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2016-02-20 at 4:18 AM UTCI'm on gabapentin starting 2 days ago. Been taking like 10 a day, i get 120 100mg pills a month. I've been in a delerium, better than ativan delerium, like not really delerium more like, xanax feels without tiredness. I would sit at my desk for hours talking to the few chicks that actually were on omegle and cybersexed, full blown with her moaning and shit for 8 hours and not drink any water for 12 hours and be sleep and food deprived.
I just took like 6. Not sizing myself up, just being honest.
Btw kreepykay you need to stagger doses. Like, take a single dose in the morning with some fatty/greasy food (lipids increase gabapentin absorption), and then 2 hours later take another dose with food, and another 2 hrs, etc. Instead of all at once. It's a drug that less is more.
Gabapentin not pregabalin
every day I always ballin'
slur and see the rabbit hole and fall in
layin in bed, home from work and I call in
It's appallin'
[SIZE=8px]And I aint stalin
[SIZE=12px]I come straight from the shitter
I got a wife and I hit 'her
U kno fo sho I'm adolf hitler
I see Chiam I eye spy him
You know I am the champ,
straight to the concentration camp
no pulp all natural OJ and gin
I think I gonna pack it in
If there such a thing as sin
I hope there is cause she didn't say yes
Sent straight to hell, I'm a sadist as well
And holy mary with her titties sayin oh god bless[/SIZE][/SIZE]
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2016-02-20 at 4:33 AM UTCLanny, do you have any siblings?
Also, I hate to ask and don't take this the wrong way, I'm just curious, but are you going to receive anything for inheritance? I don't recall you ever saying anything about your mom or any siblings. It would be pretty nice if you inherited a house or something, put it to good use. Definitely unfair, I wonder how your egalitarian ideals influence your view of this, but if you really wanted to, I'd trust you to put it to good use more than the overwhelming majority of people.
Also, where is the funeral being held? If it's close enough, could I come as a guest? It's good to have people you can relate to for emotional support. It's just something I'm interested in experiencing, particularly the eulogy. -
2016-02-20 at 10:23 AM UTCDissociater, I have 600mg pills and I was taking way too much lately. Like, ten or so pills a day, honestly I would loose count throughout the day I would just keep popping them every 2 hours or so. Yesterday I had none though (yayme!) I wanna try to go at least one week without. I pay fifty cents for each 600mg pills from a gal i know so money aint an issue but my anger problem related to it as well as too much of a tolerance makes me want to stop for at least one week. Maybe even 2.
In other news.
For the last 19 hours I have taken 180mg of adderall. I feel very nice. It's nice. I mean no crystal meth but hey, I find my self liking adderall more each time I do it. -
2016-02-20 at 3:52 PM UTCYeah same but with vyvanse. gabapentin really really smooths out shit and even gets shit trippy with little scatter particle shit and cevs later on
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2016-02-20 at 7:11 PM UTCIs it ok to mix gabapentin, mirtazapine and alcohol? Because I have been.
​Also, any girl that rings me at 6am asking if they can come round and bringing half a bottle of vodka and a full bottle of JD has my heart for life. -
2016-02-20 at 8:41 PM UTCAny you guys used agora?
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2016-02-20 at 9:04 PM UTC
Any you guys used agora?
The darknet market? Why? They shut down their operation a while ago. Amazingly, they didn't scam, but allowed everyone enough time to withdraw their coins. -
2016-02-20 at 10:08 PM UTC
Lanny, do you have any siblings?
Nope, only child.Also, I hate to ask and don't take this the wrong way, I'm just curious, but are you going to receive anything for inheritance? I don't recall you ever saying anything about your mom or any siblings. It would be pretty nice if you inherited a house or something, put it to good use.
My dad maintained a life insurance policy but he wasn't a wealthy guy so I don't expect a lot, plus medical and burial expenses need to be paid out of any benefit first of course.Definitely unfair, I wonder how your egalitarian ideals influence your view of this, but if you really wanted to, I'd trust you to put it to good use more than the overwhelming majority of people.
