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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2016-03-04 at 11:17 PM UTC
Nice, but watch this.
3000 even, trips with zeros, even multiple of thousand. What do you think?
Maybe it's because I can see deleted posts or something but this is post 3019 to me -
2016-03-04 at 11:26 PM UTC
AAAARRGH, IT BURRRNNS! The goggles did nothing!
Damn delayed reaction, I thought I was immune/resistant. Although, hopefully this will help build immunity/resistance. Fortunately I had some good ointment on hand with calamine and pramocaine. That pic is hours after I applied a liberal amount.
I wasn't exaggerating about the kind of hiking I do…
That looks nasty. You're thinking poison oak or something? Knowing the amount of stuff you take have you considered drug allergy/adverse interaction? -
2016-03-05 at 4:48 AM UTC
AAAARRGH, IT BURRRNNS! The goggles did nothing!
Damn delayed reaction, I thought I was immune/resistant. Although, hopefully this will help build immunity/resistance. Fortunately I had some good ointment on hand with calamine and pramocaine. That pic is hours after I applied a liberal amount.
I wasn't exaggerating about the kind of hiking I do…
Just eat a bottle of beedrill and you will be all fixed up my friend. If it wasn't for the nasty folks at the FDA I would gladly sell you a 1200/800 DPH/bundy in one big horse pill but alas they are trying to convince people that pink beedrill is best BUT YOU GOTTA EAT THE ENTIRE BOTTLE WHAT A FUCKING RIP OFF YOU KNOW HOW MANY ∆ DELTA SOLOS I HAD TO PLAY TO AFFORD GIVE ME THIS BEEDRILL MY DAILY BEEDRIL LIKE 33∆° don't forget the DING DING DING and the crib leg bag -
2016-03-05 at 10:48 AM UTC
That looks nasty. You're thinking poison oak or something? Knowing the amount of stuff you take have you considered drug allergy/adverse interaction?
No, it's not a drug allergy/adverse interaction. If you saw my style of hiking, you'd understand what lead to this, that it's perfectly reasonable. -
2016-03-05 at 10:55 AM UTCPicked up some goodies. Just part of it, the fun stuff:
California passed a retarded law, which is in the state's nature, banning Naptha (at least in pure form for consumers), but that lighter fluid is 100% naphtha. It's incredibly stupid. Same thing, but otherwise I could also have bought this: http://www.lowes.com/pd_206531-34228...ductId=3024053
Home Depot and OSH are closer. Interestingly, the Lowe's in SF seems to be the only one that doesn't stock that lye product. I wonder if it's due to meth. -
2016-03-05 at 3:36 PM UTCSo...
guys you should really give T-PAIN sodium a try.. yeah we all know it gets you high but as an antidepressant . Instead of taking massive doses, since I got 10 grams I'm deciding to ration it
morning dose:250 mg
25 mg at 10am
25mg at 12am
50 mg 3pm
50 mg 6pm
and 100mg before bed
thats why I haven't been posting alot, depression better, applied for a job at a local supermarket/dollar store walmart kinda place -
2016-03-05 at 6:19 PM UTCI am now amongst the ranks of the gainfully employed.
It's all over now. -
2016-03-05 at 9:11 PM UTC
Picked up some goodies. Just part of it, the fun stuff:
California passed a retarded law, which is in the state's nature, banning Naptha (at least in pure form for consumers), but that lighter fluid is 100% naphtha. It's incredibly stupid. Same thing, but otherwise I could also have bought this: http://www.lowes.com/pd_206531-34228...ductId=3024053
Home Depot and OSH are closer. Interestingly, the Lowe's in SF seems to be the only one that doesn't stock that lye product. I wonder if it's due to meth.
Oooh malice whatchu cookin
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2016-03-06 at 1:23 AM UTC*someone sees me weighing out my absurd combination of nootropics/supplements/drugs/pharmaceuticals*
"What are you doing?"
Me: "The most important meal of the day."
https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/c...eatments_that/Another episode many years later: my gf at the time and I were hiking in the Berkeley Hills, when we met a woman with a dog romping through fields of bright red leaves of poison oak. I asked if she got poison oak from touching her dog. She told me that she had developed immunity by taking a tiny piece of poison oak and swallowing it every day. My gf had to try right then and there. I was terrified, but decided to try anyways, and did not get the expected irritation to my throat. But I didn't go further in attempting to develop immunity.
