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2016-02-15 at 6:51 PM UTCThe Mad Max game was good. It is insane what video games have become. Perfectly presentated with well writting, thrilling stories and specifically designed to get you addicted.
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2016-02-15 at 9:23 PM UTCNSI-189 definitely has a strong effect on dreams and seems to bring back memories from the past. Also causes me to wake up early, normally my sleep patterns are persistently fucked up. Seems to be due to a cortisol rebound, there may have been additional information released that suggests it strongly reduces cortisol levels. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cortisol_awakening_response
I was waking up with some sweat, not soaked in it, but definitely felt humid. That seems to have gone away.
It's interesting how dreams can induce feelings and sensations that I've never actually experienced before, but feel highly realistic. -
2016-02-15 at 10:30 PM UTC
Lol, I didn't realize Max Stirner and Marx hung out. I knew they were contemporaries but not that they had ever met.
Wait, so I was with you for the "read my post" part, and then it went into me fanfic (which sounds pretty cool but I don't know what it has to do with anything) and then it's women and the proles are inhuman fools? I'm kinda confused. Like I get each point individually, but I'm failing to see the relationship.
So the pleasure/reality tradeoff is always going to be a point of tension but it comes back to the "useful lie" situation I mentioned earlier. I think we can agree, at least on an intellectual level, that there is no transcending human subjectivity. There may well be an external world that closely fits our mental models but it's still incoherent to talk about an objective experience. The only things we'll ever have direct interaction with are our experiences. That's pretty much the gist of what defines an empiricist (interesting since it's almost opposite to the usage of "empirical" as a synonym for "science stuff"). Given that, so long as delusion or mental illness or any other functioning of the mind does not cause meaningfully harmful state-change in whatever level of external world we want to suppose, we can find no reason to find fault with it. If my subjective experience is of being a maniacal tyrant taking immense pleasure from the suffering of others but my objective actions, for some reason or another, are of a doctor or a great writer or inventor then how can we say that discongruency between reality and mental experience is wrong, or undesirable?
Of course there's the question of what our power to cultivate those acceptable deviations between experience and biologically implied value judgments are (and I'd argue there's a long history of this being something within the reach of the everyman, not prescribing any particular lifestyle) but if you put that aside you should realize there's no rational objection to be had. Since Socrates we've been carrying the albatross of The Truth around our collective cultural necks, and the truth is important, but conflating it with goodness has been a bane upon our people. Socrates was a man so concerned with the truth, with shoving it in other peoples faces, he managed to get himself democratically voted to die. The Apology may be a seminal work even now but it didn't convince many Athenians and while foundational I don't think it convinces many moderns either. The stoics on the other hand, they didn't have anyone go get crucified for their ideals before that was the cool thing to do but sometimes I think in a few generations of, as far as we can tell, genuinely happy human beings, not through ignorance but willful happiness, may have been a better thing that anything philosophy jesus ever gave us.
So are you hyping the suburbs or not? Either way, I'm happy to pay the toll for urban living as long as it stays the same. And when it gets ruined there's always Portland, or Seattle, or whatever other city becomes a hub for the things that make SF appealing. I do think the "work in the city, live in the suburbs" lifestyle is kinda harmful. I don't think I'll ever have a kid (posted about the subjective reasons for this before but it felt incoherent, ultimately I'm not an antinatalist but I am a eugenicist. More of me is not what I'd like to see in the world) but if I did I'd send them to school in the city. If I'm going to be in a place, live there, make my living there, it would seem disingenuous to act like it's not good enough for children. If I make money somewhere and I fail to ensure its habitability, or my government fails to extract the resources from me to do the same, then there's a deeper problem that divestment is only going to pass onto someone more poorly equipped to deal with it.
And tremendously lower numbers of women were in the workplace 50 years ago. Someone then could have said "women have such strong biological drives to stay out of the workplace that they'll never be significantly represented there" and they would have been dead wrong. Yes biological pressures exist that affect our behavior but so do social pressures, the latter of which is amenable to intra-generational and human driven change. It is also empirically more powerful since we can find all sorts of divergences between biological drives and social drives wherein humans largely conform to the social model. Tabla rasa or no, human history is a history of curbing ("sublimating") our natural inclinations.
Do you actually believe that? All of our ideas evolve with time of course, but last I remember you thought morality just didn't fly, looked at the is/ought gap and sat down with the conclusion that there was nothing more to be said. Has that changed?
