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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2016-03-14 at 12:30 AM UTCI wrote a long ass post about how I found this yahoo answer: https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20090720181912AAguZUg
and what it means. but I got like 80% through when I remembered I came here to say phenibut blunts psychedelics. Even if it helps with anxiousness it always makes me feel more sedated than I should and just takes the imminent intensity out of it. Also it produces these weird stretches of time where I think I'm totally baseline but then someone texts me and wooop, I'm paranoid and tripping balls again.
Also is it weird to have band posters on your walls as an adult? -
2016-03-14 at 12:31 AM UTC
What's up bitches?
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2016-03-14 at 12:54 AM UTCNiggas, check out totse on wikipedia. I added the offshoot sites so people know what a shitty sad community it was without the Temple.
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2016-03-14 at 2:13 AM UTC
Fuck you, sploo.
Your sister is fat, i am dissapoint. -
2016-03-14 at 5:36 AM UTCHad a table tonight ask me after I served them 'is there anything we can pray for you about?' And I said 'well, as a matter of fact...' told them mysituation. We prayed and when they left they left me a $60 tip, which fucking helps a lotconsidering Im low as fuck on my medicine. Guy is gonna wait on the 100$ I owe him til my next pay. So... I could be struggling worse, I guess. finding a place I can afford is the fucking killing blow though- Im SOL in that department.
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2016-03-14 at 12:23 PM UTCLanny, what's your answer to this?
http://niggasin.space/forum/spurious-generalities/79846-a-contest-what-am-i-afraid-of-most
Last I want before I reveal. -
2016-03-14 at 1:29 PM UTC
So poison oak is obviously a real thing and there are obvious issues prolonged social isolation BUT things like "noticed worrying signs of my body malfunctioning" and "it's going to suck if I can never go into the wilderness again without the risk of threatening my life" sound strikingly like (real) hypochondria, especially with your background anxiety condition(s). Talking yourself into what you must realize by now is a risky and ultimately harmful series of drug interactions is exactly the kind of thing that turns paranoid behavior into actively harmful behavior. You know it's true if you really make an effort to look at your observations from an outside perspective.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urushiol-induced_contact_dermatitis#Signs_and_symptomsSince the skin reaction is an allergic one, people may develop progressively stronger reactions after repeated exposures, or show no immune response on their first exposure, but show sensitivity on following exposures.
It was pretty severe and became systemic, began to spread to other body parts that hadn't been exposed (my stomach began developing a large rash). Went to an urgent care center and the doctor told me it was the worst she had ever seen. Guy who gave me an IM shot in the ass while another girl (worker) was in the room said, "I'm tempted to show her your butt." Not sure why, but I'm hoping because it's because it's so shapely and smooth.
I must have been exposed to a massive amount, it must have been climbing/crawling up that steep slope. The swelling was enormous, oddly, my forearms now look significantly smaller than before this occurred, and probably are (measured them), like some muscle mass was rapidly catabolized, although hopefully it was just depletion of something that will be restored.
This really is a serious risk. Some people have a very severe reaction to something for the first time and afterward even small amounts can cause symptoms that require immediate medical attention. Finding that out in the middle of a regional park, particularly way off trail like I like to go would be...very bad, as you can imagine.
And, no, my lifestyle and life history have undoubtedly done an enormous amount of damage, I've studied this extensively and the data is pretty clear: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/3u999j/toward_a_neurology_of_loneliness_the_neurological/
That's the way it is. Some people fall into unfortunate circumstances. Not implying it was completely out of my control, but I'm still in this position.
Fortunately there's a vaccine being developed: http://www.prnewswire.com/news-releases/hapten-sciences-to-begin-clinical-trials-for-novel-poison-ivy-vaccine-300181513.html
If I had known it could become this severe I would have tried the method of taking small amounts orally daily for a prolonged period of time, but now I should go at least a year without any exposure before trying it. -
2016-03-14 at 4:49 PM UTCWill someonw or something juat fucking kill me already. Being tough sucks in this situation. Ive gotteb up from some pretty bad rolls, bumps and tumbles a lesser person would be dead or severely hurt from. Ive dealt with so much fucking shit, I cant even believe it myself sometimes. I wiah I were a pussy ass whimp whod just roll over and be dead by now. I always had a preminishion Id be dead at 27, so here is my year. Ive not been often wrong with these feelings I get, those preminishions that haunted me since Ive been young. Iknew §m£ÂgØL would never, ever come back when he left the first round and cried as I said goodbye with him promising me that wasnt the case, that I was wrong this time. Im never wrong and I hate that more than anything when it comes to that shit I just 'know'.
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2016-03-14 at 4:55 PM UTCCan I shit in your mouth, Hydromorphone?
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2016-03-14 at 5:26 PM UTCI really need to know. This gravy train is leaving soon.
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2016-03-14 at 8:15 PM UTCGuess not.
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2016-03-14 at 11:13 PM UTC
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2016-03-15 at 2:09 AM UTC
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2016-03-15 at 2:50 AM UTCyay I'm out of jail
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2016-03-15 at 3:02 AM UTC
yay I'm out of jail
WAT HPND??? -
2016-03-15 at 4:21 AM UTC
yay I'm out of jail
I had wondered what happened to you. -
2016-03-15 at 5:13 AM UTCmotherfuckin mikes back. This place has no fucking PMs.
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2016-03-15 at 5:39 AM UTCHey, Mike, made a thread because I wanted to discuss something with you but the PMs dont work. Shoot me an email please, if you wouldnt mind. Thanks.
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2016-03-15 at 6:19 AM UTC
Hey, Mike, made a thread because I wanted to discuss something with you but the PMs dont work. Shoot me an email please, if you wouldnt mind. Thanks.
GUBMNT TOOK MY BAEBAE -
2016-03-15 at 6:27 AM UTCNo, I didnt lose my child. I gave my child up and am working so he can be adopted without that rapist pedo getting custody.
