When did you go from being a normie to being to abusing chemicals or becoming degenerate

1. 2019-08-22 at 5:32 PM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   The first time I tried alcohol I knew it was something that felt really good and I wanted more more more but I had no access so whatever. Then I did opiates and instantly knew that that was how I wanted to feel for the rest of my life, and that I would have a lifelong obsession with these things around 14 or 15.
2. 2019-08-22 at 5:37 PM UTC

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   HTS highlight reel
   Like 13. I started huffing gasoline because my school was doing a DARE type thing and they said you could get high that way. And they made drugs sound interesting as fuck.
   
   Although huffing gas only really sounds degenerate. I didn't do it that often. I didn't become a full-blown drug abusing degenerate until I found totse and learned about bundy (age 15 or so).
3. 2019-08-22 at 5:43 PM UTC

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   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
   I used to be straight edge but I had a lot better luck smoking weed and trying to date stoner, tripper, raver type party chicks.
4. 2019-08-22 at 5:48 PM UTC

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   Solstice Naturally Camouflaged
   Doctor put me on benzos at 16 and I mastered how to get them from any doctor I wanted, was all downhill from there.
5. 2019-08-22 at 5:49 PM UTC

   #5
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I found zoklet looking for a tutorial on making meth, and ultimately deemed it too dangerous and didn't know where to get everything. I certainly got some valuable information on lots of things I was interested in though. I wonder if wayback still has archived threads and search function...
6. 2019-08-22 at 5:52 PM UTC

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   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
   There was a secret moderator only forum on The Hive that had top secret research, sources to get precursors and stuff.
   
   One of the people took a bunch of that info and put it on Zoklet because it was a totse forum about freedom of information and known for shitty fake meth recipes.
   
   What that man did was truly a revolutionary action, lots of people hate him and this community because we "blew the lid" on a certain MDMA precursor but INFORMATION SHOULD BE FREE JUST LIKE JEFF HUNTER WANTED BEFORE HE DID 9/11
7. 2019-08-22 at 5:53 PM UTC

   #7
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Yeah, that was part 2 out of 3 three basically for me, successfully manipulating my mom's Christian psychiatrist (the office was anyway) to prescribe me Xanax and then concerta and adderall, but 90% the Xanax because he rapidly let me go up to 8mg per day within about 9 months or so at the ripe old age of 16, which was when my life started spiraling out of control unbeknownst to me at the time.
8. 2019-08-22 at 5:56 PM UTC

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   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
   Totse and erowid got me into chemistry, it's just so sexy how they make something from nothing just like funk
9. 2019-08-22 at 5:57 PM UTC

   #9
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Chemistry is pretty interesting, I agree. But eventually it just turns into math once it gets advanced enough, just like all science which pisses me off
10. 2019-08-23 at 3 AM UTC

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    Solstice Naturally Camouflaged

    Originally posted by DietPiano Yeah, that was part 2 out of 3 three basically for me, successfully manipulating my mom's Christian psychiatrist (the office was anyway) to prescribe me Xanax and then concerta and adderall, but 90% the Xanax because he rapidly let me go up to 8mg per day within about 9 months or so at the ripe old age of 16, which was when my life started spiraling out of control unbeknownst to me at the time.

    
    Yeah, I knew my doctor was crooked when he said he was prescribing me three 2 mg Klonopin per day and then wrote the script for 100 pills. I asked why the 10 extra and he said "just in case".
11. 2019-08-23 at 9:11 AM UTC

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    Narc Space Nigga [connect my yokel-like scolytidae]
    i was never a normie
    
    
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12. 2019-08-23 at 11:58 AM UTC

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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
    i was never a normal
13. 2019-08-23 at 12:04 PM UTC

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    Technologist victim of incest
    I never really fit into the two cliques at my HS. You were either a “jock” or a “burnout”. I had friends on both sides. Can’t say I ever became a degenerate. I may have done some stupid shit in my 20s when I was addicted to coccaine, but my actions only affected me.
14. 2019-08-23 at 2 PM UTC

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    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
    You either molest the teacher or get molested by the teacher