Bleh, I don't know if I should pity the author for being such a profoundly broken human being or hate him for being so inauthentic. I don't know Bryan Caplan from a hole in the ground and have no idea what he did to consider himself "elite" but even putting aside the issue of how one proposes to elevate their situation without incurring infrastructural debt to the system that assigns them their wealth there's still no logic to connects "I have material resources to isolate myself" to "I'm going to blind myself to the condition of other human beings". And the tacit implication that being disadvantaged somehow entails greater responsibility to the community is not only absurd but frankly disgusting.
"America's a nice place to visit, but you wouldn't want to live there"
I always assume the right's chest beating over "making place great again" is disingenuous rhetoric but thinking about this I really hope people really are deluded enough to believe that. Because the alternative, "place is broken, not my problem" is tantamount to malice.
This is impenetrable.
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2016-02-16 at 12:22 AM UTCOK, I read the first part of Lannys post and it sounds like the type of things I bring up to people when I'm all fucked up and actually do a soliloquy on the subject, mostly in reference to one particular person we're discussing then build to how their reality is a subjective interpretation of what you represent within it and how tangible you are to them, then extrapolate that onto everyone and hope they digest a little bit of the message.
Niggas I started the objective meme. I also introduced Malice to Buddhism and mentioned it to him on literally zoklet.
So I'm just reminding myself to read the entire exchange later. This website just got like 50x more interesting, objectively. -
2016-02-16 at 3:13 AM UTC
That's not really what I wanted feedback on, philoso-autist.
What do you think about my "clubhouse" idea? In general and a strategy to attain maximum happiness and well being as an adult. Any problems you'd foresee?
No, that seems pretty reasonable. I think that is by and large what we consider friendship to be. Like sure, your candidates for friends are limited by circumstances but I don't think many people choose to associate with people they actively dislike, we survey the landscape and choose those who are the most funny/appealing/interesting whatever. I guess the risk is there's a drive towards homogeneity (we obviously tend to like like people with similar or at least compatible views, common experiences, more) which could cause issues with in-group biases, particularly in groups with narrow or obsessive interests (it's easy to see it all the time on mid-sized subreddits, TRP and atheism come to mind first but they're basically endless variations) but then groups like that generally, by merit of being small, are non-exclusive (in the sense that participation in them does not exclude you from participation in larger more general social structures) which is something of a counterbalance.
In any case though, finding and spending time with people you find interesting seems like a no brainer for fulfillment.
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2016-02-16 at 7:22 AM UTCBought 4 wines to trial at Grocery outlet. Business model, how they're able to offer such massive discounts: http://goodcheapvino.com/grocery-outlet-wine-department-incredible-wine-bargains/
Blog, wish there were more contributors: https://grossoutwine.wordpress.com/
You should give it a try, Lanny. You enjoy thrift stores, this is like a thrift store for alcohol and food items. http://www.yelp.com/biz/grocery-outlet-san-francisco
I've also invented a new method for opening a wine bottle without an easy to remove cork (inconsiderate fucks). I call it the "Oh, fuck it!" method. First, quickly dig out as much of the cork as you can using a knife or screwdriver or something. Make it as clean as possible, then turn it upside down and kick it a few good pats, scrape the surface a bit to get any loose pieces out. Then, stab it all the way through with a screwdriver or whatever's suitable to relieve pressure, then push the cork all the way through. A bit of splashback, but surprisingly little. May have to adjust the cork, turn it sideways, so it won't interfere with the flow. It's sourced from the bark of a tree, it's not going to kill you.
You bet I'm going to trial all of them today. Hauling those bags around was good exercise, but hard work. Lanny, you'd be in tears if you had to carry bags of the same weights to the distances I've regularly done so.
Now, time to watch Léon: The Professional. -
2016-02-16 at 7:39 AM UTC
Bought 4 wines to trial at Grocery outlet. Business model, how they're able to offer such massive discounts: http://goodcheapvino.com/grocery-outlet-wine-department-incredible-wine-bargains/
Blog, wish there were more contributors: https://grossoutwine.wordpress.com/
You should give it a try, Lanny. You enjoy thrift stores, this is like a thrift store for alcohol and food items. http://www.yelp.com/biz/grocery-outlet-san-francisco
Too far to walk, don't really want to haul groceries on the bus. Besides, I'm quite happy with my 2 buck chuck. Have you tried it? The shiraz is actually one of my favorite wines, having tried a fair amount of nicer stuff (although I can't claim to have any real critical insight, it just tastes good to me). The pinot grigio is nice if you don't like reds.You bet I'm going to trial all of them today. Hauling those bags around was good exercise, but hard work. Lanny, you'd be in tears if you had to carry bags of the same weights to the distances I've regularly done so.