Well I'm not a big fan of language like "fairness", it's usually associated with deontological positions that I reject. I do think the wealth inheritance mechanism fails to maximize utility, usually people receiving significant inheritance don't have any pressing need for it. I certainly don't need more money or at least it wouldn't do me much good relative to what it could. But I'm not a morally perfect agent. One of the common criticisms of utilitarianism is that it sets the bar too high, a embarrassingly large part of Peter Singer's career has been directed at addressing the objection his position commits us to giving away all our wealth until we have a third world quality of life. Both deontologists and abrahamic ethicists have this idea that ethics is supposed to be this process, usually a framework of rules, that churns out a "you may" or "you may not" answer to any question you feed it, but the idea of moral action in consequentialist frameworks is entirely different. There is no sufficiency criteria, like "you have to be this good or else" mostly because there is no or else, each action just has some weight and many good actions, actions a person would be justified in taking, are non optimal which is OK. Anyway, I guess that's my round about way of saying I'll do the same thing with any inheritance I receive as I do with any money I receive above and beyond what's required to sustain my lifestyle: donate 10-20% of it to an effective charity, blow up to half of it on drugs/alcohol/comptuers/hobby projects, and put the rest in a rainy day fund.Also, where is the funeral being held? If it's close enough, could I come as a guest? It's good to have people you can relate to for emotional support. It's just something I'm interested in experiencing, particularly the eulogy.
In socal. It's going to be a family-only type thing, no big service or whatever, thank god. -
2016-02-21 at 12:17 PM UTC
Is it ok to mix gabapentin, mirtazapine and alcohol? Because I have been.
​Also, any girl that rings me at 6am asking if they can come round and bringing half a bottle of vodka and a full bottle of JD has my heart for life.
yeah but it wont feel good much at all.
mitrazipine itself made me itchy awake and agitated and with alcohol caused more discomfort
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2016-02-21 at 1:04 PM UTCJust woke up to get ready for a six am shift at my job.. Had a fun filled adderall binge. I think I did a total of 310 mg. I never used to like it so much but when taken in large amounts it's quite fun and recreational not just for studying and shit. 10 out 10 would do again. Oh and the morphine and norco were a nice plus too
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2016-02-22 at 12:39 AM UTCyoure living your life in the promised zone
dont wanna see your bro and bitch you always
think the red man's the snitch followed anger from
jersey to york you celebrate and you pop the cork
collective concious denied
o fat mike he goin
alone he got no one to leave him alone 10 years
and dont got a home yet he aint alone
seven levels, tell me again
will i ever see my best friend
right in front of me he sits and stares
cant even climb a full set of stairs
get a hold on your legendary life
dont be down because of the stress snd the strife
I wish i grew up, thinking that way
My only wish is to be more jaded each day
inb4 imbiciles interpet as emo shit -
2016-02-22 at 4:36 AM UTCWas planning to go to a regional park area and take some LSD, but ended up being too late and I decided against the idea of trying it at night for a few hours (Actually don't like the dark, although for short walks, in the right mood and area, it can definitely provide a unique beauty. In this case, though, I wouldn't be able to fully appreciate any natural beauty, particularly considering the lack of lighting I doubt I'd have been able to see much detail, don't like the cold, and in general it probably wouldn't have been a good setting and would have led to an uncomfortable experience.), then aborting/greatly toning down the trip with some etizolam and walking an hour to a BART station along a pretty simple route. Will consider it tomorrow during the day, depending on how I'm feeling. Planning to try Mescaline at a later day for an all day event, but would prefer to leave something like that until after Nardil kicks in (Picking it up tomorrow, very much looking forward to starting it).
Also finally got around to hemming the jeans I bought (5'8 + minimalist (very thin soles) shoes means the standard 30 inch length is too long and drags on the ground, which annoys the hell out of me (sensory sensitivity)), which was pretty simple. Don't own an iron, so I used a very ghetto method to make the crease along which to cut, the bottom of a small frying pan heated on the stove: http://www.levi.com/US/en_US/mens-jeans/p/245800003
Reviews: http://www.amazon.com/Levis-Mens-Athletic-Straight-Fit-Jean/product-reviews/B00MN6LLKM/ref=cm_cr_dp_see_all_summary?ie=UTF8&showViewpoints=1&sortBy=helpful
There's also a coupon for 20% off your first order + free shipping if you sign up for their emails, which you can then immediately unsubscribe from.
