2019-08-18 at 6:43 PM UTC
all my friends are in NA or recently quit using hard drugs or they fall in the class that i don't pick up their phone calls or answer them. i refuse to go to meetings even though at this point it feels like the only thing that might prevent me from dying alone. i wouldn't want to become a cliche or anything
2019-08-18 at 6:59 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
just call the fonafone and I will talk you off that ledge.
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2019-08-18 at 7:01 PM UTC
I'm clinically something. I should have that checked out, but i'm not going to.
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2019-08-18 at 7:42 PM UTC
Why refuse to go to meetings? I don't go because I convince myself that I'm extremely far behind all the stuff I need to do, not because I don't want to at all or refuse to
2019-08-18 at 7:45 PM UTC
Grylls
Cum Looking Faggot
[abrade this vocal tread-softly]
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2019-08-18 at 8:21 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
The only part of going to meeting I liked was pissing people off by saying off the wall shit.
2019-08-18 at 8:23 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
You seemed happier before you broke up with yo bitch. We can talk about it anytime and we can talk about our lives and why neither of us should kill ourselves because shit will get better
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2019-08-18 at 9:23 PM UTC
mass shooting ensures you dont die alone.
successful mass shooting that is.
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2019-08-19 at 1:50 AM UTC
Keep up your meds and keep off the other drugs man. Really try. You're in shape and you're getting somewhere dude, you got this.
My biggest advice is to find new hobbies. Go and find ways to fill up time while you're sober. That's what kills me about trying to not smoke weed so much the days just drag on when in sober. So my strategy has been to drop money on whatever hobby strikes my whim and just wear it out. Yeah long term I'll drop it but it's whatever. I just get out the impulse. It actually makes me happy. Yeah I'm spending a shit load but what else do you make money for except to be happy and express yourself? I just ordered some VR gear and a new graphics card and I'll get lost in that for a couple of weeks. Music, art, whatever. Just be wild and let it all out, fill up that time.
PM me if you'd like me to talk.