight and the amount of heroin he was doing.
PoC showed up within the last few months. Last time I was aware of him he was in TinyChat on meth. I worry I may have pushed him to suicide.
Last I heard Casper finally got a job, working at UPS, and was on methadone (terrible stuff, I would strongly recommend bup instead).
Quite honestly, this is just the nature of this community. We must accept the impermanence of life and ready ourselves for passing on at any moment, without warning. -
2017-01-21 at 9:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Few months ago in TC. Blackout drunk probably didn't even know he was there, playing with a loaded gun.
Who? PoC or Casper? -
2017-01-21 at 9:37 PM UTCFat white ghostThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-01-21 at 9:44 PM UTCFucking idiot, that gun better not have actually been loaded. Even if it wasn't, he still shouldn't have been playing with it if he was blackout drunk.
Honestly, Casper deserves to die and should have long ago. Now, let me clarify. What I mean by that is that if you do things that are so utterly idiotic, regardless of your qualities as a person, imo you are deserving if it leads to death, such as choosing to drive drunk. Casper is a fucking mess, he knows this. -
2017-01-21 at 9:46 PM UTCare there any other totse splinter groups still active or is this it?
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2017-01-21 at 9:53 PM UTCWe're the only group that mattersThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-01-21 at 9:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Quite honestly, this is just the nature of this community. We must accept the impermanence of life and ready ourselves for passing on at any moment, without warning.
I used to wonder how I'd let everyone know if I died back in the good ol' days of lots of benzos and morphine and general suicidalness. I often thought I should write a letter and hide it in my room for a family member to find after my death with my username and password stating to post here if I died. And with proof, cos y'all a bunch of skeptical fuckers -
2017-01-21 at 9:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject I used to wonder how I'd let everyone know if I died back in the good ol' days of lots of benzos and morphine and general suicidalness. I often thought I should write a letter and hide it in my room for a family member to find after my death with my username and password stating to post here if I died. And with proof, cos y'all a bunch of skeptical fuckers
I thought about this for a bit because when people disappear we have no way of knowing what happened to them, but i have a real life friend that would take care of my totse obituary for me.
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2017-01-21 at 9:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject We're the only group that matters
so there are other sites still up? -
2017-01-21 at 10:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Brain surgeon so there are other sites still up?
No doubt dfg is still trying single handedly to keep Totseans alive but other than that I don't think there is, someone else might know -
2017-01-21 at 10:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Brain surgeon I thought about this for a bit because when people disappear we have no way of knowing what happened to them, but i have a real life friend that would take care of my totse obituary for me.
I don't have any IRL friends who know about this place, maybe I should write this letter. -
2017-01-21 at 10:04 PM UTCI guess I don't know if it was loaded or not I just sort of assumed it was. Like I said he was EXTREMELY fucked up, and to be frank I was quite a few sheets to the wind myself, as is pretty standard when I TC. It's always been interesting to me how we view blackout states from an outside perspective, saying things like 'if you're that fucked up you certainly shouldn't be driving' or 'if you're that fucked up you certainly shouldn't be [insert thing].'
It's true, of course, that you shouldn't be doing those things, but the whole concept behind being blacked out is that you don't fucking know what you're doing. I'm certainly not saying that this doesn't negate your culpability regarding whatever negative choice you may be partaking in during your blackout state, given your choice to drink that heavily in the first place, but at that point if you don't know what you're doing, you... don't know what you're doing.
I don't know. It's interesting. -
2017-01-21 at 10:06 PM UTC
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2017-01-21 at 10:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject I used to wonder how I'd let everyone know if I died back in the good ol' days of lots of benzos and morphine and general suicidalness. I often thought I should write a letter and hide it in my room for a family member to find after my death with my username and password stating to post here if I died. And with proof, cos y'all a bunch of skeptical fuckers
Originally posted by Brain surgeon I thought about this for a bit because when people disappear we have no way of knowing what happened to them, but i have a real life friend that would take care of my totse obituary for me.
There actually is a service for this, but I can't remember the url. Let's see what google brings up.
Oh, here it is: https://www.deadmansswitch.net/
Would suck if you lost your email account. Really wouldn't trust most of you to be able to manage even that, tbh. -
2017-01-21 at 10:11 PM UTCTotseans which I believe is DFG's site is still up. Just looked at it and I guess it's a blog site now? I remember it having forums.
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2017-01-21 at 10:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I guess I don't know if it was loaded or not I just sort of assumed it was. Like I said he was EXTREMELY fucked up, and to be frank I was quite a few sheets to the wind myself, as is pretty standard when I TC. It's always been interesting to me how we view blackout states from an outside perspective, saying things like 'if you're that fucked up you certainly shouldn't be driving' or 'if you're that fucked up you certainly shouldn't be [insert thing].'
It's true, of course, that you shouldn't be doing those things, but the whole concept behind being blacked out is that you don't fucking know what you're doing. I'm certainly not saying that this doesn't negate your culpability regarding whatever negative choice you may be partaking in during your blackout state, given your choice to drink that heavily in the first place, but at that point if you don't know what you're doing, you… don't know what you're doing.
I don't know. It's interesting.
I have never come close to blacking out or losing control on any drug, really. It is utterly idiotic to indulge to that level. Just stop, it isn't even enjoyable. Of course I've fully accepted that reason is impotent on you filthy apes. -
2017-01-21 at 10:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I have never come close to blacking out … it isn't even enjoyable.
How would you even know that? Being blackout drunk is bretty fun actually