How much do you carry and what distance? I walk about a mile uphill to my grocery store, shop for 1-2 weeks at a time. Never weighed how much that is though.Now, time to watch Léon: The Professional.
That's been in my queue for a while now. Someone compared it favorably to non non biyori which seemed kinda funny but w/e. Post a review when you finish it. -
2016-02-16 at 9:05 AM UTCI read Lannys post and it convinced me to read Socrates. I think my ADHD may be going into remission.
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2016-02-16 at 11:27 AM UTC
NSI-189 definitely has a strong effect on dreams and seems to bring back memories from the past. Also causes me to wake up early, normally my sleep patterns are persistently fucked up. Seems to be due to a cortisol rebound, there may have been additional information released that suggests it strongly reduces cortisol levels. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cortisol_awakening_response
I was waking up with some sweat, not soaked in it, but definitely felt humid. That seems to have gone away.
It's interesting how dreams can induce feelings and sensations that I've never actually experienced before, but feel highly realistic.
Drunk typing time. Damn typos and dim light.
There was this girl. There was some sort of game. not seriously competitive, but light hearted, almost like a carnival game, except with more of a feeling of hospitality, it didn't feel profit motivated or sleazy, just for fun. It was a simple silly game involving throwing balls at each other. At the end we both laid down on a bed and gazed into each other's eyes. I awkwardly and light-heartedly bounced a remaining ball off her head, then I gently placed it, small and soft, clean,against her mouth, followed by my thumb, There was a distinct feeling, which I've never actually felt before, but I is likely close to the real thing. The intertwine of emotion of physical perception. The softness and warmth of her skin, her lips, was incredible, along with the feeling as we gazed into each others eyes and I was able to forget the absurdity, the crudeness, of life for a moment and was able to experience what I had missed out on. Hopefully one day, if I'm not too far gone, I'll be able to experience the humanity I purposefully abandoned. It must be a wonderful feeling.
I was also outside without sunglasses, which I normally never do on non-overcast days due to light sensitivity due to being on the autism spectrum (blinding if the angle of the sun is in front of me, I can't see well and have a necessary constant squint at the very least), for the benefits of direct sun exposure on the retinas ( bright light therapy). Catching the scents of the flora, seeing the wildlife and greenery, it reminded me of something I had forgotten, a feeling that may have been evoked in the past, some emotional coloring that gave depth to the world and made it seem less cold, lifeless, than it currently does (completely, all consuming). NSI-189. I should have brought a second dose in capsule.
And, unrelated, coconut oil, or a mixture (I would combine it with baby/mineral oil), seems to be excellent for the hair and scalp. Tried it because I ran out of the latter. It has antibacterial properties, which seems to work better for cleanliness and lack of odor than anything I've tried before. The comodogenic/pore clogging properties which make it unsuitable for skin on (most) of the rest of the body (the genito-anal region may be acceptable) don't seem to matter for the scalp. The thickness does not make it feel overly greasy, quite the opposite in fact, it seems to be a strength because it causes it to adhere better, causing less to run off on a passing hand, avoiding the feeling of it being greasy, along with better locking in moisture/maintaining the health of the scalp and hair, preventing dandruff.Too far to walk, don't really want to haul groceries on the bus. Besides, I'm quite happy with my 2 buck chuck. Have you tried it? The shiraz is actually one of my favorite wines, having tried a fair amount of nicer stuff (although I can't claim to have any real critical insight, it just tastes good to me). The pinot grigio is nice if you don't like reds.
http://www.traderjoes.com/fearless-flyer/article/433
Sounds interesting, I will try it.
Lazy. You don't need to carry a huge amount. Just look around.How much do you carry and what distance? I walk about a mile uphill to my grocery store, shop for 1-2 weeks at a time. Never weighed how much that is though.
I would regularly walk an hour each way before, just for the exercise. It's not uncommon for me to carry a 20 pound sack of potatoes or rice under an arm and a bag of other items in the other for a 10 minute walk home.
Before I used to gill a high capacity backpack with 40lbs worth when they had particularly good deals and stock up long term.
