2016-12-28 at 3:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice
Absolutely false, I am beautiful. A vision of divine purity.
If you were you wouldn't hate women
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2016-12-28 at 3:08 AM UTC
What a moronic presumption. How on earth are the two mutually contradictory? You must have no real grasp of logic and reasoning.
2016-12-28 at 3:20 AM UTC
Such an imbecilic species.
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2016-12-28 at 10:19 AM UTC
Honestly if you can get some clonadine(blood pressure medicine) and some kind of Benzo(Like valium or xanax) that will greatly help u. I was on 150 mg of morphine daily for 10 years straight. Then I switched to methadone(155ml) daily. But I got into shooting the methadone and was doing up to 420ml at once. I went into the emergency room and told them I'd kill myself if they didn't help me. They immediately helped me...... I had took my methadone that day but I decided that was the last I was taking it so I went to the hospital. They sent me to a psych ward and started helping me with clonadine. My withdraw didn't start for a couple days but when it got bad the police yanked me out and took me to jail cause I had a warrant and my wife told them I was in rehab and they tracked me down.They released me from jail after the weekend. It was horrible. My withdraw went for a solid 2 months. Puking at first for the first week but for the next few weeks I would go almost a week without sleep. Restless as fuck. I went back to the hospital and told them I am still going through withdraw and need help to sleep. The doc prescribed me some Xanax. I could finally sit still and sleep.
I am not sure what the medicines u mention are but it sounds like u are going through opiate WD. My heart goes out to u. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.
I know from experience that sleeping pills or NyQuil wont help u. In the 90's I was on heroin and went thru withdraw. I ate so many sleeping pills hoping they would knock me out but they didnt. I was walking into walls and super disoriented from the sleeping pills but they didnt help.
Post last edited by plumpkatt1 at 2016-12-28T10:33:21.035588+00:00
2016-12-28 at 12:09 PM UTC
yeah, T-PAIN effects your opiate receptors. This is pretty much opiate withdrawal but worse imo (years of this shit effecting more than opiate receptors). I don't have other shit, can't get a hold of other shit, but I was gifted 5 somas which I ate. No sleep still. Seriously fuck!!! I've eaten enough drugs to sedate and kill a fucking horse! My friend offered me his much more comfortable bed to sleep in (he's not even here and won't be back for a few days)and it's helped a little, except I have a dozen pictures of jesus and crucified jesus' staring at me (devote catholic) but still, sleep eludes me. my shit will be here soon though..
2016-12-28 at 12:12 PM UTC
Have you tried smoking weed to get done sleep? Just making sure, seems like an obvious thing to try. Pot always lets me sleep easily.
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2016-12-28 at 12:25 PM UTC
Once you damage your receptors, it takes up to 2 years for them to heal. And you can get addicted again MUCH quicker...... Methadone is the HARDEST opiate to kick cause it has such a long half life. And I didnt taper. It took about 6 months for me to sleep right again and I still struggle. I also suffer from something called PAWS(powerful acute withdraw syndrom) and that can happen 1 to 2 years from getting clean. I have been off the methadone since Feb 2016. Methadone totally ruined my teeth too........
2016-12-28 at 3:15 PM UTC
MY SHIT CAME! 9:48am. Thank fucking the gods that be. Now time to spend the next 3 days recouping from this nightmare. Seriously, shit takes everything out of you. Had shit in me within less than 5 mins of receiving, it's 10:11am and I already cand feel my hips and legs lessening the pain (held a bit under my tongue too, aside from just and oral route). I took a super awesome, I know the fuck I won't be in pain dose.
God I'm gonna be so fucked up- hope the fuck I can finally sleep now. If you don't hear from me, it's a good thing, and I am knocked out cold sleeping this fucking nightmare off. I don't even feel fucking tired at the moment though.. wtf.. this sucks... ah.. at least I wont be hurting during my insomnia though.
2016-12-28 at 7:14 PM UTC
If you are In so much pain and doctors won't help you and you are having withdrawls from taking shit you buy on the internet you are FUCKED!.
There must be something you are leaving out. Go to a fucking doctor if you are in so much pain.
You are just gonna perpetuate this until you die an early death and honestly its funny as hell to watch.
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2016-12-29 at 12:38 AM UTC
Why cant she go to a doctor? what is the specific reason?.
2016-12-29 at 4:06 AM UTC
to fat too walk cos of chips
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