As per my usual tendency to research thoroughly, these were the best choice I could find, and they're a pretty good deal. Something that isn't overly tight in the thighs, and has spandex as well for a freer range of motion. Also come in black, which was a requirement, as I wanted to complete an all black outfit/uniform. Highly recommend them for those looking for a quality pair of jeans that are comfortable (have about 1.5% spandex, varies by color), for those with larger thighs (Naturally or due to athletics, not because you're fat. It's for those who also have a thinner waistline.), look good, and are affordable.
These are my ideal pants, but goddammit they have not had black in stock for months: http://www.ems.com/ems-mens-trailhead-zip-off-pants/1285090.html
The convenience of convertibility. Hot during the day or desire for greater mobility/comfort, stash zipoffs in cargo pockets or a bag if you carry one. Just look at the description for all the other benefits, they're perfectly optimized. Spandex, 2-way stretch, Quick-drying, abrasion- and wrinkle-resistant fabric with a DWR (durable water repellent) finish to shed light moisture, 3 in. wide inseam gusset on shorts for freedom of movement (a gusset is very important for fully unrestricted motion for pants, short of something like leggings/high spandex material), knee darts/articulated knees on pant legs for unrestricted movement, and multiple roomy pockets.
I'm going the Steve Jobs route. As with many other things in life, I'm not playing this fucking game. I specifically want my wardrobe to contain no variety for a variety of reasons.
Goddamn my Asperger's, the reason I stopped wearing jeans is because I can't stand the way they feel. The fabric is too thick and they feel too restrictive. It's torturous if clothing feels uncomfortable or like it's interfering with my range of motion. With pants it makes me end up walking stiff legged, almost military like. Even with these I'm going to have to adjust to them and break them in as much as possible. Lanny, do you have any similar problems with this?
https://www.reddit.com/r/LSD/comments/2ns95d/tripping_in_a_city/I've had acid in NYC, Boston & Sydney (plus mushies in Atlanta). Some observations:
Sydney was my favourite setting for a city trip; it was during Vivid Festival, when the city becomes a psychedelic playground for a few weeks each winter (seen here). Unfortunately, I made the idiotic decision to go to the casino after the lights shut off at midnight, because I still wanted more flashy lights. Seeing people pissing their life savings into the pokies at 2am on a Monday was just depressing.
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2016-02-22 at 6:39 AM UTCLanny, can you still cancel your Oculus preorder? It looked like the Vive might be a better deal, and currently superior by a fair margin: https://www.reddit.com/r/gadgets/comments/46vpks/htc_vive_priced_at_799_available_in_early_april/d08p2bu
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2016-02-22 at 8:38 AM UTC
will i ever see my best friend
right in front of me he sits and stares
cant even climb a full set of stairs
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2016-02-23 at 12:45 AM UTCSome days you live like peasants, some days you live like kings. The ebb and flow of life.
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2016-02-23 at 4:18 AM UTCI've decided to quit gabapentin. It's been about three days without it and I feel fine. Maybe one day I'll feel the need for it again but as of now I'm good without it. It caused me to be extremely hostile as well, found out later that hostility is a common side effect.
On a different note, does anyone have experience plugging drugs? Of course IV is the ROA of choice but sometimes it's not possible. I've heard mixed things. Like, it's better than oral, same as oral, not worth the trouble, amazing, didn't work at all. Anyone have experiences here they'd be willing to share?
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2016-02-23 at 7:52 AM UTCSo I'm trying this amazon fresh thing. Did the math and it pays off pretty quick, mixed bag with the selection. All the essentials but some things like sunseeds were absent. We'll see how the produce turns out. I also kinda want to use the "dash" or "instant" thing or whatever. Like the "press button get shit delivered" thing. I know it's a gimmick but it looks cool and I anticipate a certain pleasure in having someone attend to my needs at the literal press of a button.
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2016-02-23 at 8:34 AM UTCHey kid, want some mindfuck?