Even now 20 pounds in each hand for at 30-40 minutes total of walking is occasionally done. I've retained a surprising amount of muscle mass and strength despite being incredibly sedentary for a year and going off testosterone replacement therapy, my T levels likely being rock bottom. I still look surprising with my shirt off with proper posture. Seems I'm a hard gainer, but hard loser as well.That's been in my queue for a while now. Someone compared it favorably to non non biyori which seemed kinda funny but w/e. Post a review when you finish it.
The character of the girl is very unrealistic, but the premises of many films are. This fits with the style, if you're aware that it isn't supposed to be realistic from the start and can't accept that, can go with the flow if the film's style, it's definitely enjoyable, above average. You have to understand the style and be able to set that aside. Definitely worth watching, an above average film, but you have to keep in mind how low the bar is set. It won't blow you away, but, expectations.
Also, I enjoy entrepreneurship, it seems to be what I'm happy doing, the only problem is finding enough to occupy my time and being in the right state for it.
Sent this to a Chinese drug supplier I'm interested in, the replacement for tic-research/till.i.come@riseup,net:Found something that may be useful to you.
http://energycontrol.org/international.html
https://www.reddit.com/r/DNMAvengers/comments/3ex6fu/questions_about_energy_control_test/ctk9t23
Very cheap service that accepts illegal substances and does GC-MS and LC-MS for a low fee. Fast and easy to use.
They are safe to use and are well known among informed communities: www.google.com/search?q=site:reddit.com+energycontrol.org
It is a good service for testing batches of illegal product to confirm purity and that nothing bad is added or it is not different product. People are much more willing to purchase and buy larger amounts if you can show them test results. You can get more customers and increase sales.Thank you!
I'll consider it for a near future
It feels good to improve business relations. -
2016-02-17 at 1:07 AM UTCI think I'm starting to lose my shit
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2016-02-17 at 2:10 AM UTC
I think I'm starting to lose my shit
You need Arnox Imodium, bro. -
2016-02-17 at 2:59 AM UTCI hate it when I have plans to do things the next day but just end up laying against a wall with my forearms and head on my knees, then lying on the ground in a semi fetal position with tears occasionally going down my face.
Take a look at this: https://www.reddit.com/r/DarkNetMarkets/comments/465i8x/250k_xanax_sold_in_3_hours/
Buying in bulk from the cheapest quality source countries and smuggling into Australia is another dream of mine: http://www.havocscope.com/black-market-prices/heroin-prices/
http://www.havocscope.com/black-market-prices/meth-prices/ -
2016-02-17 at 3:40 AM UTC
Lazy. You don't need to carry a huge amount. Just look around.
Fair enough but it's mostly an economic consideration. My food costs are almost negligible, probably averages out to $50 a week (ran between 10-20 a week when I was in school), not including eating out. So even if I could halve my weekly spending, if it takes me another 30 minutes then I've lost money.Sent this to a Chinese drug supplier I'm interested in, the replacement for tic-research/till.i.come@riseup,net:
Care to share? If they have anything good I'd be down for a combined order if it meant better pricing, know the last one didn't work out but more disposable income means I don't care as much if something goes belly up. -
2016-02-17 at 4:21 AM UTCAre you guys still on meth?
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2016-02-17 at 4:48 AM UTCI don't think you'd be interested in any of the products they have available. 2-FMA and 4-FA are no longer available. One my messages in our conversation:
Can you have a lab in India produce 2-FMA or 4-FA? There is a lot of demand for these since the ban and they could make a lot of money.
He said he can't find them anywhere.
Combined orders wouldn't be possible for many things now because I'm probably going to be on Nardil, an MAOI, for the rest of my life, so many drugs will be off limits. Only reason I'd temporarily go off it would be to use MDMA for therapeutic purposes.
He does have morphine powder for $90/g, but you may be able to find it for cheaper on the darknets, and the bioavailability is really low unless you're willing to IV it, which really isn't that big of a deal (I did it a while ago with semax and selank for practice, to see if there was any difference in effects, and then a few more times out of boredom).
And the Black Oak merlot is very tasty, particularly with a bit of sucralose added (I feel no shame, wine snobs. Many wines could be significantly improved with a sweetener, and that it lacks calories and is benign only makes it better). -
2016-02-17 at 6:35 AM UTC
And tremendously lower numbers of women were in the workplace 50 years ago. Someone then could have said "women have such strong biological drives to stay out of the workplace that they'll never be significantly represented there" and they would have been dead wrong. Yes biological pressures exist that affect our behavior but so do social pressures, the latter of which is amenable to intra-generational and human driven change. It is also empirically more powerful since we can find all sorts of divergences between biological drives and social drives wherein humans largely conform to the social model. Tabla rasa or no, human history is a history of curbing ("sublimating") our natural inclinations.
