i get intrusive thoughts about cutting my fingers off i get confused and build machines to count the numbers i dont know why something about some shit that happened long ago its not important that you understand my struggle it used to happen all the time now it happen double i miss when i can hide it when the episode was subtle i stay inside im a burden i dont want to scare you probably drinkin burboun when im fallin its a parachute 45 on me im prepared and i aint scared to shoot
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I wake up sometimes after having a dream about counting all the grains of sand on a beach or counting all the times a propeller went around on an aircraft, the mind is a labyrinth
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Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i compromised by taking some kava but it got me buzzed because i have no tolerance to anything anymore
you should get some gabapentin, its softcore enough but feels really good at least to me, its one of my favorite drugs, the only way you can overdose on it is if you choke on the entire bottle trying to swallow it all at once.
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i compromised by taking some kava but it got me buzzed because i have no tolerance to anything anymore
Kava is the shit. It's perfect for taking the edge off without getting you fucked up. I use it when I feel like day drinking.
Originally posted by G4LM
Kava is the shit. It's perfect for taking the edge off without getting you fucked up. I use it when I feel like day drinking.
yea, i couldn't really feel it much before but that's no wonder with the amount of benzos i was taking. it definitely boosted my mood today though from being really depressed and kind of wanting to die to actually going out and taking care of a couple things i needed to do. i think i can most likely use it to ride out the rest of this PAWS at least.
while we're on the subject, have you noticed any difference between strains of kava that kwk sells? i've only ever tried the borongoru.
also there's a few kava bars in my city, apparently it's really popular with the AA crowd so i might hit one up one of these days, maybe i can find a chill sober girl who likes doing psychedelics