2019-07-15 at 9:46 PM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
So wait Bill Krozby, how did you end up smoking it? I highly recommend using a glass dick + torch lighter. I've never failed to break through using that. The last time I did DMT I ended up spending an eternity in a void and had to 'relearn' everything about the world. Like, I remember it taking a few minutes (probably just seconds) to recognize my friends as living beings and not objects. That whole time in eternity was spent with some loving energy that taught me universal secrets and blah blah blah, but goddamn it's a fucking weird 'memory' to feel like you've lived for thousands of years already. It took a few years for that to go away.
DMT is seriously unique in it's ability to transport you to other dimensions. It's so clear headed compared to every other psychedelic. It really does feel like you're traveling somewhere special rather than just taking a drug. That said though I'll probably never do it again in my life. I think I've gotten everything I needed from DMT. I hate faggots that talk about how psychedelics changed their life. Usually they're young as fuck and just got into it. But I do feel like DMT has had lasting effects.
The change was honestly like night and day. I don't know. I did it several times before I felt like this, but that last time I smoked probably 100mg-200mg (no scale like a dumbass and for some reason we were using a giant rig torch.) I used to be really suicidal and have zero aspirations for life, and after that trip I just started feeling such an appreciation for little shit. IDK. It's difficult to tell if that's actually lasted or if I have just changed as a person, but the results don't lie. DMT is what prompted me to hitchhike and pursue other goals. Like, I now play three different instruments and studied Chinese just so I could speak it abroad, which I did last year. I've also published several books, and within the last year or two I've started working out. It also is what made me decide to quit doing syncans, because before that I was smoking them almost 24/7.
I'm not going to say I've been perfect since then, but god... I just remember being really different. I truly did not give a fuck about my life back then. But being put into a void of loving nothing for eons tends to change your outlook on life. I remember being so fucking happy for weeks after my trip because all these feelings still felt kind of weird and new. Even the pressure and texture from sitting on a chair seemed so awesome to me. Every sensation, feeling, and thought was just another part of the complex and amazing gift of life.
It also made me question my staunch atheism. I remember when I hitchhiked I talked to this preacher who picked me up in Memphis and we talked about this. I didn't tell him about the DMT, just about how I was starting to feel appreciation for life and whatnot. He told me it was God trying to speak to me and help me see his light, and it made me think a little. Not about any serious belief in God, but about how similar it was to all the theists I've talked to that have told me that God communicates with them. I'm agnostic but it's interesting shit to think about. Some weird part of me feels like I'm going to go back to that DMT nowhere void when I die. It's completely illogical and I wouldn't say I believe it, but even now, five years after that trip, I still have the feeling that it was real. DMT and psychedelics in general can be really dangerous in that way. It's important to remember to not take any credence in the 'lessons' these drugs will undoubtedly try to teach you. That's how you become a burnout.
Good luck nigga. I hope next time you breakthrough.
2019-07-15 at 11:05 PM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
Pookies are glass dicks lol.
U gay son
2019-07-16 at 8:02 AM UTC
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