Yes, but this hasn't changed significantly in decades, suggesting it's likely rooted in a strong biological inclination: http://www.gallup.com/poll/164618/desire-children-norm.aspx
And among those who don't want children, how many regret it or change their minds, and of those that change their minds but remain childless, for how many is it because of problems with fertility?
Lanny, we're talking about eons of evolution, what's naturally our biologically imperative, what so much of our behavior revolves around, even if were able to utilize it to go far beyond that, what's necessary for mate acquisition and reproduction, to enjoy it without achieving what would naturally be the endpoint. This is a recurrent theme in people who gravitate towards a leftist/Marxist influenced idealist (although they don't see it as idealist) worldview. Despite vast societal/cultural changes a line remains flat over decades, and then for some inexplicable reason, some expectation that's completely unrealistic based on reflection of actual occurrence and ___ (I entered into a decade long period where a large part of my autistic fixation was systemizing humanity; if you could somehow link your brain with mind and access that information I have, you would probably understand why I view things the way I do. Autistic hyper-systemizing behavior without external interference or regard for, well, others in general, can be a terrifying force).
Still, I would like to see the differences when controlling for various variables. Education, race, income, major (I wonder what the rate for STEM majors is, particularly those in fields like mathematics, engineering, compsci; the high intelligence, systemizing, rationalist clusters). I'd also like to know how common long-term cohabitation as an alternative to marriage is among these groups and what the rate is for them.
From Future ImperfectArguably,the difference between Casanova and the rest of us iso nly a matter of degree, not of kind. I love my wife very much but I am not in love with her in the sense in which I was when I ï¬rst courted her some thirty years ago.Not only are the two emotions different subjectively, there is some evidence that they are related to different neurochemicals in the brain. My feelings when I was ï¬rst in love with her are in some ways more like my feelings for our children, especially when they were young, than they are like my current feelings for her. Parental love features the same intense focus, the same feeling that one being is the most important thing in the world, as romantic love. I suspect, but do not know, that with sufï¬cient research one would ï¬nd that some of the same neurochemicals are involved in both.
Is reason the slave of the passions?
Love wanes, women and security, mate acquisition, marriage/long-term retainment and a stable environment seems to trigger something, biological factors (I've wondered what the correlation between physical health and psychological well being and desire to have children is. Particularly the hip to waist ration in women. When you're body's screaming at you, your perceptions are altered...), relationships can begin to feel empty, there's evidence to support the idea of the biological clock and baby fever phenomenon, accidental pregnancies and the shifts in desires they cause: http://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2015/01/what-happens-to-a-womans-brain-when-she-becomes-a-mother/384179/
For many it happens and suddenly they change their minds, there's this cascade of effects, once it's in motion any indecisiveness, subconscious desires, are tilted.
"You'll change your mind."
Sadly, for the vast majority, this ends up being true. If you recognize it isn't for good reasons, get a vasectomy as soon as possible as I'm planning to. I can see no good reason to have biological children and am certain that I won't change my mind on this.
But, if it does happen, are you willing to say, "This is a major life decision. If it's something that's deeply important to you, I want you to leave me. I don't want you to live with regrets. There are many people alternative people that you can be compatible with who do want children. Even if you see me as unique or special, in a world with 7 billion people you're bound to find someone who approximates me except for the variable of desiring children."
You don't know people perfectly, you don't know how they'll develop, change. If it's 10 years down the line, with so much experience together, so much that has been invested, are you going to be willing to stick to your position and say that?
See, I have this thing, it's related to how I entered this period of hyper-systemizing behavior with a negative fixation on the human race, a strong desire for truth seeking and strict adhering to rationality. Essentially wanting to see the world as close to how it really is as I could in a flawed and limited biological body. My emotions and ability to feel compassion were even the victim of a slow purposeful erasure because I saw them as interfering with this. It's been a recurrent theme in my life where, and this is very atypical among autistics, but I suspect I'm simply compensating through raw analytical power and a hyper-systemized knowledge base (artificial human being. cognitive empathy), I seem to have perfect theory of mind, but it's in a completely detached manner where you would analyze something inorganic or a species of animal without emotional attachment, and I just immediately automatically pick up on every flaw and build a profile, every subtle behavior, my peripheral vision being enough for many things, and know exactly how they perceive me, what they misunderstand, assume etc. and I recognized I am completely unable to deal with negativity. Any flaws, negative aspects, behavior, I've just reacted completely out of proportion to that of a normal healthy human being, and have been unable to accept to anyone for who they are, feel the normal connection others do.