Imagine if you will a sphere, perfect, floating alone in the void. From nowhere in particular and everywhere at once a light shines on the sphere lending it a flat, opaque appearance. As you approach the sphere, it rapidly grows in size. The closer you get to it, the larger it looms until it rests firmly in your vision.
Orbiting the sphere at a distance indeterminable due to the lack of any reference, you notice that this is much like the earth. There is a curved horizon with black space above it, as though you were flying around an unmarked 8-ball. Move closer, closer. The lower an orbit you take, the larger the world looms. Flying stomach down towards the sphere and looking towards the curvature, you notice as you float lower and lower that the sphere grows in your vision, just like the Earth would if you were approaching the ground. The curved horizon occupies more and more of your vision. You float closer and closer and all the while the horizon grows less and less curved, and more and more straight. It begins to appear as though the horizon line is bisecting the land and sky perfectly - though you have yet to actually alight on the sphere itself.
Now we require a true feat of imagination. I need to tell you something about this sphere. Though the sphere is an interminable size, you can still land on it. The conditions for this, however, are woefully impossible. However we figure it, the horizon must be a perfectly straight line. Those of you who reason well will realize that, when dealing with a sphere, this is only possible if one of two criteria are met.
1) The sphere is of infinite size. 2) The observer is infinitely small.
As I said, imagination is required. When you finally touch down, you the observer are at the very point where any perfectly flat plain touching the surface of the sphere rests. Without a reference, it matters not whether the sphere below you is infinite in dimension, or you are infinitesimally small - both are true at the same time, and for our discussion, it doesn’t really matter.
Survey the horizon. It is flat beyond anything you’ve ever perceived before, amazing and terrible. You stand on less than a pinpoint on the sphere. You can’t perceive that you are even on a sphere anymore - the word “globe†no longer has any real meaning for you.
We are not done. You stand at the tangent point - for our discussion, we will assume you are infinitesimally small, if only for the sake of simplicity. Look up. Above you looms another sphere, as dark and flat looking as the one that you stand on now. What’s this? The globe above you like a dark moon is growing larger by the moment. Wait - it’s not growing larger, we’ve determined that you are simply infinitesimally small - the sphere is falling! Well, up and down are relative right now, but the fact of the matter is, it’s getting closer!
Standing on your point, it doesn’t matter that it’s coming closer, you can’t be harmed. The sphere above “falls†towards you at an ever-increasing rate. Growing larger and larger, it approaches, its horizon moving farther and farther from being a curve, slowly becoming another fine line - there are now two horizons. You stand at the very point where these two perfect spheres are touching. This point has no dimensions - it exists almost as an abstraction - but still, it exists.
And here you are, at your nexus of the multiverse.
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2016-02-23 at 11:40 PM UTC
So I'm trying this amazon fresh thing. Did the math and it pays off pretty quick, mixed bag with the selection. All the essentials but some things like sunseeds were absent. We'll see how the produce turns out. I also kinda want to use the "dash" or "instant" thing or whatever. Like the "press button get shit delivered" thing. I know it's a gimmick but it looks cool and I anticipate a certain pleasure in having someone attend to my needs at the literal press of a button.
It's happening. Soon you will begin to have to go outside less and less, and as society evolves, hardly ever at all. In fact, the psychological impact and pleasure from VR may drive you to a point where things you believed would always entice to go outside occasionally won't anymore. -
2016-02-23 at 11:54 PM UTC
I've decided to quit gabapentin. It's been about three days without it and I feel fine. Maybe one day I'll feel the need for it again but as of now I'm good without it. It caused me to be extremely hostile as well, found out later that hostility is a common side effect.
Depends on the drug. Must be watersoluble. Serotonergics often cause nausea which can be prevented by plugging because it bypasses the stomach. I've done all kinds of drugs anally and it's pretty nice.
On a different note, does anyone have experience plugging drugs? Of course IV is the ROA of choice but sometimes it's not possible. I've heard mixed things. Like, it's better than oral, same as oral, not worth the trouble, amazing, didn't work at all. Anyone have experiences here they'd be willing to share?
Upload some pictures of your asshole so I can give you further instructions.