Definitely trying this. Fortunately the poison in poison oak/ivy is an oily substance and allegedly can last for years, so I can gather some and it should last me a long time. Put a bit in capsules. My right arm is so inflamed it feels like I constantly have a pump like from weight lifting. Feels kind of nice, actually, aside from the horrible itching and pain. Makes me want to lift weights again so my body always feels that, powerful, full of power.I am now amongst the ranks of the gainfully employed.
It's all over now.
What happened Casper? You used to be cool. You had potential, drive. Sure, you pissed it away and came away with nothing to show for it and a decade of self-destruction, but you still did it, you made the money.
But, really, what's the job?
And also, for the love of fuck's sake, let me fix you. You're already taking methadone and were/are using an absurd amount of drugs, you regularly order things online, or did, do you really not see how absolutely fucking ridiculous it is to try a few key things, that don't even cost much or have much, if any, risk, that could make a massive difference in your quality of life? What do you think being on heroin, at as high a dose as you were using, for as long as you were, does to you? Do you remember when I mentioned opioid induced androgen deficiency and how your symptoms perfectly line up with it (Because that's what happens! Cause and effect!). Not to mention them myriad of other problems. And did you sign up for this and take the CES-D test? www.authentichappiness.sas.upenn.edu/testcenter
Problems with maintaining concentration are a common symptom of depression ("I used to be smart", you once said. No doubt what you've done to yourself has caused massive damage, but who knows hoe much can be salvaged.) Do you remember the long posts, epic stories and funny, witty, comments, you used to make, and how eventually they grew less and less common, so much shorter, how you lost the energy to write and even read? Those are standard symptoms of depression! I don't give a shit if you tell me you don't feel that depressed or think x will fix it, it will just take a little y, take 5 fucking minutes to sign up and take the fucking CES-D test and tell me your goddamn score, private! This has been a recurrent theme that has pissed me off about you crowd, it's as if you don't want to get better (although some of you have taken smalls steps over the years, like T-PAIN), you don't see how ridiculous and inconsistent your behavior is (3rd paragraph), won't do something as simple as fucking reading and ordering something online. If you can't do this, end up just sleeping all day regularly, YOU HAVE A PROBLEM THAT NEEDS TO BE FIXED! Honestly, I want to go abusive father on you. The lack of a dad is bound to have fucked you up in some ways, there's so much research on this.
I did it:
I'm gathering the tools I need for recovery.
Getting out regularly to do some hardcore off trail hiking in regional parks, do some edible mushroom hunting (getting some nice rain, looking forward to trying to find chanterelles): http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...4352#post74352
http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...3481#post73481
planning to eventually get some HcG, and RAD-140 and start lifting again, maybe throw in some testosterone and an aromatase inhibitor. Even found the perfect opportunity for getting out: http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...3325#post73325
Raising some capital and have a realistic plan, a goal, to make more money than you ever did, and do it completely alone. Drag myself out of this with no support.
Even been courageous enough to try the most powerful/intense psychedelic of all: http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...y-to-smoke-dmtOooh malice whatchu cookin
Grandma's secret recipe.;) -
2016-03-06 at 2:15 AM UTC
Everything failed to subdue me. Soon everything seemed dull: another sunrise, the lives of heroes, falling in love, war, the discoveries people made about each other. The only thing that didn't bore me, obviously enough, was how much money Tim Price made, and yet in its obviousness it did. There wasn't a clear, identifiable emotion within me, except for greed and, possibly, total disgust. I had all the characteristics of a human being - flesh, blood, skin, hair - but my depersonalization was so intense, had gone so deep, that the normal ability to feel compassion had been eradicated, the victim of a slow, purposeful erasure. I was simply imitating reality, a rough resemblance of a human being, with only a dim corner of my mind functioning. Something horrible was happening and yet I couldn't figure out why - I couldn't put my finger on it.â€
This is what I've been feeling lately. Greed and disgust. At the end of the audiobook there was an interesting interview with the author, where he called it the most autobiographical novel he had ever written, based on his experiences in Los Angeles, except for the violent acts and desires. -
2016-03-06 at 6:05 AM UTCHOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK. Nate Diaz by submission via RNC. HAHA fuck Conor McGregor.