Well, this is a major part of the reason why I ended up as miserable and depressed as I did. There's just this constant massive chain of information, it would take so long to post I usually immediately lose interest in responding to things because of how long it would take to do so to a satisfactory degree, and I have to stop myself from going to an absurd degree of deconstruction and analysis.
Am I just depressed and damaged, is this the product of a life history that led this perception of the world, or am I just seeing things as they are and have become to far gone and alienated? Is the world really that bad, or was I just incapable of being able to stop thinking and simply enjoy the moment? Maybe one day you'll understand why I ended up like I did. Hopefully not. Your father's death could lead you down to the abyss, my territory, momentarily and you may be able to realize how someone could come to see life as being so ugly.
I suppose we'll find out if I'm too far gone. I do not understand how to live life as a human being, I have zero experience and have either been incapable or unwilling to function in the past. Oh god I wish someone had saved me from myself. -
2016-02-18 at 5:01 AM UTCIn a study of college-aged students, high emotional intelligence in young adult women was associated with manipulative behaviors and delinquency.
https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/46cb5w/in_a_study_of_collegeaged_students_high_emotional/Trait emotional intelligence (EI) encompasses high levels of emotional understanding and is generally associated with positive outcomes. However, research has suggested that high EI might predispose some young females to delinquency. The present study investigated whether this relationship can be accounted for by a tendency towards emotionally manipulative behaviours, facilitated by high EI. Two hundred and fifty-two young adults (125 female) completed measures of EI, Machiavellianism, the managing emotions of others scale (MEOS) and self-reported delinquent behaviour. High EI females presented higher levels of delinquency, Machiavellian Tactics and morality, the supposedly prosocial MEOS behaviours enhancing and diverting and the non-prosocial behaviours worsening, inauthenticity and concealing. High-EI males reported fewer delinquent offences, high levels of MEOS prosocial enhancing behaviour and low levels of non-prosocial behaviours. We suggest that high-EI may enable manipulative relational behaviours in some females which in turn support delinquency aimed at fulfilment of social or material goals.
Interesting discussion. A recurrent theme if you accept reality for what it likely is rather than attempting to convince yourself of your ideas (this doesn't lead to happiness). Biological reality is a very ugly thing, see through it and rise above it, then find others who have done the same. Hopefully they aren't so rare and inaccessible that you'll always be alone. -
2016-02-18 at 7:26 AM UTC
In a study of college-aged students, high emotional intelligence in young adult women was associated with manipulative behaviors and delinquency.
https://www.reddit.com/r/science/comments/46cb5w/in_a_study_of_collegeaged_students_high_emotional/
Interesting discussion. A recurrent theme if you accept reality for what it likely is rather than attempting to convince yourself of your ideas (this doesn't lead to happiness). Biological reality is a very ugly thing, see through it and rise above it, then find others who have done the same. Hopefully they aren't so rare and inaccessible that you'll always be alone.
All those buzzwords (EI, positive outcomes, pro-social behaviors, delinquent offences etc.) are all words used in prison programs. My girlfriends daughter is 7 and will make her grandparents take her skating because she wants a hot chocolate. She also touched the bouncy pad thing at gymnastics to make another girl fall and her instructor didn't see her (but her mother did). That article made me feel she has a good mother because I'm emotionally retarded
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2016-02-19 at 4:56 PM UTCHoly adderrall batman! I'm fuckin on one right now.
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2016-02-19 at 5:01 PM UTCO wait, I forgot, the original reason I came here. Has anyone else had experience with anger problems after daily use of gabapentin or any other similar drugs that are in that family? I seriously have had a terrible temper lately after a few weeks of daily gabapentin use. I'm not gonna take any for awhile because I feel they aren't doing what they used to for me anymore but also I was wondering if using them was related to my terrible anger I've had the last few weeks.
Literally something so tiny will set me off. I'm normally not an angry person. Sure, I've been known to get a lil hyphy in tc but that's just shit talking. Lately I'm full blown like yelling and slamming shit, even almost breaking shit. Like a lil fuckin kid right? So not cute. I just don't know where all this anger is coming from.