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2016-03-06 at 6:16 AM UTC
Leet, why do you like generic 30 something bitches… I'm not judging but your taste in women is so bland, it hurts.
Sorry I'm not into toddlers. No wonder you don't find anything I post attractive. -
2016-03-06 at 6:46 AM UTC
Damn, $40/lb? I was just planning to hunt these for fun after this rainy period (got a lot for this area today), adds another element to wandering around regional parks/wilderness areas.
Also, tried rubbing a mixture of cayenne pepper and water, even added a bit of rubbing alcohol for possible solubility and increased penetration or irritation, then took the pure powder and rubbed it on my poison oak areas, still felt nothing. Read this is one of the treatments, they sell cream with capsaicin for arthritis pain, which burns at first, but then acts as an anti-inflammatory and subdues burning afterward. I was really disappointed, thought it would be a fight fire with fire thing, intense burning followed by relative relief.
I've had the repeated urge to slice my skin open in hopes of draining any irritant (wouldn't actually do this). I need a good topical anesthetic, someone send me some cocaine to rub into my arms.
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2016-03-06 at 6:55 AM UTCHigh as fuck. All weed though.
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2016-03-06 at 7:04 AM UTChttp://southpark.cc.com/clips/150661/calamine-bath
Oh, thank god, it's in stock nearby: http://www.target.com/p/aspercreme-lidocaine-pain-relieving-creme-2-7-oz/-/A-16836627
May end up using Orajel to make it easier to fall asleep. -
2016-03-06 at 8:41 AM UTCI think I have mistaken an alien egg for a pizza yesterday because it feel like something is going to hatch out of my asshole. I will of course die in the process but I'm not ashamed to go out like that. God knows I gave it my all
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2016-03-06 at 8:42 AM UTCI'm in agony.
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2016-03-06 at 11:21 AM UTCDid Hydro ever kill herself and leave the kid to §m£ÂgØL?
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2016-03-06 at 11:24 AM UTC
I am now amongst the ranks of the gainfully employed.
It's all over now.
​I know that feel, I have to get a job tomorrow. They've made it in Britain so its easier to get a job than claim benefits. This is what its come to.
​Plus we're the worst drug dealers in the world. -
2016-03-06 at 3:57 PM UTChttps://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_State_University,_East_Bay
The university operates on the quarter system and is scheduled to convert to the semester system by 2020.[10]
Oh, I think this is rare among 4 years colleges, at least in CA.
Lanny, what do you think about my idea of testing out of an associate's at one of the three universities I mentioned without a residency requirement (Should be easy as fuck, the first two years are a joke, high school 2.0, and general education requirements are retarded and a waste of time.) then transferring? I wonder what the quickest you could complete a degree under a quarter system, theoretically,normally being limited by pre-requisites, would be. It could only take a year, maybe less. Dependin on the pre-requisite limitations, the minimum amount it would take, you could also structure your classes so you load up on easy classes at first, leaving your later quarters open to focus on the difficult classes.Complete at least 180 quarter units for your B.A. degree, 186 quarter units for your B.F.A. degree, or 180-188 quarter units for your B.S. degree. At least 60 of these units must be in upper division courses (courses numbered 3000 and above). No more than 60 units can be graded in the Credit/No Credit pattern (CR/NC or A/B/C/NC). No more than 36 units can be in Continuing Education, Open University, or correspondence credit, and no more than 45 units can be earned credit-by-examination (excepting Advanced Placement).
Aww, sweet, test out of more classes. This could be a superior version of my prior plan, receive a bachelor's from a CSU (The college name game. Employer's generally aren't familiar with all universities, unless they're the kind, you're applying for positions, where prestigious/good quality/well known ones are the norm or sought out. CSU is the main thing they'll see.). It really could be possible to do it under a year. The competition seems easy as well, you could easily be at the top of your class and maintain a high GPA.
Why would I want to do this? Because I want to fit in. It would also provide some intellectual stimulation, reverse some of the brain rot from being a hiki, and serve as hiki/aspie therapy, providing structured social interaction. Could even be an easy path to a master's or transferring to another university for another degree.
This with the entrepreneurship option could be useful, and easy to gt through: http://catalog.csueastbay.edu/preview_program.php?catoid=2&poid=371&returnto=97
It actually doesn't rank badly, either, at least for certain fields: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_State_University,_East_Bay#Academic_achievements
